Hi there! OneValium here. This is my second or third fic. This one is dedicated to an awesome fanfiction author, ForeverRose123. Please review, you will get my nana's homemade cinnamon buns!
"You… don't… want me?" It was strange the way the words sounded, put in that order.
"No."
"Well, that changes things then." I was surprised at how calm my voice sounded. Probably because I was so numb. Edward nodded and turned. "WAIT!" But he was already gone.
*.*.*
Months had passed. I had sent emails a plenty to Alice, saying sorry for the trouble I had caused, hoping Jasper was fine, wishing she would email me back… About how nightmares haunted me every moment since they left. About Jacob, and how great friends we are.
Alice. Jasper. Carlisle. Esme. Rosalie. Emmett.
Sorry that I intruded in everyone's life. Sorry that I'm human. Sorry for being clumsy. Sorry I could have given away your secret. But because of what you did to me, I'm not sorry. But you should be. You came into my life, absolutely perfect.
Esme, the perfect mother, a goddess all her own. Carlisle. Zeus's younger, way better looking brother. Alice, my 'best friend'. You little pixie. You must have seen what would happen at the birthday party- you seen my dress. Or maybe you didn't care, and maybe- well, I guess not maybe. I guess you just wanted to get the fucking stupid, clumsy, ugly NOT perfect human out of your life.
Jasper. I should be scared of you now, shouldn't I? Guess I really am a freak, because I just wish that… Never mind.
Rosalie, Earth's own Aphrodite. Everyone loves you. You're beautiful, smart, and I know that once you let people understand you, you are a good hearted, kind person.
Emmett. The giant kick-ass vampire teddy bear. My big brother. You were before you left.
AndEdward. I have something very important to tell you.
If I spoke
What's on my mind
Then you'd see the pain inside
But I don't think that you would care
You broke my heart
'Cause you weren't there.
You know I loved you
Can't believe I was blind
To believe when you said
You'd be at my side.
If I poured out
The pain in my heart
Then maybe
Just maybe
We'd make a new start.
But it's too late now
I've grown up
The love I had for you dried up.
It's too late now
I've moved on
The love I had for you is gone.
If you'd been here
Instead of there
Then I'd think you maybe cared.
But you weren't here
You never were
So don't come back you mangy cur!
So in the end…
I guess I must have lost my mind
To ever think that you were mine.
This is the last email I will ever send to you. I won't forget you, but I guess… I just want you back in person so I can tell you just how much I miss you.
I sighed and turned around- then gasped.
"Oh my- JASPER!"
Once again, this is dedicated to ForeverRose123.
Okie dokie! First chapter done! Please review, you will get my Memmaire's(Grandmother's) homemade cinnamon buns! Thank you!