Authors note: First posted Sailor moon fic be nice!
Disclaimer: i don't own Sailor moon obviously... also this is a work of Fiction any resemblance to actual events or persons is completely coincidental.
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She woke up. The drowsiness of sleep still gripped her, she looked up at a ceiling that was familiar but not hers. The familiar brown stain from water damage, the ceiling fan that rotated the opposite direction that is was supposed to. She had been here before, many times. She had promised herself she would never be stareing up at that brown spot ever again, but she was all because of a line that she had crossed, stupidly without thinking, of course he ability to think was impaired due to large amounts of alchol, but she was just making up excuses it was her fault she had no one or nothing to blame.
She slowly sat up so not to wake the sleeping person beside her. She looked to her left and saw a patch of sandy blonde hair peaking through the red comforter. The same feeling of emptiness hit her gut like a when you drink a glass of cold water too fast. she put her face in her hands and let out a tiny sob, she put one of her hands over her mouth to quiet herself,she then let out a shaky breath wiped the tears from her face and got out of bed.
Her clothes where thrown all over the floor she quietly tip toed around the room and gathered them and the entire time she did she thought to herself 'please don't wake up, please don't fucking wake up'. The sleeper didn't. She proceeded to the bathroom.
She walked in and closed the door behind her quietly. She went over to the sink and looked at herself in the mirror either the lighting was bad or she looked like she hadn't slept in weeks, the girl knew it had nothing to do with the lights. She then noticed the red and purple marks on her neck and chest.
"Fuck" the girl said out loud, the marks where going to be a bitch to cover up.
She turned the shower on as hot as it would go and scrubbed, she scrubbed her skin until it was raw. She just wanted to get all the dirt and grime of her life off her. Just to forget all the bad things that hse had done, all she awful things that the person with sandy blonde hair had done to her. She fell to her knees and cried, she cried till her lungs felt like they were going to burst. She cried until she had no more tears left in her. She then stood up turned the shower off and looked in the mirror again. The reflection did not improve.
Michiru Kaioh Sailor of Neptune was utterly and completely lost and alone.
Authors note: ANGST! that is all... also you should review... let me know if i should keep updateing this fic