Disclaimer: I do not own Victorious, but if I did things would be really diffrent...

A/N: This is my first fanfic so please don't hate on me in reviews, critisism is welcome. Please review :)


Tori's POV

Dear dairy,
Today has been the worse day of my life.
The girl I loved sice arriving at HA rejected me.
In front of everyone, all I've heard since lunch is: "Look there is Tori that filthy lesbian"
I'm done with this.

I closed my dairy and tought about what happened. I feel so ashamed and guilty. I hope this doesn't affect my friendship with Cat. She seemed a bit freaked out after I asked her. I'm not happy, and I'm going to do something even worse. I walked downstairs. Nobody was there. I walked over to the kithen and took a knife with me. I sat on my bed, took a deep breath and attached the knife to my wrist. I pushed softly but hard enough to break my skin. I began to push harder, I had to cry because it hurts so much. My blankets were full of blood, and just when I wanted to make another cut someone walked into my room. It was Cat. I had never seen such a scared look on her face.
"T-t-tori.. what's t-that on y-your arm?" She asks softly. I couln't answer and stared at her blankly.
"W-why d-did you d-do that?" She asks realising in what situation she was.
"I'll talk about that later, why are you here?" I asked.
"I wanted to see you because you were so upset today. I have somethig to tell you about that." She said.
"What do you want to tell me then?" I asked.
"I have tought about you as my girlfriend." When she said that my hart skipped a beat. I couldn't believe my ears.
"Then why did you reject me?"
"I was scared, and wasn't sure if I really liked you." She said.

I didn't know how to feel, she rejected me in front of everyone and now she says she likes me. Should I be mad at her? No, I can't be mad at her, I like her too much for that.

"You rejected me in front of the whole school, why did you do that?" I ask.
"I couldn't help myself, I didn't know what to say or to do. But now I am sure, I love you Tori and we will get trough this together." She answers.

I ask: "Are we girlfriends now?"
"Yes!" She says in excitement and kisses me softly on the lips.

Ohw damn, Cats lips are soft.

She pulls away and says: "Come downstairs with me so I can take care of your arm."

Later that evening

I lay in my bed thinking about what happened. I get my dairy again and write:

The worse day of my life just changed into the best day of my life. Cat did love me after all, now I only need to fix my problems at school and my life will be complete.. I mean for now. I'm already picturing my future with Cat...

A/N: This was a short chapter as introduction, the story can vary from angsty situations to happy situations. If there are any grammar or spelling mistakes I'm very sorry. I'm from the Netherlands and I'm not that great in English at school. I will try to update as fast as I can but that depends on my schedule.
Anyways, thanks for reading and please review!