Stars in your eyes
Did you take the time to realize
Can you count the stars in your eyes?
Did you take the time to realize?
She had to tell him tonight. Yeah tonight was the night she told him, because she can't Lose him. No. Even the thought of loosing Derek was too much.
Tonight they wanted to make rules. Rules were good.
They were both heading out of the Hospital. Just. When Derek helped her into her jacket, so Loving. She couldn't stand it anymore. She just sat down and had an empty stare. Soon she heard Derek call her name, when she didn't respond he sat down beside her. He tried to make her talk. But every word of his was a stab in her heart. She knew what she was doing to him tonight. And she hated herself to put him into this position. Suddenly Meredith grasped Derek by his jacket and buried her face into it. Again Derek tried soothe her, but it only made her crying worse.
Finally she looked up.
It broke him to see his Meredith with her puffy red eyes and now knowing what the reason was.
That was when Meredith heard an all too familiar voice calling out her name. She closed her eyes once again and took a deep breath. She looked into Derek's eyes and could see confusion and…love
She quickly kissed him on his lips. At first light then more and more passionately. They were interrupted by a chuckle. Once again she shut her eyes.
There's just one thing that I need to say
Before I close my eyes and walk away
There's just one thing that I need to feel
Before I walk away against my will
"I'll always love you, Derek. And I'm so sorry. For everything. J..Just don't regret me", she said dramatically.
Don't forget me
Don't regret me
Don't suspect me
Don't neglect me
What was happening? She was acting all strange these past days. And after this sentence, which should've been the best moment in his Life, well the I love you part at least, he knew that something bad was coming up. Something very bad.
Suddenly she opened her eyes, "What the hell are you doing here, Mark? Seattle's supposed to be mine!"
"Oh, you own a city now or what, hun? ", the stranger, named Mark answered.
"You know exactly what I mean! ", Meredith growled.
"Maybe, so who's this guy? The one you're recently screwing?!" , Mark said.
"Oh don't you dare Mark!"
Meanwhile Derek was still sitting on the lobby chair as if he just froze, first he was surprised that Mer was fighting with that guy but he figured that she had to have a relationship with that guy, named Mark. And hell he didn't like this.
"Who's that, Mer?! ", said Derek silently, he quickly talked louder when Meredith didn't hear him.
In that moment Meredith fell back into the seat, "Mark, this is Derek. And Derek this is Mark. M..Mark is my soon –to-be ex husband. " , she said with a single tear falling down her cheek.
Without one word, Derek stood up and walked away, like a robot. No, he didn't allow himself to look back to the woman he thought he loved. Hell, he still loved her, but the pain was just too much.
He heard a tiny voice from behind not to go. Yeah she pleaded him not to go, he never heard her beg, well never in a non sexual way. Just. The pain. Too much.When he got to his car he finally looked back and saw two figures standing in the lobby, one of them curled up in a chair, the head deep in the hands. He wanted to go back so badly, go back and take her into his arms and tell her everything was going to be alright. But…the pain was just too deep. And then there was the other figure sitting beside her. It felt like a stab into his heart.
On the way home to his trailer, all he could think about was that they wanted to make rules today. Be officially a couple.
The memory of this still reminds me of you
The memory of this still reminds
The memory of this still reminds me of you
And that is where you'll find me