Hey everyone this is my first real try at writing on here if I'm crap please tell me so I don't continue but if you do like it and want me to keep going let me know as well I'm warning you I was never good in English at school lol but here we go...

I own nothing but the story line I got from watching Demi Lovatos stay strong on MTV, made me cry but made me realise a hell of a lot of people go through that. Best wishes Demi and everyone going through depression.

Broken Pieces chapter 1

Genie: Romance and hurt/comfort

Rated: M for future chapters

Length: 1599 words

Pairing: Gabriella and Troy mostly

"Gabby, sweety. Its 6.30, time to wake up" I was awoken out of my deep sleep to hear my mother Marie Montez. Stroking my hair and whispering to me like she did every morning.

My mum was always wanting just that few moments with me each morning just in case she didn't see me that night, you see my mum is a owner of her own law firm Montez law after my dick head of a father walked out on us last year. She has been having to deal with everything on her own i do a lot around the house but with me turning 17 in a few weeks she found micromanagement her favorite stress relief of all.

"mm... Mum I still don't feel well, cant I have the day off?" I groans into my pillow trying to get back to my deep slumber but I'm sure my mum wouldn't let that happen.

"Honey, you've already had two days off. Your tryouts are today don't you want to go to them?" mum said softly waiting for the reaction from me she got every year.

But that wasn't going to happen this year, this year it was all so different.

"mum, I'm not gonna get in this year, so why should I even go?" I said in a very sad voice trying not to make it sound the way it came out. I brushed my head in my pillow to hide the tears that were threatening to fall from my sore puffy eyes.

"whats wrong baby? You always get in, your the best in your squad, of course you'll get in, you will most likely get caption again. Wouldn't you like that?" attempting to make me feel beta, like that's gonna work.

I sighed pushing my blankets off and steps out of bed, walking towards my on-suite used to all the perks it gives me and being I'm the only child my mum thinks I need everything even when I really don't want it, I mumble to my self hoping my mum doesn't catch what I said "if it was just that easy" shutting the bathroom door as I walk in, probably leaving my mum speechless something iv been doing a hell of a lot, lately.

walking over to the shower and turning it to the right temperature before facing away from the mirror to remove my cloths. My body was the last thing I wanted to see anymore.

Looking down at my scared wrists seeing the fresh cuts from last night I let a tear drop from my face. The dried blood covering them trying to heal the self harm id been doing to myself for the last 6 months wasn't just something I could stop. I had no power anymore.

Flashback

I had just broken up with my boyfriend of 2 years Chase Crawford who I loved with all my heart, I found him cheating on me with the biggest slut in school Morgen Price. I don't really blame him shes every guys wet dream, big boobs and legs that go for miles. Me still going through the post breakup stage I walk past Chase and Whitney Smith making out up against his locker. It really made me sick that he just sleeps around now. I was really over it all. I looked down and mumbled "get a room"

Whitney pulled away from Chase hearing what I just said "just because he couldn't fit in between your fat thighs doesn't mean everyone else should miss out on the fun" she smirked at me and pulled Chase back to her.

End flashback

As I washed my body i couldn't help but think that i am fat, even being a size 2 i still thought i could lose a few pounds. Running my hands over my pretty much flat tummy with just a slight raise when i took a breath in. My legs were the main problem they were like tree stumps. Very strong from all the running I did each day but when I didn't run the cutting was 10 times worse.

A tear trickled down my cheek as i yet again am reminded why I'm the way I am, depressed, beyond help.

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Pulling in to my car park at East high i sighed and said to myself "here we go again" stepping out and turning around to get my bag from the set when that annoying voice says "Dang, Montez. Id sure like a taste of that nice booty you got there"

I don't know why he bothers anymore, he made it very clear he was over me and yet he still trys, I mean I'm only wearing a plain black tank top with light blue skinny jeans, black ankle heal boots and my gray cotton cardie that hung down my sides topping it all off was my black hat on top of my black curls that I decided to leave down today. I looked the same as always, turning around and there was the football team all backing my ex chase up cheering and laughing along with him. I just turned and walked away wanting to get away from them as fast as i can "there just assholes, don't give them the benefit of the dought" I keep saying over and over in my head hoping my tears hold up until I'm alone.

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when I got in side and to my locker I was meet by my friends. They were always waiting for me there when I got to school but today there was one thing out of place that was a pair of the bluest eyes I have ever seen. i just stood there looking in to them until Taylor snapped me out of my trance.

"hey Gabs, how you feeling today?" Taylor asked giving me a hug as she walked over to me closing the gap between us.

"I'm feeling a lot better thanks still got a bit of a headache though." I said hugging Kelsi and Martha then moving to in brace Sharpay.

"this will help that, hun" passing over what I smelt was a hot cup of my favorite vanilla chai latte.

"aw, Shar, you didn't have to get me this" I said taking a sip and inhaling the fragrance. I really wasn't a fan of coffee at all just the smell made me feel sick. I mean how could anyone really like that crap?. Sighing in happiness I smiled.

Until Sharpay replied "its fine... Gab your mum called me, is everything ok? I'm here if you need to talk, you know that right?"

I looked down. Why did mum always interfere like this? I asked myself but managed to look back up sighing " yeah, I'm fine. Just a bad night sleep I guess"

I walked up and hugs the guys I was always the one to great everyone that way. When I got to Chad I whispered into his ear "whos the guy?"

he pulls away "oh right Troy, Gabriella Montez. And Gabs this is Troy Bolton just moved here 2 days ago but you were not here so you got a bit to catch up on, go talk" he turns to the gang laughs and dose something funny that makes everyone starts laughing at him.

I hit him right in the head to stop him. Turning back to Troy and smiling "sorry about that hes kinda dumb in the head"

" wtf. Gabs, I thought you loved me?" chad being the baby is, pouts, rubbing his head.

"oh, of course I do, Chad" to say I'm sorry I just give him a friendly kiss on his cheek quickly.

Chad smiles "love you to sis" No, were not really brother and sister but we have been friends since we were little, we all have really.

As I turn back to Troy, I really see his eyes, it was like I could just swim in them, they were so...Wow "anyway its nice to meet you" as I leaned in to give him a hug I could smell his after shave and my knees almost gave out on me.

As Troy leans in as well he whispers in my ear making a chill run down my spine "you to, beautiful" and kisses the top of my head.

Oh wow was I dreaming? After a while he loosens his grip on me letting me to pull away, blushing so hard I making me have to look down to hide it 'this is going to be a long day'

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that was chapter 1 guys I know it was short but they will get longer this is just a test one really so please tell the truth if you like it or not and if anyone wants to offer to check it over before I put each up just let me know thanks