This is my first lime/pre lemon. NO Flames I liked experimenting. Its fun!!

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Disclaimer: I don't own inuyasha but damn i wish i did

Forever alone

I tangled my claws in her raven hair, careful not to scratch her. My lips placed heated kisses along her collar bone. Her whimpers rang like a bell in my ears. i released her from grasp. Her eyes; closed. Her breathing shallow. I can smell her arousal. Its my addiction I have to have her now. But i have to ask her before my beast takes completely over. I want her to trust me. I want her to have no regret in becoming my mate.

Red streaking my eyes, i asked slowly. Control slipping from my grasp with each passing second.

"kagome?" My golden eyes met her sapphire ones. Her eyes clouded with lust and uncertainty.

"Yes Sesshomaru?"

"Will you become my mate?" Her hands roaming underneath my hatori. I stifled a moan awaiting her answer. I can't take this toucher much longer she needs to answer quickly or she won't have a choice as far as my beast is concerned.

"I-I-I don't know. I know i want you. But i can't live forever. I don't want to disappoint you. I love the feel of you. I love your hardness, your eyes. I want you to be my everything."

My lips meet her in a heated kiss. My tounge ran across her bottom lip. Her slight gasp gave my tounge entrance. We battled for domanice. I won quickly as expected. I pulled away quickly after not wanting to continue with out an answer.

My eyes pleaded with hers. She understood.

"Are you certain?" She nodded slightly

"I want you. Forever."

Thats all my beast needed. I ripped her top from her body. Eyes wandering over her creamy flesh. A a low growl erupted through me. vibrating through my chest. I threw her atop of the bed. The sight of her laying half exposed on top on my bed, made me grow weak from the need. And from the looks of it she wasn't wearing any under ware. My hatori quickly become extremely uncomfortable. I pulled it from my person. Her eyes widened at my exposed member. a smirk formed on my lips as i slowly walked toward her. Her eyes never left my member. As i reached the foot of the bed. Her breathing came in pants and whimpers. Her arousal doubled. The air quickly making me drunk with passion. Her need screaming to me. As mine screamed for her. Yes i would have her. Tonight she would be mine. Forever as she so lightly put it. But suddenly i froze. A single thought tugging at the corner of my mind.

"What of Inu yasha?" Her eyes darted to mine. Confused at the suddeness of my question.

"He, he loves kikyo." she stammered, words uneven.

"So i am just a replacement?" Anger bubbled deep with in me. I surpressed a growl allowing her to continue.

"N, no thats not it at all. I've always wanted you. You were a replacement at first." She shut her eyes noticing her mistake, wishing she hadn't made it.

"I see. Then there is no reason for you to be here. Leave. Find your replacement some where else. I wish not to see you ever again."

I walked quietly out of the darkened room. I can smell the tears running down her beautiful face. But none the less this Sesshomaru is no ones replacement. I am ones first choice. Perhaps I would've let it go if her first choice wasn't my idiot of a half brother.

One day i may forgive her but by that time as she said she'd probably die. But I'm ok with that i have lived my whole without a lover. And apparently i will continue.

Awe poor sesshy. I have really no intentions of continuing this. unless it has big demand; which i seriously doubt.

but anywhos. Still i'd love it if you review. i love everyone. Review!! please