Rikku, Paine and the rest of the Gullwings have asked me, more times than I can recall, why I'm still looking, why I haven't yet accepted that he's gone. I'm still looking for him because I know he's still alive somewhere. If he were dead, I would see him in the Farplane, and I haven't. I know, I visit it often enough. Every time I do, it gives me hope, because he's still alive, my love from the Zanarkand of old. He was prepared to lay down his life so that I would live, when we faced Yunalesca. In the end, that wasn't necessary, but I still lost him.
I can't forget, don't want to forget, that one kiss we shared, dripping wet from the lake in Macalania Forest. That was when I knew I'd go to the ends of the earth for him, and if that's what it takes to bring him back safely, I will do it.
As a summoner, I shouldn't even have contemplated falling in love, my life was marked out for sacrifice the day I chose the path of the summoner. But as Yuna, sphere hunter with the Gullwings, I can do more than contemplate, I can have love. I love him, my blond blitzball player, and I will do whatever it takes to find him again.