Disclaimer: It all belongs
to the man in the flannel- George Lucas
Tears roll down my face
I can no longer feel
Everything has gone numb
My world is slipping
Faster and faster it goes
Spinning and dancing around
me
Drowning all my thoughts,
all my fears, all my hopes
My love is dead
My sweet Anakin has left
I miss him so much it hurts
I miss the way he looked at
me
And his gentle touch
His blue crystal eyes and
boyish grin
The way he said I was
beautiful
I miss the way he held me in
his arms
The sleepless nights we
spent together
I remember sleeping next to
him
Listening to his beating
heart
Watching his chest breathe
up and down
I miss him
And the way he made our
world disappear
He is dead
Taking part of me with him
I feel nothing but pain
It won't go away
No matter all the tears I
cry
And all the pain I scream
But my caring…no loving him
remains
I feel completely and
utterly alone
No friend…
No lover…
No Anakin
I scream again hoping for
him to hear me
To come back and hold me
Telling me we will never be
parted again
but no one is there
No one can feel my pain
There's no one to talk or to
trust
I have lost my voice and remain
silent
Thinking of my Anakin
My friend…
My lover…
My soulmate…
Leaving me forever
I love him
He was my purpose
But why does it hurt so
much?