HI! Welcome to my first FanFiction! It might be a bit boring at the start but I promise it will get better in chapter 2! I don't know whether it to be 'Natsu/Lucy or Gray/Lucy or Sting/Lucy or Laxus/Lucy or any others Review on what couples you want! Lisanna is not a bitch in my story because she's good friends with Lucy in the anime, I don't want to ruin their friendship! A new chapter will come out every Sunday so stay tuned!
Lucy's POV
It's been 4 years. 4 years since I smiled or laughed. 4 years since I went on a mission with a team. 4 years of being lonely and scared. 4 years of walking into the guild bloody and bruised from a solo mission and sometimes carried by Leo. He would place me on my usual bench and summon Virgo to patch me up. They are the only people that care, along with all my other spirits of course. I love my spirits because of this. I would go home and summon Plue to keep me company. He is my little ray of happiness. The only time I smile is when I'm with my spirits. I walked over to the mission board and picked up a flyer. 120,000 jewels. That will be enough for rent and food. I think to myself. I walked over to Mira who was cleaning a glass. "This once please." Mira silently nodded and stamped the flyer as permission that I could go. I thanked her silently and walked over to the big doors at the front of the guild with my head down. I always walk with my head down. Its because I don't want to look into anyone's eyes. I knew they all hated me. Even Wendy. Come to think of it Wendy is never here, she is always out with team Natsu. The thing I miss the most is being with them.. But that will never happen again. I wonder, if I died would anyone notice? I mentally slapped myself. YOUR NOT SUICIDAL LUCY!... But am I? No. Now shut up before you mentally kill yourself with the amount of slaps your giving yourself. I fiddled with my whip as I walked down the streets to my apartment. I slipped the key into the lock and turned it. I pushed the door open and I could smell something off. What in the world is that smell.. I walked over to the kitchen to see if the smell was from there.. No.. Wait... Something is burning? Why can I smell fire? I panicked and rushed around the house and finally walked in my bedroom. I nervously stepped in and found.. Natsu? What the fuck is he doing here? "Natsu?" Natsu turned round in shock as he put down my diary..
Natsu's POV
Shit.. I've missed lucy so much that I stumbled onto her apartment and let myself in.. I didn't expect her to be back.. "Natsu what the hell are you doing here?" Shit fuck shit fuck fuckshit! I'm in trouble think of a excuse think of a excuse.. "I erm.. er... I don't know.." I couldn't help it. I just looked into her chocolate brown eyes. They were cold and sad. Nothing like her eyes 4 years ago. "Well if you don't know you can leave I have no time to chit chat I'm off on a mission.." "Again? Your going to get hurt." She looked at me with confusion. Fuck! That just slipped out! "Since when did you care anyway." She's so cold.. I wanted to go over to her and hug her and say how much I've missed her. Suddenly I realised that's exactly what I did. "I've always been worried Lucy. I've missed you so much. It hurts everyday how you walk into the guild bruised and bloody. Don't you know how hurt that makes me feel." I could feel she had warmed up a bit. I looked at her face she was crying and smiling. SHE'S SMILING! "Natsu..." Her eyes turned cold again and I couldn't help but wipe her tears away. "Everything is okay Lucy. I'm never going to leave you again." I can't believe I just said that... Her eyes widened and I could read her expression. Shocked. She shook her head. I stared at her I was about to load millions of questions on her but she raised her hand. "I don't want everyone to hate you too." Those words hurt me so much. Hate. She thinks everyone hates her. She walked off and picked up the diary I was trying to open. She looked at the diary then back at me. "You really want to know what I have written in this piece of junk?" I nodded and carried on staring at her. What am I doing? She opened it up with a little key and threw it at me. I read it. Not out loud but to myself and my eyes widened even more (if that was possible). Every word was full of sadness. But this one sentence hurt me the most. "I wonder, if I die would anyone notice?" I put the diary down. I didn't want to read any more, it hurt me too much. I walked over to her. She was standing in the light. I could see all her scars on her body. Was she self harming? I carried on walking over to her. It seemed like years had passed until I finally reached her. I turned her around a crushed my lips onto hers. I know her eyes had widened and after a while she finally kissed me back. I released the kiss and breathed heavily. "Don't you ever ever say that no one would notice if you died. Because I would. I would care Lucy!" I was crying. Wait I'm crying.. well fuck..
Lucy's POV
Natsu was crying. I didn't know what to do. I was too shocked. I didn't want to ruin the moment but I just had to get something across. "It took you 4 years to notice my pain. If this had carried on I probably would of been dead." He stopped crying and looked at me with wide eyes. I could tell he was shocked but I need the answer. "No Lucy. I was stopped. Everyday by Erza, saying that you will be okay and that you need to become stronger. I was so naive and accepted that answer. It took me 4 years to finally be out of Erza's grip and come see you. I'm so sorry Lucy. I wished that I could go back in time and come here on the first day. It wouldn't of had to be like this.. I-" There was rocks being thrown at my window. "NATSU WE KNOW YOUR IN THERE! GET OUT NOW BEFORE SHE COMES BACK!" It was Erza's voice. I walked to the window and ignored the protests of Natsu telling me no. I sat on the window-seal and they all looked at me. "Lucy what are you doing!" Natsu breathed through his teeth. I looked down at their faces. "He's already here." I called out to them. There expressions changed, but I couldn't read them. "WE'RE COMING IN!" And they walked to my front door and knocked. I casually passed the wide-eyed Nastu and went to the door. They all stood there and when they saw me at the door they smiled and hugged me. Even Gray was happy to see me. Well what the fuck has happened then. They all let go of the hug and walked passed me and to my room. I closed the door and followed them smiling. I was a little bit happier than before.
So what do you think of my first chapter? A little rubbish but it gets better! TELL ME YOU SECRETS.. I mean pairings that you want. Dont worry Happy fans he will be in the next chapter! ... See ya in the next chapter!