Oi everybody this is my first multi-chaptered fic i've writing. I got the inspiration for this fic cause well i'm pretty much naru-chan in this fic. it's all like mine but not the meeting my true-love part. i've yet to find the girl or boy (most likeley girl) for me. so please enjoy Karma. Comment and tell me what i need to fix. (i hope i don't have to fix anything *sweatdrop*

Disclamier: I don't own Naruto. If I did Sasuke and Naruto would be doing a lot more than sparing. ;p

This is thoughts and dreams

speech and stuff

Naruto's P.O.V

My dad always use to tell me treat others how you want to be treated; if you hurt someone , someone else will hurt you back and other things like that. My mom died 3 days after giving birth to me. I guess she was the first person it hurt.

But it was an accident! I didn't mean to hurt her! I loved her… but how can you love someone you've never really knew? My dad said she loved me very much and that she's always watching over me. Then someone hurt me when they killed my dad. He was murdered by some group of people called the Akatsuki when I was 6.

I don't remember hurting anyone…. I'm sorry to the person I hurt.

After he died a new mommy came to get me. She's nice but she hurts me sometimes and I still can't remember anyone I hurt! I've said I'm sorry lots of times but it still doesn't fix anything… but why? Am I that bad a person? My new mom says I am. I'm a lazy ungrateful bastard to her. She says those things and then hurts me some more.

I tried to run away from her once but after I came home I thought she'd be sad that I had left. But no, she said I'm a stupid fucking child thinking I can do whatever I want. The weird thing is sometimes we act like the best of friends and laugh together. But then she sees her house is a mess and yells at me and then she goes to the garage to smoke and play on her stupid laptop. I'll clean the house but not to her liking. She yells at me to do it again and stop half assing shit. How came I can't do anything right? I tried and I fail. Am I a failure to her?

I still live with my new mommy and I'm 15 now. My birthday was a week ago, but I guess she forgot it… again. Why am I not worth remembering? Am I worth anything to her? She says she loves me and then hits me some more. What did I do wrong? I didn't hurt anybody, did I? I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt my real mommy! It was an accident! I didn't mean too! I'm sorry! Mommy I'm sorry!

How come even when I'm sorry I still get hurt? Is there someone out in the world that'll love me; not hurt me? Anyone? Why is this perfect someone so hard to find?

Will I ever find him?

~-~KARMA~-~

~-~KARMA~-~

"Look at what you did this time, you really fucked this up."

"What did I do?"

The voice in the dark chuckled. "You don't remember? Why, you killed your own parents."

"NO! I didn't! I was an accident!"

"That still doesn't change the fact you kill your own Mother and that resulted in your father's death as well."

"But, I didn't mean it! I said I was sorry!"

The dark voice chuckled again. "I thought you would have learned by now, sorry doesn't cut it Naruto. Naruto, wake up. Wake up…"

"I'm sorry!" Naruto screamed, as the light to his room turned on.

"Yeah well you're going to be sorry if you don't get your lazy ass out of bed and get ready for you first day of school." He turned his head to see his mother standing in the doorway. "Gomen…" he mumbled only to be smacked in the head.

"I've told you hundreds of times we speak English in this household. Stop with your Japanese language, it's in the past." She left the room to leave Naruto to get ready for his first day of school. He swore he heard his mother mumbled something about him being 'nothing more than a stupid brat.'

"I'm sorry to the person I hurt, I didn't mean it." He whispered as he got out of bed to take a shower.

~-~KARMA~-~

~-~KARMA~-~

"Good morning Uchiha-sama, would you like me to get you anything?"

"Coffee please?" asked the raven as he got out of bed.

"Right away Uchiha-sama." Said the maid as she went to do her deed, his mother walked in.

"Good morning Sasuke, are you ready for school today?" She asked as she tidied his room.

"Yes mom." He said as he went to his bathroom to shower and get ready for the day.

"That's good; I'm going to go check on your brother to see if he's up and ready. Love you." She said in a sing song voice and left the room.

The raven snorted and thought to himself 'Of course he's ready, he's fucking perfect.'

~-~ KARMA~-~

~-~KARMA~-~

After his short breakfast and saying goodbye to his mother and father, Sasuke rode in his brother car to school. The black corvette pulled up to the school student parking lot fifteen minutes before school started.

Itachi glanced over at his younger brother, "Is something wrong otouto? You haven't said one word since we left home."

"Just leave me alone." The raven growled and swung the door open only to hit someone with it. The poor victim fell flat on his face, yelping in pain. "Fuck! What the hell was that for teme!" he shouted as he round over and sat up rubbing his forehead. Sasuke smirked and looked at the injured boy. "Watch where you're going dobe."

The blond looked up at the raven with watery eyes. Sasuke could feel his cheeks heat up, the boy he hit was fucking beautiful! Naruto pouted and crossed his arms. "I was but then you swung the fucking door open!"

"Uh... gomen." Scratch that the boy was fucking beautiful and cute. He put out his hand help the boy up. "Let me make it up to you." He said with a smile. Yes, this mystery boy could make unemotional, Sasuke Uchiha, smile. Naruto turned and started at the dark haired boy. "Wait… you speak Japanese?"

"Yes and please let me make it up to you… what's your name?"

"Naruto, Naruto Uzumaki."

"Well let me make it up to you Naruto." The blond felt his cheeks heat up at the way the raven said his name. "Um… gomen but, what's your name?"

The dark haired boy chuckled. "Oh forgive me, my name is Sasuke Uchiha."

"Sasuke huh? Well Sasukehow will you make it up to me?" Naruto said with a foxy grin on his face.

"Well," both of the young boys turned to see the older version of Sasuke leaning on the car. "It's fun to watch you to flirt and all but I'm going to go to get to my locker."

Naruto and Sasuke got wide eyed and nearly screamed in denial. Naruto was the first to speak. "Flirting?! We weren't flirting! We were talking! Right Sasuke?!"

Sasuke quickly nodded in agreement. "Hai! Just talking!" The older teen just rolled his eyes "Uh huh sure otouto don't worry I won't tell anyone about your little crush." He smirked and walked off to get his school books. "Fuck you Itachi!" the raven screamed across the parking lot attracting more attention then he wanted to. Thank kami-sama the bell rang soon after.

"Kuso" cursed Sasuke then turned to his new crush (so what if Itachi was right Naruto was gorgeous). "So will I be seeing you later?"

"Hmm maybe, Sasuke." Said with a fox grin and walk up to Sasuke's ear and whispered "If you can catch teme." And started booking it at lightning speed.

"Dobe." Said Sasuke as he chased the boy of his dreams to class.