I wrote a little one shot to thank you guys for supporting me and also for your great patience.

I'm so sorry that my publications take a long time to come.

I'm a bit trapped now cause I can't find any inspiration and I'm really busy.

And I'm so surprised I could write this one cause I thought I couldn't write anymore. Once again, I deeply apologize for the delay and I hope you will enjoy this little gift, my friends.

On that let me wish you a nice reading time.

Truly yours.

P.

Hey.

Do you remember me ? Why didn't you come back ?

Everything's so cold without you. Tell me, why does it hurt so bad ? Damn, I regret. You know I didn't want to hurt you.

I'm sorry.

Come on. Come back home.

I won't do it again.

I miss you there. If only I could go back, change all those horrible things I've done to you. You didn't deserve that. You didn't deserve the hate, the pain, the despair. What can I do ?

Please forgive me.

I promess you everything will change.

Why did you left ? I'm nothing without you.

Dean, I know you care. Please, give us a chance. Just one more chance.

There's not a thing I wouldn't do for you. I'd die for you. I bleed for you. You're my strength, my light, the only thing that keeps me standing and fighting. You're the air I need, you're my universe and my curse.

You're the one.

I know you are. Don't let me lose that. That bond we have, I cherish it. It's intoxicating me, driving me insane. You're the only one to make me feel this way. And I love those feelings you create in me.

I'd be damned if I denied that I need you. If I denied that I love you.

You mean the world to me. Please don't go away.

Please don't go away…

I want to live with you until I die. I want us to travel the world a thousand times more. I want us to build a house, to raise our kids. I want us to be happy.

I'm so sorry I ruined it all.

Please…

I need you now.

Do you remember the moments we shared ? All the smiles and the bad jokes, all the unsaid words and the shy glares. All the times you reached my hand and held it in yours. When you whispered in my ear, when your head rested on mine.

Tell me you miss that too. Tell me you need me, tell me you want me back. Just tell me. Ask me anything. No matter what it is. Just ask me. I will do anything just to bring you back.

Dean, come back home. It's where you belong. Where you're ment to be. In my arms.

I got you under my skin Dean. You can't just leave me like that.

Please don't tell me you give up. There's still a place for us. There's still a chance. Just let me stand by your side again.

Don't ignore me Dean…

R.