AN: Twilight isn't mine unfortunately. This is however. I am trying to get into the third person narration. Tell me if it is awkward or any confusing parts. Reviews make me continue. Short but sweet way to open.
I don't hate you. I can't live your way. I am going to find myself.
Those were the words he reread everyday. He couldn't even remember the last time he had smiled. He touched his once warm cheek and wished her could feel the tears that should have been running down them. He didn't realize eternity was this long.
2000 years. How could someone, anyone, need 2000 years in order to "find themselves." He read the words again. He promised himself he would never search for her, but he yearned for something anything other than this loneliness.
He again contemplated his existence, and wondered if this was hell. He was in the worst circle of it. It was as if all humans were merely in purgatory, but all vampires were destined to live here on this planet for eternity. Why him? It was always the same question what could have lead to this. What had he done to deserve it?
She's gone to the Volturi. She seems to be an integral part. They have added a fourth throne. Her eyes are red. The old Bella is gone. Forget about her. Move on. Please!
It was hard enough to accept that she needed time to find herself, but to go to the Volturi. He had lost it at that point. He had isolated himself. Alice's visions only brought him more pain, and he could tell from all of the others thoughts that he was bringing them pain. She was gone. They all knew it. She wasn't coming back, but he couldn't help but hope that maybe their bond was strong enough.
He was miles away at this point. She wished she had the nerve to see him. She loved her family. Both of her families actually, but she knew not to go back. She had chosen. She did not know why, but being a Cullen was too difficult. Her instincts had gotten the better of her. She loved the taste of human blood, and it made her feel alive in a way she thought she had lost with her humanity.
She longed for him to come see her. She longed for Aro to send her on a mission to him, but Aro was a wise man and since the day Bella joined she had never been sent to the Cullens, however, others had.
There are more of them this time around. I can't be sure how many. There were three more couples. It is odd. They had not added numbers to their coven for a long time. However, the mind reader was not with them. Some seemed to know his whereabouts, but it seemed as if he had not been seen for a long time. Thank you Jane.
Jane had gotten to see her family. Jane had gotten to gaze upon their golden eyes and beautiful smiles, but then again Jane would never have a throne with the Volturi.
She had always wondered, and guessed she would always wonder who had joined the Cullen ranks. Bella knew they would be good people. She knew they would be loved, and would love equally in return. Bella hoped, prayed that no other being would use the Cullens the way she had.
Bella had always had a soft spot for the Cullens probably because Edward was her first love, but she knew that the Cullens knew almost nothing about her. She knew that even though she had loved Edward for a millennium he would never forgive her if he found out the truth, he would kill her if he knew why she left, and why she had a seat in Volterra.
AN: Trying something new. Let me know how you feel. Reviews make me need to write.