Everything's Not What It Seems

A/N: This is a thought based fanfic on Togo's thoughts of finding out that they were sacrifices and that there are actually more vertexes beyond the barrier. WARNING: If you have not finished I suggest you watch it then read this. Bye, and enjoy reading!

It was a lie, all a lie. They lied to us, the taisha. They said we'd get better, but we find out the after-effects are permanent. We're not getting better.

Why? Why would they use us? T-the Shinju-sama are supposed to protect us, watch over us, but we find out we're just sacrifices for them. Their just using our bodies as if they don't belong to us anymore. Like we have no self-control. B-But they asked us to fight, because we were chosen. I just want to know why are things this way.

Why?

Is this really our fate? To keep fighting and use up all our body parts going Mankai, till we're nothing but scraps and heaps. Is this our reward for saving the world? To be treated as gods with eternal life. It doesn't mean anything if we all aren't together, if we all aren't united.

I have to stop this. Find out what's going on, and save everyone. It's the only way.

After talking with Sonoko I realised something, This is all a farce. A masquerade that they insist on us playing.

But is it true?

N-No it can't be. There just- We're just- their tools. They've given us a false reality. This isn't real, it was never real. Just a false reality they've given to us to "please" us.

So if this isn't real, our reality, does that mean we're not real as well?

Are we just created to end the lust of real people in their reality?

What does it all mean?

The outside of the barrier, it's horrific. This is our reality, but how can I accept something so chaotic. It's so inhumane. Those things, are regenerating vertexes out there.

The battle will never stop, it's going to go on over and over and over again. Till we're nothing more than a pretty memory, and what will it do for us, for this world. Nothing sufficent, I mean they'll just keep coming back. And those-those things are recreating them. It well never stop, and soon girls just like us will go through the same fate.

The same pain.

The world... is a tree. Just one big plant that we live on and we've been oblivious the whole entire time.

We're fools.

But if Sonoko knew then we didn't she contact us sooner, then maybe. No. Knowing everyone else, knowing Yuna, they'd still fight no matter what. But would they fight if they knew our lives, our bodies and memories were at stake. Because if I had known then I- Oh who am kidding I did. Two years I went Mankai, lost my legs and my memories. The world, that I had so much fun in with my friends... is a lie. All of it is lies. So what do I do?

Well, if there's no stopping this-this, inexpecable fate we've reached. Then.

If it's to protect my friends then it will be done.

I'll break the barrier,

let the vertexes in,

and destroy the world.