Hey guys. I'm Dani. This is my first Gakuen Alice fic and I kno the characters are a little OOC, but please be kind to me!! Actually feel free to roast me if you want as long as it is constructive wso my future pieces don't suck. I'm gonna write a longer one soon.

For the past several months I've watched her. Watched her laugh, watched her cry, watched her risk her life for others safety. Watched her overcome any obstacle in her parh. Watched her smile in the face of adversity. Damn she pisses me off, and yet I want to hold her; to protect her and call her mine.

"Natsume kun! Where are you?"

Watching her from a distance as she grows and watching the wonders she's done for the school, for me. I can't say what these feelings are. I'm too young for love, but if I could feel such a thing, this must be it.

"Natsume kun! Found you!"

That idiotic smile, always sprayed across her face, so beautiful, enchating.

"Baka."

"Mou Natsume kun. Hidoi"

That pout she always sports when she doesn't get her way. She's so innocent, yet strong.

"You're always so mean to me."

I just don't know how to let you in.

"What do you want strawberry pants"

The first time I saw you, you frightened me. No one before had been able to resist me.

"Everyone's eating lunch together. Join us."

Kind to me, even when I reject you.

"Who'd wanna eat with a cry baby like you?"

My coldness keeps you safe.

"Nastume kun. Please."

I can't.

"Leave before I give you a reason too."

I'm sorry Mikan.

"Bye Nastume."

So I'll stand here, watching, waiting. Till the moment where I can let you in, hold you and call you mine. That day is still far off and I have much to do. Keep on smiling Sakura, it's the only thing that keeps me going.

Like I said a little crappy and def ooc but tell me what you think.