(Topanga and Katy Hart are all alone one night at the bakery. While they talk Topanga confesses a secret from back in college and feelings are stirred neither woman realized they had. Femslash. Topanga/Rachel McGuire. Topanga/Katy. 2 parts. Note: Possible time-line errors on the situation described at Pennbrook which takes place in BMW early season 7.)
(Then)
(Present, Topanga's)
"You're kidding!"
"No."
"Oh my goodness Topanga I can't believe it."
"It was just once Katy and it's no big deal."
"The heck it isn't and tell me all about it."
Topanga Matthews giggled at the expression on Katy Hart's face; a combination of excitement and disbelief. Okay, maybe it WAS a big deal especially considering what they had just been talking about.
It was Friday night and the two women were all alone in the now closed bakery. For once they really were alone with no need to hurry home. Shawn had gone upstate on a photo assignment and he had taken Maya and Riley with him. Since it was summer Cory had decided to go along as well and taken Augie. Both men had called after their arrival and settling in at the B&B where they were all staying.
Katy had sighed after hanging up the phone.
"Missing Maya already are you?" smiled Topanga. A glint of mischief danced in her eyes. "Or are you missing Shawn?"
Katy smiled back. Since she had summoned her courage and asked Shawn out on a date the two of them had grown steadily closer. Of course that budding relationship had been strongly aided and abetted by Maya who already adored Shawn and saw in him everything she had always wanted in a father. There was no doubt that the feelings Shawn had for Maya were completely paternal, a discovery that had nearly panicked him at first but now he accepted and loved as much as he did Maya.
At first Katy had been scared to death. Scared that one day Shawn would cut and run like her ex-husband had done, leaving Maya devastated and bitter. She had also worried that his being nice to her was just a spill-over of his affection for Maya. But she had been wrong. Awkward though their beginning had been the trio had worked things out and became what was a family in all but name, a situation Topanga hoped would be formalized soon.
"Missing both," Katy admitted.
"When are you two getting married?"
"It won't be long. I hope. Maybe before the summer is over. We've been discussing it."
"I'd ask if Maya is okay with it but that would be a silly question."
"Are you kidding? I keep finding doodles in her notebooks that have Shawn's name and mine inside hearts. Plus there are a lot of 'Maya Hunter' drawings all over the place."
"I'm so glad," Topanga hugged her friend. "All three of you deserve nothing but happiness."
Katy leaned against the other woman, whose arm remained around her shoulders.
"I AM worried about one thing," she admitted.
"What in the world?"
"Well, you see, ahhh," stammered the waitress. "You see I've never been with anyone other than my ex."
"Really?"
"Really." Katy hesitated. "Please say so if this is too personal but have you ever been with anyone besides Cory?"
Topanga hesitated so long that Katy began to think that she had offended the other woman. But then the lawyer smiled even as she blushed.
"Yes I have."
"Oh my goodness. Tell me more. Who was he? What was it like? Was it better, I mean, compared to Cory?"
Caught up in the confessions Topanga plunged on.
"It wasn't better, I guess because Cory and I had not slept together it's hard to compare. And it was completely different. You see, her name was Rachel.
Katy bolted upright.
"You're kidding!"
"No."
"Oh my goodness Topanga I can't believe it."
"It was just once Katy and it's no big deal."
"The heck it isn't and tell me all about it."
"Hung for a sheep as a lamb I suppose," Topanga said with a grin that belied her words. The two women snuggled back together. "Okay it happened all the way back in college when Cory and I had broken up for a while...
(Pennbrook College years before)
"Where is everyone?"
"I have no idea," Topanga Lawrence admitted from her position on the couch. "I got back from class and there's no sign of anyone."
Rachel McGuire had been peeking out from the bathroom doorway. Reassured that no one but Topanga was here she came out. Her care was obvious, her tall long legged body was clod in nothing but a fluffy blue towel tucked together between her breasts. She moved to the refrigerator.
"Ah, here we go. The boys have all headed out to the big city to go to a concert. They'll be back tomorrow."
"Cory too?" asked the girl on the couch in a small voice.
Rachel sighed and studied her friend. She didn't like what she saw. Topanga was wearing a football jersey that nearly swallowed her. Her knees were drawn up under her chin and her arms were wrapped around her legs. She walked over and sat down next to her and put an arm around her.
"Yes Cory too. Topanga I know this is rough but you can't stop living because you two broke up."
"I know." A little life returned to her face for a moment. "But is it too much to ask that he stop?"
"Maybe a little too much yes."
"Why Topanga? I thought you were the one who didn't believe in love anymore."
"I don't. But why should I? And don't give me a lot of platitudes either. You and Jack didn't last either."
"That's true but there were other things going on with that."
"Like what?"
"That I was, am still, strongly attracted to someone else?"
"Eric?" Topanga sat up in surprise.
"Not Eric." Rachel pretended to shudder. "No really he's not that bad. But he's not the one I have a crush on."
"Why aren't you acting on it?"
"Because that person has been in a long term relationship. Even if they might reciprocate I would never move on someone already partnered."
"That's nice." Topanga shook her head. "But maybe they'll break up and you can go ahead and tell him. Love doesn't last."
"I think you're wrong Topanga," the red-head said firmly. But..."
"But what?"
"But for now you're actually single and I think you're beautiful and all I have been dreaming for a long time about doing to you is this." With that Rachel leaned over and kissed Topanga.
The shorter girl was startled. What in the world? But it was rather nice. Rachel's kiss was soft, gentle, her lips clinging lightly to her own. It was so different somehow from kissing Cory. Almost on their own volition her mouth opened slightly. Rachel took immediate advantage and her lips parted as well. The kiss went on but became more than just a meeting of lips. A tongue tip was out and tracing the outline of her mouth. Rachel plucked Topanga's lower lip with hers and sucked it. The kissing became deeper and more passionate. Topanga felt something ignite deep in her body.
Then Rachel's hand was on her breast, proving to the red-head what she had suspected, that Topanga was braless under the jersey. She was gently but firmly pushed back on the couch. Fingers massaged and teased her nipple through the thin material. Their mouths were wide open now and their tongues danced together.
Topanga knew she should do something to stop this. But the kisses felt so wonderful and Rachel's hand on her breast and her body on top of hers felt so good what she did was wrap her friend up in her arms and pull her down until they molded together. She spread her legs. Thad other girl's towel was already hiked up but Topanga wanted more. She wanted to see if her hands on Rachel's breasts felt as good the red-head's did on her own. A tug of the towel and the Texas girl was nude. And gorgeous. Her breasts, smaller than Topanga's heavy ones but still perfectly full, came free. Immediately Topanga's hands shot out and up and touched both of them, marveling at their silky smoothness.
Perhaps deep in both girls' minds a curiosity had already been sparked. Perhaps it was just habit of lack of clean laundry. But when frantic hands pulled off Topanga's jersey and then unfastened her shorts it turned out the shorter girl had no panties on under them. So there was nothing in the way when they wrapped each other up in their arms and crushed their bodies together.
Back and forth they rolled. Now Topanga was on top and now Rachel was. Even as they placed kisses all over everywhere they could reach a hesitation seemed to creep over both of them as though neither of them knew what to do next. Then Rachel's hand slid down between and found the shorter girl's wetness.
Both girls had masturbated for years. The difference was for several months when Rachel did she fantasized about being with Topanga. Now she had her crush nude and as carried away as she was and the red head was determined to do everything she had dreamed about doing. And Topanga was wet, so wet that Rachel's first and middle fingers slipped right into the other girl and buried themselves deep inside. At the same time her thumb found the unhooded clitoris and began to furiously stroke it.
Rachel was doing to Topanga exactly what she did to herself and she reveled at the results. Topanga squealed. She arched. Her internal muscles clamped down on the two fingers inside her. Rachel just wiggled them more and the squeals got louder. Then Topanga rolled over on the red head and started doing things back. Because of their height and body difference it was simple for the shorter girl to clamp her mouth on one of Rachel's breasts and try to swallow it. A groping hand found the other and a frantic thumb stroked the stiff nipple as hard and as quickly as Rachel was rubbing her clit. Finally a full thigh thrust between the Texas girl's legs, trapping her hand in place even as Topanga used that thigh to grind against Rachel's wetness, now wide open as her legs parted wide.
Between Topanga's leg and Rachel's hand both girls built to incredible climaxes, hastened along when they both teetered on the edge when Topanga suddenly pinched one nipple and bit down on the other. Not hard but quite enough to make Rachel explode and that explosion detonated Topanga off as well.
They clung together, riding the shocks each had engendered in the other and kissing while they did. But they had no sooner recovered their breath, most of it anyway, when Rachel decided it was her turn to be on top and rolled Topanga under her. Immediately the tall Texas girl launched a new assault. She trailed kisses down Topanga's body. She moaned, arched and shivered as Rachel explored the softness of her tummy, the swell of her mound and the fine hairs that pointed the way to her ultimate goal.
On fire she might have been but Topanga refused to let Rachel have all the fun. Besides, she knew in her heart of hearts that this would probably be the only time she and the other girl would be together and she was determined not to miss any part of the experience. The two girls ended up on the throw rug after Topanga's gyrations but they were in the classic position to explore each other orally and they proceeded to do just that.
Since neither had experienced giving or getting oral sex before they were a little at sea but plunged in eagerly. No words were spoken although there was a great deal of gasping and moaning but the thoughts flew thick and fast.
"Oh GOD what do I do now? Maybe I just kiss her right there."
"Wow, she's wet all over. I think I'll start licking up the inside of her thighs and go from there."
"Sucking her labia in is awesome. I can taste her! She's delicious."
I flattened my tongue along her slit and she gets wider and more open. I can feel her shake so I'm going to try licking up and down nice and slow. If I can manage to stay that calm."
"I can't believe it. I actually CAN put my tongue inside her. I suppose this is tongue fucking? Judging by the way she's got my butt in a two handed death grip she must be liking this."
"Good golly she just about bounced in the air! One little tongue tap on her clit. It's so hard. I wonder if I can get my lips over it?"
"What is she doing? My gosh that feels so good. She's kneading and squeezing my ass too. I hope it s not too full for her; hers is so firm and tight. Speaking of that, her juices are running so much including between her butt cheeks. I wonder."
"Holy COW! She just stuck her finger up my ass! It feels, it feels... good golly how it feels. I never realized it was so sensitive there. And her tongue in me. Going faster and faster. I'm going to lash her clitoris and stick two fingers up in her again."
"My goodness gracious I think I m going to drown here. What a way to go! I can't stop the shivers and I feel her quivering. Faster tongue! Faster fingers!"
Thoughts disappeared. Sensations took over. Both girls trembled at the brink and then pushed each other over. Bodies flailed and muffled cries announced the arrival of their orgasms. Finally they regained some control and shifted around so they could hold each other and their kisses share the essence of each other.
Once calmed the pair wasn't sure what to do, or say, next. Glances were sideways and they didn't meet each others' eyes, unsure as to exactly how to process what had just gone on. Eventually Rachel stood and picked up her towel.
"I'd say I need another shower." She headed for the bathroom, steeling herself not to look back. After all, she had no idea what to say.
Topanga heard the water start as she reclaimed her place on the couch. She had no clue what to say either. While what had just happened was marvelous, incredible even she wasn't sure it should go any further. She turned her head towards the bathroom and the sound of the water. She stood.
"Might as well experience it all," she said aloud as she marched to the bathroom and went in, locking the door behind her.
(To be concluded)