I love him.
I do.
But he will never love me back.
First of all he is a guy, a straight guy.
He is our team captain, he would never allow it.
His hazel eyes that hunt my dreams every night.
His voice that sends shiver down my spine.
His gaze that makes my face heat up.
The way he looks when he's focused.
I can barely even stand when we are alone together.
Really this doesn't sound like me.
I really love him don't I.
Well it's not like it could happen, even I wish it could.
Who am I kidding?
To his eyes I'm just a team mate, I'm just his kouhai.
Most of all I'm only his brother. His adoptive brother.