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Edwards awesome

ok well, i know i only have one chapter right now, but its pretty long...its not those like those baby chapters...if you want more fast, reviewwww lol

Bella-

"Bella, love" I heard Edwards velvety voice in my ear "wake up, its only dream" I was gasping, I was glad Edward saved me from my nightmare, but I found that strange. He didn't usually wake me up, I would wake up on my own. I am very thankful he decided to awaken me, this night-mare was my worst. I was sleeping and when I awoke I was expecting Edward to be holding me, but instead there was nothing, nobody. Charlie came into my room, and he looked as if he had seen a ghost. " What is wrong?' I asked in my dream. " Bella honey, its Edward" he said cautiously "Edward!! Oh My God is he okay? Where is he?. The dream was all too vivid, I remember how worried I felt. " Edward, though I wish different. Is fine…but bells…They left" I remember feeling all to confused. "left what do you mean they left" "they packed and left, no one knows where". I remember screaming and screaming and the pain came back from the first time he did leave me. " he promised!" I screamed over and over, the dream felt to real, like life, and my vivid and accurate memories made it worse. Then Edwards stone cold hands and his cool breath, and his velvety voice woke me up from the horrible nightmare.

"Bella, I shall never leave you again, and once again I am truly sorry for making that mistake once"….."Edward stop, I know" I didn't want him blaming himself again.

"well, Bella are you alright?" Edward asked, I must have scared him with what I was saying while I was asleep because he looked worried and concerned. " I am now" and I kissed his perfectly shaped marble lips. "Do you wish to go back to sleep, love?" Edward asked me in an almost whisper. " no I am ok, im really not tired anymore, what time is it?" I had no idea how long I had been in the nightmare,

" its 3 am, you look tired, you should rest" wow three am. I was a little tired but I didn't want to wish another nightmare, so I wasn't going back to sleep. " I don't want to sleep" it sounded more of a whine than anything else.

"Edward, what special power o you think ill get?, I mean you read minds, Alice can tell the future" that was something I had been wondering, the volturi seemed to wonder that same thing. " honestly, I have no idea… it will probably be something amazing, just like you" and then I blushed " I love it when you do that" he told me that often when I blushed and I did that often " and I also love" and he gave me kiss, a kiss filled desire, and thirst( but not for blood), my heart felt like it was going to come out of my chest, as it always did when he kissed me. Something was different about this kiss, it was more uncareful than most, and when he was uncareful, I couldn't rember my name. He pulled away. A moment after he separated our lips, he whispered in my ear, " breathe Bella" and I let out s breath, he chuckled, I did forget to breathe sometimes when around him.

Involuntarily, I yawned. " rest my Bella, I will never leave you, I am yours and will always be here for you, now dream my Bella, dream good dreams" he whispered in my ear, his voice husky. He pulled me closer and I cuddled in to him, burring my face against his perfect marble chest. He began to hum my lullaby and I drifted into a slumber.

I woke up in Edwards arms. " good morning" he said and kissed me on my forehead. "mmm…morning" I replied. Edwards cell phone rang. " mhmm, yes, okay carlise, ill be there shortly, gooodbye' and he closed his phone

'your going?"

"yes, I shall be back shortly, but if you wish you can of course stay at my house until I return"

"mkay, will Alice be there?"

"yes, I believe so" I got ready then Edward and I headed over to his house.

" Bella, im going with Carlisle for some training, time is running out, we still have plenty of time but I want to be extra careful, if I….if I killed you Bella, I cant even think about it, but ill be back soon, I love you"

" I love you too, bye" and then he was gone. "hey Alice"

"hey Bella, I knew you were coming but I didn't have a chance to tell Edward, me Rosalie, and Emmett are going to go shopping, Jasper refuses to go, so you can stay here with him, or come shopping. "

Alone with jasper…was he strong enough yet, so that he wouldn't kill me… or should I just go shopping, oh how I dreade shopping and it would probably keep me away from Edward longer. That last part got me, Jasper it is. "uhm shopping, no thanks, ill just stay here.."

"ok, we will see you later" alice said unconcerned

"bye human girl" Emmett joked, and Rosalie just waved goodbye.

Then they all left. A few moments after they left, jasper into the living, and started watching TV. I knew the least about Jasper, other than Rosalie we were the furthest apart, but we did have a much better realtionship then Rosalie and I. A commercial came on, it was for birthday cakes, "what a better way to celebrate your 18th birthday than green nannies cake" My 18th birthday, that made me flinch, and it also reminded me of jasper… and my concerns before, what happens if I fall or something, maybe ill just sit right here and hope he dosnt lose control randomly. Jasper felt my tension an turned off the telvision

" its ok, I'm stronger in that area now, much stronger….but I do apologize for that, all that pain Edward caused you, was really my fault, im truly sorry"

"jasper no, dont apologize, it wasn't your fault, no one blames anyone, well Edward balmes himself but im trying to get him not to, and it's the past now so, no need to worry"

"thanks, but your still tense and afraid, I really am better now, after that, I gained much better control, your safe, do you think Alice would put you in danger, and Edward would not have let me even near you, its okay" that did make me feel better, so he wasn't going to kill me that can make someone feel much better. " there you go" and he laughed.

"thanks Jasper,"

"anytime"

Jasper and I talked, we talked about a lot of things, He was amazingly easy to talk to, I even told him that I was scared, scared to be bitten, even though it's the one thing I want, other than Edward, but I want to be a vampire to be with Edward, so it fits. He was a good listener. We were sitting next to each other on the couch, I wasn't afraid anymore, not one bit. While I was telling him about my fears, something change in his eyes. " and how Edward may not like me anymore"

" that's impossible, for someone to have you, they would never give you up" then he did the unexpected, he took my hand. Looked into my eyes, and kissed me. WHAT THE HELL, JASPER WAS KISSING ME, NO NO NO NO NO NO NO his lips parted with mine, his lips were cold like Edwards with a different taste, my lips moved with his, but un willingly HE HAD TO STOP, wait wow, he was a good kisser, BUT NO, why couldn't I push him away, he was not ebing careful, he could could, kill me, I went to go push him away and the door squeaked open.

I pushed jasper away, I didn't eant to be kissing him. I heard a gasp, a pain filled gasp. I turned, Edward, stood at the door. His face was pained, he was hurt, and it was my fault and yet I did nothing

Edward-

I couldn't wait to see Bella, I could almost taste the reunion of us together again. I opened the door, and stopped. Jasper and Bella, my Bella, were kissing. I couldn't tell if Bella was holding jasper or pushing him away, at that moment I didn't analyze it. My heart, even though dead, was ripped,. She ha kissed jakeub yes, but, that's different, jasper was family. "how could you" was all that came ro mind to say. I read jaspers thoughts" oh man, Edward, shit, holy fucking dammit, what did I just do. Oh damn Bella I have to apolagize to Bella. What the hell came over me..ALICE" then I tuned him out. "Bella what, what happened" I asked my voice sounded pained even I could hear it.

Edward I..I.. I didn't….really I didn't, I was just about to, and than u came an" then tears started to fill her face. Id deal with jasper later right now me Bella, had to talk

BELLA

I was crying,. Next thing I knew, Edward scooped me up and he was running. I knew exactly where. Our meadow