Destiny

Disclaimer: all the characters are of SM

BPOV

"How could he do this to me?" I sat thinking for umpteenth time while watching the re -runs of Dexter .

I was watching Dexter meticulously killing the man who had killed his wife.

I so wished I could DISPOSE Edward now like that . I imagined his face instead seeing the victim's face as I was doing the honours slowly.

I got little satisfaction as I did the deed in my mind .

"Stop watching that show ,Bella "Angela said as she walked in and saw me catching the re runs of the show with a tub of ice cream in my lap .

She is my friend and also my room mate who was little pissed at me.

"Watch some girly movies instead of watching this violent crap. It will take your mind off from your ex"she said while taking a scoop from my tub.

"No ,I am not mourning any break up ,Angela .He freaking cheated on me with that office slut Lauren ,of all people . I am up for some adventure and bloody action." I said while gulping my chocolate filled vanilla ice cream and glued my eyes again to the screen

"I am too chicken to do it,so take it easy. let me use my imagination for revenge " I said while I slumped in the sofa holding my favorite throw and Angela switched off the TV despite my protest .

I wanted to sit here like zombie with what I had seen less than six hours ago.

"Come on Bella,rant it out to me. It will feel good "Angela nudged me .

"No " I whispered as I closed my eyes and finally tears slid from eyes as the image of Lauren and Edward fucking each other in our bed popped back in my mind. I sobbed loudly as I remembered the scene .

Edward had been stalling and giving lame reason for not letting me move in together sooner with he even serious?

Why did he then propose me to be his girlfriend ,he was the one who suggested we move in together at first but ...if he didn't want to continue the relationship he should have told straight on my face instead of doing such things on my back.

Inspite of my promise to not to cry over that shit , I cried again .

JPOV

I have been here before SO they tell me.I remember very vaguely as some fog is spreading before my mind .

Its frustrating that they tell me I forgot all my recent memories. I have memories of 16 year old not 9 year old that I act before everyone. The cab driver slows down the car and with that my stream of images slow

Rachel is still talking with the driver animatedly but I can't make out what is she whispering to him .

Her voice soothes me as it gives me a warm feeling deep down. She looks like Rachel and dad calls by her that name ,she looks older .

Maybe she is my sister is worried she says but I have trouble relating believing couldn't save me from the horrendous clutches of Mrs Victoria Lowell.

I have handled myself pretty well her 'caring'. thanks to mom's childhood talk about good and bad touch along with my own experience when her hands went down too far near my.

I was not besotted with her and did what I could do . I had pushed her away from me and shouted like a 9 year old when she tried to blackmail me in giving to her 'affections". From that day my dad believed me and a servant was with he me but he too is now with her .

I get beatings from him the damn Riley whenever I refuse to take medicines and after taking it as my body goes into convulsions taking darn medicines and have made me wheel chair bound . My legs are going down too.

Maybe dad is right ,I am blaming my disability problems on her .

But I can't afford to be lax and have to be alert at all times.I don't believe the redhead, I am glad Dad is thinking of a baby sitter for me.I closed my eyes shoving my sad thoughts and thinking of my childhood friend and my true love Bella .How we used to play at the beach .I was happy the way we took our relationship to next level,remembering the last time we kissed .It was ...

BPOV

"Are you really serious ?You are really game to some real life risk and adventure " Angela asked me.

"yes , I am .Just tell me what is the game all about?" I said after wiping away my tears.

A/N: Thanks for reading! Read and review ,tell me should i write or not. Jacob's pov is jumbled because he's not alright for this page now,read on to find more.