Prologue
"We can't keep doing this." Hanna says as she starts to feel the buttons on her blouse come undone and soft lips on her neck. Her eyes instantly closing as she bites her bottom lip to suppress a moan.
"I know."
"You're married, Spence." Hanna adds as a soft moan escapes her.
"Engaged," Spencer corrects as she pulls back just enough to look into Hanna's blue eyes. "Do you want me to stop?"
"No." Hanna said but a few seconds later, she slowly nodded her head. "Yes." She paused slightly, breaking eye contact with Spencer. "I just don't want you to regret anything now that your new relationship has taken a leap forward."
Spencer reached one of her hands up and let her thumb caress Hanna's cheek. "Regret what we are doing or regret you? Because whichever one you are thinking right now, the answer is no. I will never, not in a million years, regret our relationship or you Hanna."
"You say that now but what about when it gets closer to your wedding? What happens after the wedding?" Hanna said as she took a step back from Spencer's close embrace, suddenly needing extra space between the two of them. "We can't keep doing this forever Spence."
"Where is all this coming from Han? We've been together since we were 18 and now all of a sudden, 6 years later, you want to call it quits because I'm engaged. Why now?" Spencer questioned with her tone coming off stronger than intended.
Hanna just slowly lowered her head to hide her tears, unable to give an answer.
Taking a step forward, Spencer placed one of her hands under Hanna's chin and raised her head. Her other hand gently wiping away the falling tears. "I'm sorry pretty girl; I don't mean to make you upset." She said while dropping one hand and pulling Hanna tight into a hug. "I don't have to marry him." She muttered into Hanna's hair.
"Yes, you do." She replied tightening her arms around Spencer's body with fresh tears making their way down her cheeks.
"I wish I could marry you." Spencer whispered, her own voice starting to give way that she was having trouble keeping her emotions in check.
"I know Spence," She placed a soft kiss to Spencer's neck. "I know."