My characters name is Ellen 'Dizzy' Carmen. She has PBA: the condition in which a person cannot control their emotions. So she's kind of crazy.
Preface
My name is Ellen, I only answer to Dizzy though. It seems to fit me a hell of a lot better with all my problems. I want to tell you about what happened to me on July 29, 2007. That day I was running from the law, from everything. I was low on gas, cigarettes and sanity.
When I first decided to escape into the desert, I didn't plan on staying, not for a long time anyway. One night at the most with this guy my Dad talked about all the time, Jeb. He had a gas station and supposedly took in travelers when they had to stay the night. So I planned on one night of staying in his store, and then I'd head out to Huntington Beach, California where my Grandma lived. She had told me she would get me the help my parents refused to get me.
Well one little thing got in my way: My trucked flipped several times and I was taken in by a family of cannibalistic mutants that lived in a village in the hills of the desert, it was called the Test Village. I was in a lot of pain and was never allowed to leave the village because it was forbidden to me.
I want to tell you that they all saw my way and let me go, let me have my own life. I want to tell you I fell in love like everyone else does in the world and had my own pretty babies.
But no, I never got away, and I want you to know everything that went down out here, out in this metaphorical hell on earth.
