It hurts so much
The pain,
I just want to die
Anything to make it stop,
But I can't tell them
They can't know,
They depend on me
They look to me for light,
But I am afraid
Afraid that I can not make it,
I can not creat light anymore
For I have seen the light,
And walked in the dark
And it can not compeat,
The dark is easy
It is nothing at its best,
It is pure pain
So you do not feel yours,
I wish I could lay
I wish I could just die,
But so much depends on me
It always will,
Over and over
I can not ever rest,
Never in the dark
For it would take the light,
And as much as I wish it would
That it would swallow me whole,
And I might find peace
I know I can not,
For they need me
They depend on me,
For the light
The cursed light,
That will always burn me.