So I should be studying but this came into my head and I started typing and didn't stop until I got to a point where I was sufficiently pleased with my effort. Anyways, read and review, let me know what you think xx
Beca couldn't imagine cheating; never in her life had it ever crossed her mind that she might want someone else more than she would want the current love in her life. But that wasn't what Aubrey had thought and gorgeous redhead had since yelled at her, tears running down her face, accusing Beca of cheating at a party she didn't even want to be at in the first place.
As Beca sat at Stacie's desk, feeling her best friend's gaze stab into her soul, she tried working on a new mix for Luke however her previous conversation with her girlfriend – or ex-girlfriend, she wasn't quite sure anymore – was stuck in her mind.
The brunette had just gotten out of bed after having realised that her girlfriend was not snuggled up against her; instead she was sitting on the lounge in their apartment, drinking coffee and staring at a blank television screen. "You got in late last night." Chloe had stated as if it were something Beca had not realised; her girlfriend was already asleep by the time she had gotten home.
"I know, I tried to text you but my phone went flat. One of the members of the High Notes was throwing a party at their dorm and Amy dragged me along because apparently 'someone had to make sure she didn't cheat on her boyfriends'. I didn't want to be there but I couldn't leave her by herself." Beca slowly made her way to the lounge where she said at the far end, her eyes on Chloe who began looking intently at the coffee in her mug.
"So you decided to leave me by myself."
"You know it's not like that Chlo."
"Then tell me what it's like, Beca because let me tell you what it looks like from my end." Beca mentally cringed, as an angry Chloe stood up to face her, preparing for a speech that she was not looking forward to, especially when her girlfriend looked as pissed off as she did.
"You've gone out to a party with your best friend, leaving your girlfriend at home on your specified 'date night', something you came up with by the way to make sure that we always made time for each other. I'm sitting at the table waiting for you to walk through the front door for two hours, and then I was sitting on the lounge to see if you were okay because you weren't answering your phone. I then went to sleep at 2am after calling all the Bellas' who said they hadn't heard from you, wondering where the hell you were Becs and when I wake up in the morning, I'm told you were at a party, getting drunk with Amy and dancing with some slut."
"Chlo, I didn't mean to get drunk with Amy, I wanted to come home to you and…" It was then that Beca realised what Chloe said at the end of her little speech, "what do you mean, I was dancing with some slut?"
Chloe rolled her eyes dismissively as she moved back and forth across the carpet, "Tom texted me this morning before you woke up, asking if we were still together and when I said yes, he then asked me why you were at a party letting some girl from your psych class grind up against you."
Beca looked down at this point, not wanting to see the hurt on her girlfriend's face, as she spoke, "I wasn't expecting you to find out from someone other than me, Chlo."
The sniffling she heard though made her look up as she saw Chloe's bright blue eyes, slowly gathering water as she attempted to maintain her emotions at this point in time. "Did you cheat Beca?"
Beca got up slowly and began moving around the coffee table to Chloe, who took a step back when the small brunette went to reach for her hands. "Answer the question Beca," she tried to say in an authoritative tone however her emotions got the better of her and it came out as a barely audible whisper.
"Chlo, you know I'd never cheat on you, that girl – Ashley – tried to get me to dance with her. I kept saying no so instead, she kept feeding me shots until I was unaware of what was going on and then she dragged me onto the dance floor."
"So you're using the fact that you were drunk as an excuse to get away with cheating?"
"Chloe, I didn't cheat on you, that girl tried to dance with me but I wouldn't touch her. She turned around after I kept backing away and that's when she kissed me." Beca didn't know what else to say at this point, the heartbreak etched across The pain on Chloe's face only made Beca want to go back in time all the more and deny Amy the chance of drinking until the point where six sorority boys had to carry her back to her dorm.
"Y-you kissed her?" The tears began falling down Chloe's face but as Beca stepped forward to wipe away her tears, she turned and headed toward their bedroom. "I need you to leave."
"Chlo, I didn't cheat on you, I pushed her away before she could even count to three; I didn't even try looking for Amy before I got the fuck out of there."
"She shouldn't have even thought that it was a possibility for her to kiss you and for you to be okay with it, Beca." She stood at the doorway of their bedroom, tears streaming down her face as Beca stood helplessly by the lounge, wanting to hold her girlfriend in her arms and take away the pain like usual but it had never occurred to her, what she should do when she was the cause of the pain. "I need time to think Beca, you should go."
"I'm not going anywhere Chlo, I want to work this out with you."
"I don't want to talk to you right now when all I can think about is that g-girl with her h-hands on you, kissing y-you and grinding up against you." Chloe didn't have the strength to yell at Beca, she had cried herself to sleep, wondering where her girlfriend was and the fact that Tom wasn't lying about Beca's whereabouts only broke her heart more. Furiously wiping away the tears that had threatened to subside, she looked at Beca, only now noticing how forlorn the DJ looked and how exhausted and close to tears she was also.
"The thing is Becs, I love you so much that it physically hurts to think that you might not feel the same." Beca quickly cut her off, not even allowing the redhead a moment to doubt her feelings for her. "Chlo, you know I love you more than anything in the world and I know I'm not the greatest at expressing my feelings but I need you to trust me on this."
"But I don't know if I can." And that was when Beca's heart broke into a thousand pieces. "I need you to please leave, Beca. I need some time to think about this and where we can go from here."
And with that, she turned and closed the bedroom door behind her, the lock softly clicking in place, the only sound heard in the lounge room besides Beca's tears as she began to cry.
And that was how she had gotten into her current predicament; sitting at Stacie's desk at her apartment, her head in her hands as she tried to think about how to fix thins with Chloe.
"So can I safely assume you're staying here tonight?" Beca threw a glare at her best friend only for it to quickly turn into a sad smile as she nodded, barely swallowing the lump in her throat that had refused to subside ever since she stepped foot out of the apartment.
"It'll be okay, Becs. She'll come around and realise that you're too stupid to cheat and she's the only one in the world who could ever want you."
"Shut the fuck up Stace."
"I'm sorry, Bec but it's true; Chloe will come to her senses and realise how much you care for her, I mean you asked her to move in with you for fuck's sake; that's like the biggest thing related to commitment that you've ever done and if she doesn't know that you love her, I'm afraid she's stupider than we all thought."
And Beca wanted to believe her best friend, she really and truly did but at this point in time, only a mere three hours after leaving Chloe in the apartment alone, she had never wanted her girlfriend in her arms so badly; she almost had to physically restrain herself from going home because in reality, Chloe was her home.
A sharp knock on the door shocked Beca from her thoughts as Stacie went to let in their unexpected guest. However the harsh voice from the guest made Beca almost wish Stacie had not let the person in as she heard stomping headed right to where she was situated.
"Where's the hobbit?"
"She's in my bedroom," Stacie quickly answered before grabbing her jacket, "also I've just decided that I'm going to head out so I don't have to deal with the two of you arguing. Have fun and don't make a mess of my shit." She called out to Beca that she was leaving before closing the front door behind herself.
Preparing herself for a fate far worse than death, Beca turned around in the desk chair to face the one person, she did not have the energy to deal with right now. As the bedroom door swung open, Beca found herself face-to-face to one Aubrey Posen.
"Mitchell, what the hell did you do to my best friend?"
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Now depending on the reception, I may or may not continue the story but if you want me to, let me know in the review section of what you want to happen because despite having some ideas, I'm not the most creative person so any suggestions are greatly appreciated. Also to the people who favourited or followed my first story, thanks heaps, you guys put a big smile on my face xxxx
