Hello dear fan fiction readers!
So, lately have I been feeling really tired and not in the mood for writing. For you who follow Welcome to the Addam's- Cullen's know that I haven't uppdated that one, because of writers block. Anyway, I've been going back to When Eternity isn't enough lately and I can't think of anything else than wanting to make a sequel to it. I've also thought a lot about going in and fix all the typos and grammar errors and such just to make the story better, please tell me if you thing that that's a good thing to do. WEIE was my baby for a long time and I am proud of how the entire story worked out. The point with the ending was to not make a sequel, hat's why I added the babies and all that to the last chapter. But I was reading through old reviews and felt like, I wanted to give you a sequel. The only problem is that I dont kow where to start from or what story t tell. The little piece you'll read in this chapter was just an idea that I got during a boring lesson amd I have some small ideas about this story here and there but that's it.
I'm not sure if I will do an entire fic about this or just shorter stories about the life that the Cullen's got after the ending of When eternity isn't enough. That's why I want you to please review this story and what you think about it. I know it doens't give much to work with because it's so short, but if you want more or have ideas tell me. And for you who haven't read When eternity isn't enough, you don't really need to have read the story before (although, I'd love you to do it). Just comment if you like it or not.
Soory for the long note, but I wanted to make it all clear. Hope you enjoy! :)
The bad thing about eternity
I don't really understand humans. Everybody is worrying all the time. They worry about little things like time, time in all matters. Time as in the hours and the days; how quickly they pass by. They worry about time as in age; the time that leaves its marks in their bodies and faces.
For me, time is overrated. Of course, I've much more amount of time than any other average human. More time than any other species on earth at all. I am a creature that neither time as in days or time as in age bothers me. These, for me small, but for humans quite important things, are just reminders that everything around is moving towards something and somewhere while I am trapped in a non-moving position. It's like being a CD on repeat in a cafe. The people come and go and the environment changes, the topics and discussions changes from time to time and even the design of the entire café is renewed, but the CD keeps playing the same songs over and over again. I do feel like that CD; sometimes more than others, actually. I am not complaining, not at all. I am happy for the life I've been given and the family I have. I just wish that sometimes being that CD on repeat would be more adventurous and exciting. Not monotone and boring as it actually is.
I am a vampire, or more exactly a hybrid. I am not even a pure, full-blooded vampire like my great parents or great great parents. I'm weaker and in some ways more human than vampire. But the gene is there. And not only in me but in my brother too, only his is a little different than mine. But we both have vampire characteristics. We are attractive to the human eye; we have the speed, the strength and, of course, the unlimited amount of time. I probably should be thrilled about by the cause that I have eternity in my hands. But you see, the bad thing about eternity is that, when you can live forever, what do you live for?