A/N - I originally had the two characters switched around, with Draco with the abused boyfriend instead of Harry, But it didn't seem right. I mean, Harry always wanted to be a bottom but topped and Draco always wanted to top but was a bottom. And I couldn't really see him being abused and then being a top, especially with the story line. So I swictched them. And besides, I don't like Bottom!Draco and Top!Harry.
Okay, this is technically a song-fic, but not. They speak the lyrics. Like, "I truly madly, deeply do love you Harry." Draco said. Like that. You'll notice most of my stories do that. And there will be a lot of chapters in this story, I keep finding really good songs to go with it.
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Disclaimer - Don't Own, trust me, I wish I did, but I don't.
Summary - Draco's gay but dating a women and in love with a man. Harry's gay with an abusive boyfriend and in love with another man. Can these two make it together?
CHEMICALS REACT
Draco walked down the street desotly. He hadn't had sex in months. Well, that was a lie. He had sex, but with...yuck, he shudderd, girls. And it was bad. Draco was gay but what he couldn't find was a guy that he could love. That he could make love with, maybe have a good relationship for once.
Draco raised his head and looked up. He recognized nothing. He was in a part of town he had never seen before. Swiviling his head, he looked around. Finally, he saw a bar. 'Ahh, finally, I can get a drink hopefully.' He walked in and sat down at the bar. The bartender stood in front of him, "What can I get ya?" Draco looked up, "A good man and a scotch on the rock's." Draco cocked an eyebrow. "Tale a look." The bartender gestured. Draco looked around the bar, he saw mostly men and only a few women. Those few women were all standing together. Draco turned back to the bartender. "Is this a gay bar?" "Good job! You figured it out." He smiled. "Name's Harry Potter." "Draco Malfoy." Draco shook the barte- Harry's hand. "I'll be back in a moment with your scotch. On the rocks right?" Draco nodded and looked around more closley. He looked at all the gay guys, studying them, judging them. "Here you go." Harry plonked down the glass of scotch. "Soo, any particular reason why your here?" Draco shrugged. "I dunno why, but I just ended up here, I was just walking around and all of a sudden, I ended up here. Like Magic. Harry smiled. "Hey, I get off in like, 5, why don't you go sit down over there at that table and we'll talk." No sooner had he finished when a very effeminent guy walked in. "Hel-llooo everyone! Hey Drake, I'm here now so you can get off, hehe, 'k?" "Hey Tom, sweet, I'll be talking to his man right here, his name's Draco." Tom's eye's widened, "Draco is it...mmm," "Tom..." Harry warned. "You have a boyfriend and you can't go hitting on every gay guy you meet, beside's, it's his first time here, don't scare him off." Tom smiled sweetly, "What are you talking about Drake?" as he walked around the bar. Draco looked on with amusement. It seemed this happened quite often. He went over to the table Harry pointed at and sat down. Sure enough, a few minutes later Harry came over and sat down. He smiled and came over, "So, if you don't mind my asking, Why are you looking do down in the dumps?" Draco smiled back, "We'll, I have this girlfriend and," Harry raised an eyebrow. "Yea, I know, I'm gay, trust me, but, it's complicated, she's got brothers and...Yea. But, I havn't gotten any, from a guy, and it sucks." Harry smiled sadly, "Yea, that does suck. Hey, do you want anything to eat? 'Cause I'm really hungry and I always go to this really great burger place right down the street every day after work." Harry started to shake his head before he stopped. "Actually, now that I think about it, I am hungry." Harry smiled happily. "Good, I love having someone to eat with!" Draco smiled at the other man's happiness, and together they started to walk down the street.
Both shivered in the cold. When they got inside they both felt relieved to get warm again. They smiled at each other. Both sat in a booth and waited for someone to come over. Soon enough a waitress did come over. "Hey boys, what can I get for ya?" She asked, chewing her gum. "Umm, I'll have the hamburger with the fries." Draco said, looking over at Harry. "I'll have what he's having." "What to drink." "Coke." Both said at the same time, then looked at each other and laughed. The waitress rolled her eyes and walked away. "Well, she was one ray of sunshine, wasn't she?" Draco said to Harry. Harry snorted and laughed. Draco looked at him. "What!?" Harry asked, "Nothing, it's just that snort, it was so cute." Draco said, blushing slightly. Harry blushed a little bit also. "Soo," Harry started nervously, "How did you know you where gay?" Draco put his chin in his hand, "Well," Harry began "I guess it was when I was around 17," he laughed at Draco's wide eyes, "What?" "It's just that, I've always known, I used to dress up in my mom's clothes and put on her make-up and I always thought that girl were disgusting, even past the 'girls have cooties' stage. I honestly think that girls still have cooties." Harry smiled, "Says the one with the girlfriend." Draco stuck his tounge out at him and Harry laughed. "Well," he continued, "I started to notice that I was a little bit different when I was like 12, I wasn't paying attention to girls like the other boys, but it wasn't until I was around 17 when I was over at a girl's house and we were supposed to have sex. And," Harry blushed. "What?" Draco asked. "I couldn't get it up." He whispered and blushed again. Draco put his hand on Harry's arm, both felt a small electrical shock but ignored it. "It's fine Harry, I don't think any less of you." Harry smiled. "What happened?" Draco asked. "Well, she stripping and nothing was happening. I tried to think of two girls together and that didn't work when all of a sudden a picture of Ville Valo popped into my head." Draco grinned, "I love him!" "Me to, which scared me cause immediatly, it came to life and I was hard. I did have sex but I couldn't get the picture of Ville out of my head the whole time. Needless to say, I realized I was different. So I stopped with girls all together and have been dating guys ever since. And you?" "Well, as I said, I'm dating a girl, this girl that my parents set me up with. And trust me, I don't like it, but if I dump her, I'll be disowned." Draco groaned. hehe, I rhymed! As he finished, the waitress came back with their food and drinks. They both ate in silence both glancing shyly at each other when they thought the other wasn't looking.
Draco sighed in contentment. "Mmm, you were right, these are the best burgers I've ever had." Harry smirked. "I know they are, that's why I suggested it." Draco stuck his tounge out. "I love them. So, Harry," Harry looked up at Draco. "I've told you about my lovelife, Now, what about you and your love life?" Harry frowned slightly before quickly smiling. "I have a boyfriend. We've been going out for a few months now. He-" He frowned again. "Never mind." Draco cocked his head. "What?" "Nothing." "You know Harry, I feel something between us," "What??" "I don't know, it's like" "Would you like your bill?" The waiteress interrupted. Draco nodded. Harry reached for his wallet but was stopped by Draco's hand. "I got it." Harry started to protest. "No, you told me about this wonderful place, which I'm grateful for, so I got it, besides, I got enough money." He paid the bill and both started to put there coats on. "So, what were you saying before?"
"Oh! Well, It's like, you make me feel out of my element." Harry giggled. "Shut up, it's like I'm walking on broken glass, trying to be careful. The world's spinning in slow motion and you're moving to fast, like I can't see or something. It's wierd." Harry laughed at him, Draco pouted. Both walked out the diner door and down the street. Draco tentativly took Harry's hand,. Harry stopped and looked at him, "I'm sorry," Draco said pulling his hand away. But Harry picked his hand up again. "It's okay," he said, his stomach flipping, he blamed it on bad food, but knew that was a bad excuse as the food at the diner was never bad.
'Both of us broken basically, caught in this moment.' Draco thought, smiling lightley at Harry. "What about you, do you feel it too?"
"Well," Harry started, "You make me feel out of my element." he mocked lightly. Draco half-heartdly glared at him, "But, really, it's like I'm drifting out to sea. The tide's pulling me in deeper. Making it harder to breathe. And, we can't deny," "how we feel inside." Draco whispered. Harry looked into his eyes. "We cannot deny." Both stopped and looked at each other, into each other's eyes.
'Is it right, is it wrong?' Both of their minds asked.
"The planets all aligned when you looked into my eyes. And just like that, the chemicals react." Draco whispered, his lips close to Harry's.
They kissed and both saw a fire of colors beneath their eyelids. They pulled apart and Draco licked his lips. "A kaleidoscope of colors." he whispered. "What?" "When we...kissed, I saw colors, lots of them." Harry tilted his head and looked at Draco. "Turning my hopes on fire like the sun burning." His lips quirked up as the sun shined down on both of them. Draco closed his eyes and leaned his forehead against Harry's, "Don't let us lose it." he said. "Don't let us lose it." Harry repeated. He wrapped his arms around Draco's neck and Draco placed his hand's on Harry's hips. Both sighed. But Harry pulled back. "I...I can't." Draco looked confused, "Wha? Why not? What's wrong?" "I...I have a boyfriend." "And I have a girlfriend." Draco said, "Harry, Har, I feel like there's a special something between us, I don't know what it is but, I feel something for you." Harry bit his lip. "I...I don't know." Draco bit on his own lip. his eyes downcast. Harry looked up before long. "I'm scared. I've never had someone treat me like you do. It's always been rough sex, never loving." He paused and looked Draco in the eyes. "But, I trust you, I don't know why, but I do."
"We Lived, We Loved, We Hurt, We Jumped, We're Right, We're Wrong, We're Weak, We're Strong! We Live To Love. And the planets all align, when you look into my eyes, and it's like that." Draco and Harry stared into each others eye. "The chemicals react. Take me," Harry said and Draco leaned in and kissed him again. Harry smiled and Draco took his hand, leading him down the street. He looked at Harry out of the corner of his eye, seeing the light blush on his cheeks. 'The chemicals react...' he thought, 'That exactly describes what we have.'
A/N 2 - So there's chapter 1, I hope you all like it! I really do! There will be more chapters trust me! Please review so I know that people do or don't like this story. And if you have any ideas for a song, tell me and I'll see if I can't fit it in somewhere!
Coming Up - Lips Of An Angel. Harry and Draco have been sneaking around and seeing each other for a while. One night, Draco gets a phone call from Harry.