It All Fell Apart
Hm~ wrote this in less than an hour. Though not the best quality, I wanted to post it. :) My first second person perspective story~ Hope you enjoy even if it's not the best.
Dedication: May Madness. And for Eden and Mlz-nii cause both of them are freaking amazing, but just won't admit it. :)
Disclaimer: Gakuen Alice does not belong to me. (Inner self: Ch. 148 RAWS is coming out June 4, 2011!) :D
/ It All Fell Apart /
You look at him, frustration etched across your face, yet you make no movement to stop him. He thrashes about, mindlessly hitting and destroying all that's around him. You wince, although you tried not to, when a loud crash echoed in the room. Finally, he flicks his dark scarlet eyes to yours. Your best friend is next to you, seemingly annoyed, yet you know better, despite your naivety. You know she's slightly worried about him too. She speaks up, "Are you done, Hyuuga?" He shows no sign to reply, and you can't help but feel worried, like you usually would. You open your mouth, but Hotaru's calculating glare accumulated by her purple eyes, stop you.
He glances heavenward, and runs his fingers through his already messy hair. "No…"
"Believe it." Your best friend hisses. You know that she has other things to do. You know. Though you also know that it isn't as important as this.
No, nothing is as important as this, you think.
But you sympathize with him, even if you know he hates it when people do, least of all you. How would you take it if somebody had told you that your best friend had died? You know that you wouldn't just cry. You know that you would die. You speak up, knowing he needs comfort.
"Natsume…" you say his name, your voice soft and pleasing to the ear, but it was comforting too. He slowly gazes at you. And all else stops.
His world. Your world.
You stare at each other, one on one, eyes locked onto each others', until you blink in confusion and he snaps. His body is whipped away from your direction,, and you feel your heart break.
You just wished that things weren't the same. . . you wished. . . You wished he would look at you with those teasing red eyes, but he doesn't. You wished he would call you by your nickname, but he says nothing.
The only thing he does is break your heart.
. . . So…so slowly.
And it hurt more than you would admit…
More than you would ever dare to admit.
Because all you wanted was to help him, but you can't do anything. All you wanted was for him to feel the same, reciprocate the same feelings to you, but he breaks you. You wanted to save him, wanted him to save you, but he hurts you instead.
You say nothing though, because you know, being the selfless person that you are, that he is hurting too… You understand, as simple as that.
So you keep it all in… by yourself… for him.
Not for Hotaru. Not for Ruka. Not for anybody. And not for yourself either. But for him. Just him, and only him.
You hurt inside alone… until time unravels, and it all falls down. Everything falls down
. . . So… so slowly…
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