A/N -
Hey, this is my first fanfiction, so it's probably not very good, it's just an idea I've been having for a while. Emma's still in NICU in this but its only about a week before she gets sent home.
I have 3 chapters drafted up so hopefully uploads won't be too far apart. Anyway thank you I hope you enjoy and review:), I also must warn you this is going to be a long fic, with long chapters, but please stick with me - Charl

Chapter One-

Jonny's POV

"She's gone", Jac's voice rang out across Darwin.
I looked across at my best friend Mo and she gave me a reassuring smile as I tried to figure out what emotion I was currently experiencing.
"I hope you're happy with yourself Naylor" Mo said angrily as Jac walked over to where we were stood, no doubt to retort with a typical sarcastic remark, but I jumped in before she could say anything.
"Please just leave it will you Mo? It was Bonnie's decision to leave, no one else's".
"I'm sorry Jonny-" Jac started, "It's not like me to say this but, I do know what its like to lose someone you love and thought you would be with forever".
I walked out then, the look she gave me just tipped me over the edge, I hurt Jac, I know that, but I guess with the way she was I overlooked how badly it would affect her. I lay myself down in the on call room and tried to figure out what the hell I was going to do, her words ringing in my ears as I fell asleep exhausted from emotion.

I had been asleep for a while when I woke to see Mo sat on the floor beside me.
"I feel so guilty" I say without thinking.
"Why, Jonny Mac?" Mo questioned.
"I know I shouldn't because we were getting married, but I can't help feeling glad that she's gone".
I could see Mo picking out her words but eventually she settled on "Naylor?",
I nodded and started to get up, "I'm not going to interfere, but just be careful, you know what she's like" Mo advised.
Oh I know I thought, I gave Mo a reassuring nod and walked out onto Darwin. I scanned the ward quickly from my seat at the nurses' station, and then I saw her, her long fiery hair tied back neatly into a high bun, she was shouting at a young nurse, I found it funny- no doubt the nurse didn't find it so funny though. Jac finished her rant and turned round and clocked me, my stomach did a flip as I saw her advancing towards me and I tried to work out what to say. She sat down next to me and started flicking through some notes, after a few seconds she caught me staring at her and I looked away quickly, "I'm so sorry" she said solemnly. I put my hand on top of hers and looked into her - beautiful- eyes, she looked up at me surprised "Jonny.." she smirked slightly and looked at our hands "sorry" I said, "Its fine" she replied removing her hand from under mine, "Look, I'm going to see Emma now if you want to join me?" I smiled at her request "I'd love that".

We arrived at NICU so see Mr Solis stood blocking our way. "I assume you're here to see Emma?" he asked.
"No.. we've come to have tea with the Queen. What do you think we're here for?" Jac replied sarcastically.
"Sorry, she means yes we are, shall we go straight through?" I assured a awkward looking Mr Solis.
"Erm, well, you can't actually go and see her right now, one of the nurses is sorting her meds"
"Excuse me?" Jac began, I took a deep breath, "Are you trying to tell me I can't see my doctor because a NURSE is with her?"
"Well it's act-"
Jac didn't give him chance to speak, she pushed her way past and cursed under her breath.
"I'm so sorry" I said to Mr Solis as I followed her. I walked through the double doors and stopped to take in what I saw in front of me, Jac was leaning over Emma's cot an dholding her hand, she was saying something but I couldn't hear. She hasn't been that happy in a long time I thought, a flash of guilt came over me but it was soon gone when Jac turned and smiled at me.
"Come on, somebody wants to see you" I laughed at her tone and made my way over.
"You don't have to be like that you know" I started hesitantly.
"Like what?" She said, not taking her eyes off Emma.
"Oh, you know exactly what I mean Miss Naylor"

We'd been sat with Emma for a while when Mr Solis came in looking nervous, I poked Jac gently to get her attention and she looked like she was going to react when she saw him.
"Yes?" she said rudely.
"I'm sorry about earlier Miss Naylor, it wont happen again" He said
She rolled her eyes, "She's sorry too" I said, knowing she wouldn't herself.
She sighed, "Thanks Jonny, Is there anything you wanted, or are you just going to stand there?"
"Well actually I just came to tell you that Emma is doing really well and should be able to come home within the next week or so" She looked down at Emma and smiled, it didn't last for long as it was quickly replaced with a worried expression.
"Erm.. that's.. great", I looked at her confused as she kissed Emma and made her way out.

After apologising and saying my goodbyes I headed off to find Jac. After a few minuted of looking I found her sat in the peace garden clicking frantically of her phone.
"Jac.. What's wrong, its good that Emma's coming home isn't it?" I asked
"Yeah, it's brilliant"
I hesitated, unsure of how to phrase my next speech, and trying to figure out how she'd react.
Then without even looking at me she said "Spit it out Maconie", how does she do that?
"w-w-well" I paused and thought and then remembered something that would help me.
I took a deep breath, sat down beside her and began.
"Okay.. well, the thing is J-" Can you put that away please it's really distracting I said nodding towards her phone. She sighed and placed it in her pocket.
"done, now get on with it" she said putting her hands up.
I reached for her hands and held them in mine . Observing the expression on her face I began…

"Jac Naylor…"

A/N: Bit of a (predictable) cliff-hanger but I hope you guys liked it:) Please review with your thoughts. Next chapter won't be long - Charl

Okay- so there is like one review on this and i know its from me, i'd just like to say before i get grief for it i didn't mean for it to happen, basically it was open in another tab on my laptop and i was reading another story which i was about to review, i must have leant on mt mouse because it switched tabs and I didn't realise until i posted the review and got a message to say there was a review on my story. Bit stupid really but that's what happened. If anyone can tell me how to delete the review i would be really greatful:)

Also i'm partway through chapter 2 so it wont be long:)