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"Goodbye, my dear,"
I say to her.
Only for her to hear
I do not speak but whisper.
Turning away I walk
About a pace or so.
Then I hear her sweet voice,
Saying, "Please don't go."
She runs to me with arms outstretched,
I hold her close with unusual pain.
"Do not worry," I say,
"We shall see each other again."
Kissing her head, I let her go,
The hardest thing I've ever done.
Turning I face the road,
A glimmer of hope, I see none.
My walk is easy
My spirits like a feather is light.
For burned in my mind is she
Her smile like the sun is bright.
I remember the numerous walks
We enjoyed together.
The sound of her tinkling laugh
When I'd come up behind her.
Suddenly my thoughts turn dark,
Thinking the worst thoughts.
If she were gone forever,
Our love nothing more than a grey blot.
The war begins
Many of the enemy die.
Our army stands at the ready
Shooting hundreds of men before our eyes.
As I sit on my horse
Waiting for the opportune moment,
My thoughts fall to she
Whose smile my mind is bent.
I hold onto what I have
Left of the woman I love.
A gem necklace of silver,
In the form of a dove.
Looking at the enemy
I think of the outcome of today.
And something inside of me
Tells me to pray.
Nothing worth repeating,
Nothing extravagant or great,
I simply ask while waiting
To be delivered to her grace.
My spirits lift as the order's given.
My heart resounds with joy.
I charge ahead without hesitation,
I almost laugh like a little boy.
This war does not matter,
Whether we win or lose.
As long as me and my love are together,
My sword again shall I never use.
Canons erupt from behind me,
Killing people left and right.
I hear them not nor see them dying,
My thoughts lie on something bright.
Suddenly my horse is stabbed,
I fall off his back.
To the ground my body crumples.
My noble horse do I now lack.
Then a thought of her dancing,
In a meadow of wild flowers,
Makes me forget my place,
As I reach for some odd power.
For a second do I feel
Her tender skin on mine.
Before pain takes my side,
And to the earth fall I blind.
Death surrounds me everywhere I look.
My men dying all around me.
I turn my head ever slightly
And see a lieutenant struggling.
With some strength I stand up,
And make my way to him.
I help him up and take him away,
The state he's in looks grim.
Pulling out my sword I fight them off,
Cutting through their defense.
I've many scratches and slices
But nothing can stop my sixth sense.
Another bullet pierces me,
This time in my shin.
It fails me and I fall,
Wondering if we'll ever win.
Men fall to my right and left,
Screaming fills my ears.
With all the will I possess,
I hold back my tears.
With sudden strength I kneel,
The pain hindering me not.
I stand again
And with my gun I fought.
I load and fire quickly,
Killing a young man.
Loading again I aim to fire,
But the gun falls from my hand.
A bullet had found its home
In my upper arm.
Blood spewed from the wound,
But to my muscle did no harm.
Before I can react,
Or see my opponent.
Stabbed am I in the stomach,
By a bayonet.
My eyes shoot open,
I open my mouth to speak.
No words escape me,
And to the ground I fall weak.
I can taste the blood
Seeping from my lips.
Turning my eyes to the right,
I see my captain with expression dip.
Off his horse he jumps
And to my side he slides.
Holding my body up
I look into his eyes.
The only thing I think of
Is not despair,
But the young woman I love
Dancing in air.
She holds out her hand to me,
Her smile like gold.
I reach out my hand to her,
One last time to hold.
I never feel her skin,
My head falls back.
Closed my eyes see nothing,
Except a world of black.
1778
Notes: I wrote this while listening to Peter Tchaikovsky's Andante Cantabile and thought of the Battle at Cowpens scene. Let me know what you thought of it.
