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Transformers aren't mine.
Thanks - to my wonderful beta that helped me EnglishEnigma.

"Fuck!" I hiss as I try to reach for the little transparent jellyfish that is floating around my legs. "Hey, bitch."

The beach is empty ... a little peaceful spot that I found a bunch of months ago where I can go to hide ... when Megatron was pissed about something that I did or just bored in having us under his feet ... but now is different because I don't have anybody left ... they are all gone.

"Ah, gotcha!" I yell triumphantly while opening my hands to stare at it ... now slowly moving its thin and almost invisible tentacles around my palm and fingers. "But what ... oh, you dangerous girl" I smile while lightly touching it with the tip of my finger ... smooth ... humid and soft texture under my fingers.

Around everything is quiet as the weather is cloudy and a bit windy but I don't care ... I don't even care even when my system registers a burning and stinging sensation that the little animal is producing ... stinging venom ... but I don't care ... no, because it's nothing compared to what Megatron does when he's really angry ... or when he's bored and wants to find a way to entertain himself ... using us ... because in the end he knows that he doesn't care about others ... he's the only supreme king ... the others are hashes ... nothing to him.

Water ripples around me as chilly wind makes my antennae swing lightly back and forth... eventually I let the jellyfish fall into the crystal water with a tiny sound ... as I then stare at it floating around. "You lucky girl, I could have crushed you," I say to myself while starting to walk toward the shore, "but I'm not in the mood to play with you."

Slowly I make my way toward my towel and I sit on it while rubbing my wet face ... like wanting to get rid of my tiredness ... to erase my mind because now I'm the last one ... and I shake my head thinking that by now he's gone ... destroyed by the Autobots.

I sigh while gazing up at the darkening sky ... my radar is not capturing any frequencies ... obviously with them destroyed I know that I'm the only one left ... but even if Megatron is only becoming a dusty memory I can't to stop thinking that it's not right that every fucking time Megatron was always unsatisfied with us ... with his soldiers ... always finding something missing ... that we didn't take to successful conclusion ... but I always tried in getting ... doing what he wanted ... and he should have known that I'm one of the best ... his best hunter / scout of all the Decepticons ... and fuck you! Because I knew how to move and bring what he wanted ... but now these words ... those thoughts of mine are useless because Megatron is gone with all the others ... killed by his own thirst for power ... by his greed ... stupid fucking robot!

I grunt while kicking some sand ... I'm frustrated with this situation because now that I'm the last survivor I really don't know what to do ... and also that stupid dwarf Frenzy is gone ... I seem to not have anything left ... and this makes me yell in pain ... want to tear apart every fucking thing that happens to be between my hands ... but still ... still I remain there sitting on the sand while staring at the quiet landscape in front of me. A few little drops of rain start to fall as I quickly stand up rushing to grab my towel and backpack ... then going inside my car ... a Saleen S281 patrol car.

"Fantastic!" I fake a grin while staring outside. "Winter is coming and I hate cold."

"Ah fuck you!" I yell slamming my hands on the steering wheel ... a fury mounting in me ... rushing through my system ... wanting only to explode but I can't yell at anybody ... I can't yell at the nothingness.

"You thought you were so powerful ... eh, Megatron ... instead, look at what you did you fucking piece of metal ... we could ... we could have had everything if you could have only been less greedy ... if the power that you had could have been enough for you but no ... no, better to have more and kick some Autobot ass ... well, fuck you!" I yell like he's in front of me ... and I can say whatever I want without worrying about his reactions.

"And now? Now I'm the only one left ... good work, really Megatron, good work ... you piece of shit now lying in the depths of the ocean with the others," I keep hissing ... and I think that this is the first time that I've dared to do a thing like that ... to yell out my agony ... to say what I truly think about him ... and obviously I'm stressed and, yeah ... even scared ... never in my entire long life was I scared of something ... it was the opposite ... I was the one threatening the others ... to punish and enslave them ... but now it seems that my haughtiness is gone ... my bravery has disappeared with the war and the end of my leader, Megatron.

"Stuck in the middle of nowhere ... in a land that is not my own," I whisper while leaning against the drivers seat. "Fucking beautiful!"

Next morning I find myself thinking that maybe I can go to see what my friends the Autobots ... my lovely Autobots, are doing. "Yeah and I can ask if they want to adopt me!" I find myself saying while driving around. "Hey, Optimus, are you in need of a hunter?"

I chuckle while shaking my head. "Yeah, he would be so generous and take me in ... me an Autobot." I shiver at the thought. "Better to get crushed by a press."

"Maybe I can go ... hmmm, I don't know ... just drive and see where the road will take me," I keep talking to myself as I absently stop to let two little girls cross the street. "But, oh my, what I'm doing!" I yell annoyed once I realize that I stopped for two fucking little girls.

"Ahhhhh ... for sure, I can't keep wandering around this city ... and not with a car like this!" I point out turning toward the passenger seat ... usually where Frenzy would sit while nodding at every little thing that I was saying ... I miss him ... never thought I'd miss that little piece of a wreck.

Eventually after hours of wandering I decide to go back to the beach ... my secret spot. "I have to disguise myself in another way," I tell myself, "but, shit, I like this car!"

"No way that I'm giving up my car" I grunt while tightly gripping the steering wheel.

And then, as I'm all taken up in thinking about what I should do with my car, I spot him ... that yellow Camaro impossible not to recognize ... I slow down as I pass in front of it parked next to a white fence.

"Oh, that little Autobot is around," I grin lazily as I go to park next to him quickly cutting my frequencies.

I get out of my car while noticing that the car is still ... not transforming ... "For sure he's using his holo – form," I nod to myself, "but fuck! I've never seen his holo – form."

I lean forward to stare inside the car but the windows are much too dark for me to see anything ... I turn around noticing a little park in front of me. "He's there but where?"

I walk into the park and a little boy of not more than three years old hit my leg with a ball ... I stare at him menacingly as his mom rushes to give her excuses leading him in another direction. "Look at him!" I yell after her while shaking my head. "Fucking bitch can't seem to look after her things."

I'm almost to give up and return to my beach when I see him ... or at least I think that it's him ... his antennae ... not human ... like mine ... I walk slowly toward him as my antennae slide inside my shining metal earphones ... hiding them from him.

He's just sitting on a swing slowly swinging back and forth all taken in staring down. "Hmmmm ... I wonder where his human is right now ... maybe fucking that bitch of his," I lick my lips while approaching him.

"Hey, boy," I smile once I'm in front of him and he quickly raises his big electric eyes with a surprised expression on his face.

"Wh ... what?" he asks stopping to swing.

And, oh fuck, never knew that he was so beautiful ... those arctic eyes are piercing through my system as he's gazing at me ... and wind is lightly messing up his dirty blond hair ... no ... no, it's beyond ... and I know that I want a piece of him ... no more ... all. I want it all, baby.

"Do I know you?" he asks and I know ... I know that he's scanning me ... but, hey baby, I cut off my signal and I worked pretty hard on my holo - form ... so much that by now it's perfect like a human ... like I'm a human.

"No," I shrug going to sit on the next swing ... near him. "I just come here when I want to clear my mind."

"Me too," he sighs starting to swing again. "So I'm not the only one."

I smile. "Not really. I'm ... Cade." I tell him my nickname that the others Decepticons gave me ... and that he doesn't know.

"I'm Bee," he tells me but still I can see ... sense that he's scanning me ... searching for something going on ... come on boy. Calm down and lower your defences, I find myself thinking.

"Ok, I ... I have to go," he tells me quickly standing up and I know that he sensed something but still ... still he can't name what it is ... smart robot!

I nod. "Yeah," and I don't know why I'm letting him walk away ... why I don't try to chase him and have a bit of fun ... maybe because even if I could destroy him ... the others ... Prime and his gang would find me and get rid of the last Decepticon.

"Hey, Bee!" I call him and he turns, "Well ... well, if you ... no. I don't know you but if you need me ... you know, to talk ... you can find me at this place," I tell him while handing a little piece of paper with a little map that I materialize a moment ago.

"But it's a beach," he tells me while staring at it.

"Eh ... ehmmm, I'm a surfer ... I ... I can't stay away from the water," I rush to explain and he nods not very much convinced.

"Ok, Cade," he nods then I watch him walk away as a strange feeling is crawling through my system.

"No way!" I hiss between myself. "Have I gone crazy because I let him walk away."

One Year Later

I'm getting out of the water and it's dripping from me leaving a trail behind ... I smile while kneeling to observe a little piece of glass eroded by the ocean.

"Cade?"

I quickly stand up and I turn to find him ... I find Bumblebee in front of me ... staring at me.

"Did I disturb you," he asks as I see his Camaro parked under a tree.

"No, Bee," I shake my head, "but you-"

"Yeah, I know that we met some time ago."

"A year or so," I point out and then I see ... I see him staring at my antennae and he knows ... it's a flash of light crossing his eyes ... he knows.

"Barricade!" he exclaims.

"Gotcha," I sigh, "so what do you want to do ... get rid of the last Decepticon?"

He shakes his head. "No."

"No?" I ask surprised.

"I knew that it was you ... and during this whole year I observed you ... without letting you know what was happening," he explains, "and if you had ... you could have done anything but instead you retired yourself on this lonely beach far away from society and above all from us."

"Smart boy, always knew that you are the best one!" I point out clapping hands. "So what do you want?" I ask menacingly.

"Nothing ... just thought to break your retirement," he shrugs, "and, no, the others don't suspect that you are hiding here."

"Good. I want to be left alone," I spit out while staring at him. "So now that you've come to say hi you can turn and leave."

"I thought that you-"

"I'm not your friend," I bark out walking toward the little hut that I built up. "So leave now."

"Why did you come searching for me?" he asks while following me.

"No, it's not true. I just saw you and I was curious about your holo - form that's all," I reply.

"I don't buy it Cade!" he tells me, "but I can't stop thinking of why you didn't attack me."

"Oh come on, Bee. the war is over and I'm not so stupid to think I could blow you away without being ... then ... destroyed by your super friends!" I spit out annoyed.

He remains in silence while staring at me. "So, now that you know the truth you can walk away."

"Ok," he replies softly, "but why did you ask me to come here?"

I sigh while rubbing my head and I don't know why I'm not transforming into my robot - form and crushing then him with my foot ... not caring if the others will want to get revenge on me. "I ... I don't honestly know, Bee."

He nods. "So I'll leave you at your beach," he says while walking away and again that strange feeling that one year ago was rushing through my system is back ... more powerful this time.

"No!" I hiss as I chase him making a grab for his arm. "No, Bee."

He turns and look at me surprised by my reaction. "I'm tired of being alone," I whisper then cup his face and kiss him ... truly kissing him like I would have liked to a year ago instead of letting him walk away because since that time I haven't stopped thinking of him ... not a moment ... to want him ... and I know that it's wrong ... that it can't be right because he's my enemy ... I swore to kill his kind ... but still ... still I'm here kissing him ... wanting him more than yesterday.

He moans inside the kiss as I suck his tongue ... totally devouring it ... wanting more ... to dominate on him ... and as, I break the kiss ... but keep sharing a contact with him ... to lick and bite his lips ... I know that looking at him ... if someone were looking at us right now they would see a young guy no more than twenty-five kissing a man ... a man of forty.

I moan at the thought ... dirty ... nasty thought ... I like the idea that he's much younger than me ... also in his own robot - form ... I like the idea of being the older one.

"Let's go inside," I breathe against his lips. "Now."

I take off his t - shirt as, finally, my bare chest comes in contact with his ... we keep kissing for a long moment ... wet sounds filling the air as my hands won't stop keeping him tight against my body ... he moans as I bite his tongue ... then slowly sucking it.

He licks his lips stepping back as I hungrily stare at his perfect body ... he fumbles with his jeans then finally he takes them off.

"You are the most fucking hot thing that I've seen in centuries," I roughly hiss. "I want so much to punish you."

He backs away from me but I quickly grab both his wrists blocking him. "No way, honey!" I whisper then push him on the bed.

I slap his legs open as I slide between them while pulling down my still wet board shorts ... revealing my hard and leaking cock ... he moans throwing back his head and exposing his neck ... and I'm so hungry as I lean forward to lick and bite at it ... sweet suction that will burn and leave a mark on his skin ... yeah, I know ... his system is registering what I'm doing while at the same time adequately responding to it.

"Cade," he calls me as I raise my eyes toward his.

"What?" I kiss him softly ... and without saying anything his hand slides down ... fingers light on my cock ... wrapping them around it and I let him jack me off for a bit ... moaning as he whispers that he wants me ... so much ... that he wants me, totally me.

I close my large hand over his as I start to move it how I want. "Learn to know what I like," I hotly breathe against his earphone. "Yeah ... in this way, boy ... nghhh ... more ... yeah."

He kisses me then I push one of my fingers inside his mouth ... letting him wet it with saliva ... staring at him ... taken with the sight of him and I would like to just raise him on all fours and fuck him ... senseless but I don't know ... I fucking don't know why I restrain myself from doing it ... I don't know.

He spreads his legs more as he lifts up on his elbows to look at me ... I kiss him as I take out my finger ... threads of saliva coming out with it ... and then ... then I push it against his asshole ... penetrating him and I feel him tense and then relax as I kiss him murmuring that it's only my finger ... that I will not hurt him and, fuck, I never was this sappy ... always rude and possessive ... thinking only of taking and not giving back anything ... wanting to banquet on their bodies.

He nods as I softly kiss his pouty lips ... and then he hisses in pain as I penetrate him with another one ... "Shhhh ... just relax," I massage his trembling stomach. "Look at me, Bee."

He chews his bottom lip hard while gazing up at me and, oh fuck! His eyes are something impossible to describe ... his arctic eyes that are now looking at me ... trusting eyes and I cup his face passing my thumb over his lips. "Never," I tell him softly and he nods ... knowing that I will never hurt him ... that those days are gone ... days where we were mere enemies battling over a fucking cube.

I take away my fingers as I push him down on the mattress ... and I can't seem to recognize myself as I lean forward to whisper that I want him so much ... and that ... that I love him ... who me? Me, the cruel bastard Barricade ... there ... lying there whispering to an Autobot that he loves him ... needs him ... that he's tired of walking alone ... to just cross this immense desert in search of a safe place to establish a home ... to finally find peace ... to call it home ... again ... like centuries ago ... when all was perfect ... when nobody desired more ... wanted more ... when his planet was alive.

And Bee knows this kind of loneliness ... this wandering of his ... always struggling ... always fighting ... just keep walking ... to cross this desert in the hoping that one day he will see an end ... he will finally be freed from all this craziness.

Bee's nails scratch his back as he starts to push inside him ... and he has to restrain himself from just burying himself ... in that heat ... in that warmness ... tightness that he craves for ... he has to just shake his head to get rid of the little voice screaming to just fuck everything and fuck him roughly through the mattress ... make him scream ... his agony ... you live for that, Barricade ... for taking pleasure from the others ... screams of fear and pain as you would just fuck him ... just impale yourself and then go on ... fill him ... stain him with your essence ... no, shut up! I will not ruin everything like I did the other times ... I will not listen to you ... fuck you! I love him and I'm not going to rape him only because I love it ... I pleasure myself with denigrating my victims ... not with Bee.

And the little voice won't go away ... but then Bee kisses him and Cade slams his hand on his mattress near his face ... fighting with himself as he tries desperately to restrain himself from just raping him and then throwing him outside ... stupid boy trusting in a Decepticon ... learn your lesson!

"Cade" he calls him.

"I ... I ... can't," I try to say as I still.

"Shhhh ... it's ok," he whispers like sensing that something is going on ... like sensing that something is bothering me ... my past life ... my evil being ... always thirsty to inflict pain on the others and I lean forward capturing his lips as I start to slowly move ... fuck him ... as I slowly take my cock almost out then pushing it again inside ... driving us mad in pleasure ... wanting to prolong our pleasure.

His hands lightly move on my back ... fingers licking at my skin as I fuck him ... as you can hear only our breathes and the rumours of waves crushing lazily against the shore ... and we are connected as I can feel him in my system ... and he looks at me as if for the first time he let a Decepticon take over his system ... enter in his system ... and, oh god, he trusts me because now ... now I can really mess with him ... I can burn his circuits ... I can hurt him badly ... now that he has all his defences down ... that he's wide open to me ... letting me enter ... feel what he's feeling ... live what he's living.

"More, Cade," he pants while his face is hiding against my shoulder joint as I fuck him, now more roughly ... fast, wanting to have more ... to just have more but I restrain myself ... no, I can't ... I can't hurt him.

My fingers dig inside his hips as I steady myself as I fuck him ... "Don't ... don't touch your cock," I hiss slapping away his hand. "I want you to come only because I'm fucking your tight ass," I lick my lips as I tower over him. Then I pull my cock out with threads of pre-cum coming out from it ... "Turn ... let me fuck you from behind," and for a moment he just remains still like pondering if he would like that ... if he would like to be fucked from behind but then he nods slightly turning on his stomach.

"Good boy," I smile turning his face to kiss him deeply as I penetrate him ... and my fingers go to massage his spasming hole as he takes me entirely ... balls slapping his ass.

"Shhhh ... its' ok," I whisper against his lips as he tries to kiss me again as my fingers are massaging his asshole ... as my cock keeps sliding in and out of him ... pre-cum smeared around his hole and on his ass cheeks as I fuck him roughly ... pressing him inside the mattress making him moan more.

"I want to rape you," I hiss. "You don't know how much, Bee ... so much ... just had to restrain myself to not do that ... yeah," I kiss him sucking at his tongue as my pushes become more frantic ... I want it all ... I want to make him blow his system ... so that Ratchet knows and wonders why his yellow friend is blacking out ... so that he knows that a Decepticon is fucking him ... and he wants it ... he came for me.

"Oh, do that!" he begs as he meets my pushes ... and I bite hard on one of his shoulder because, really, he can't ask me this ... he can't burn me in this way ... fucking way ... no ... he can't ask for this ... I ... I ... he doesn't know what I would do ... listen to him cry my name ... ask me to stop ... hmmm ... too much ... too much information.

"We ... we should stop," then I find the force ... the strength to say and he shakes his head while still impaling himself on my cock. "Yeah, Bee. You are monitored by your fellows, above all by Ratchet and Prime, and they would ... they would-"

"I don't care," he moans in pleasure. "Please, don't stop ... not now ... Cade, I need you, please."

And nobody ever told me that they needed me ... nobody thought that I could help them ... nobody desired me in this way ... I was always the one in taking what others didn't want to give me ... and now ... and now as he's lying under me ... his back pressed against my chest as I fuck him ... as he moans my name ... my name so different ... sounding different from his lips and I never knew that my name could sound different from mouth to mouth ... and I want to drink all ... in all his essence ... I want to get lost somewhere inside him ... just forget and erase everything ... clean my stained system ... mate with him ... just that ... no more ... no, I don't want only sex.

He grabs one of my hands that is resting on his chest ... fingers entwining between mine as he moans that he wants me ... loves me and as I push deeply inside him I hiss ... coming ... white rushing ... filling him as I hold his hand tightly as I ride my orgasm ... wet sounds ... my come slowly dripping from his asshole as I slow down my pushes ... as I feel him spasm around my cock ... his orgasm ... I made him orgasm and cry my name over and over ... and I hold him tightly as he shakes and whimpers as his spasming and clamping ass milks out the rest of my orgasm ... truly connected ... me a Decepticon with him an Autobot ... Prime and Megatron would kill us.

Then I turn him as I slide out from his ass ... he hisses in pain as I kiss him. "Shhhh ... it's ok," I whisper while caressing him ... while my fingers are lazily tracing patterns ... smearing my come all over his ass cheeks ... and he nods.

He lies on his side as I slide behind him ... his back now pressed against my chest as I embrace him while softly kissing his neck ... looking at the purple bruises that I left. "Stay with me?" I ask keeping him tightly against me.

"Ok," he replies then for a long moment he remains in silence.

"Are you ok?" I ask wondering what's going on.

"Yeah," he nods but I know ... I know because I captured it a moment ago ... Ratchet asking what was going on ... and ... and Bee cut him off ... he just lied for me ... a Decepticon.