A/N: I don't hate any of the 100 characters. It's just for the purpose of the story. This is actually a 'the 100' version of one of my previous stories, that I removed. It has a positive Murphy, and negative Finn. I don't mean anything, I just wanted to switch the roles a little. Also this will be pretty sure, and even though like it's moving fast, just try to bear with it. Hope you enjoy.
T for: swearing, abuse, attempted rape.
Chapter 1: It's Over
It hurts to know that you've changed. We were happy, and now it's all gone. It's all your fault.
She was struggling. Much more than she could, considering her position. He was too strong.
"Stop struggling sweetheart. You know you want this."
"Stop it please. Let me go. Don't do this."
He pressed himself closer to her body and she whimpered. Suddenly the door flew open, and there he stood.
"Get the fuck away from my daughter, you bastard," he yelled. He pushed him off, and helped Clarke, who was sobbing uncontrollably.
Clarke woke up with a start. She really wanted it to stop appearing in all her dreams. She couldn't stand it. They moved to get away from it, she couldn't handle it anymore. She decided that she couldn't go back to sleep, so she went to her make shift art studio. She closed her eyes, and put the pencil to the paper. When she opened it again, on the paper was a hand. It was a hand, with a pool, of what looked like blood, under it. Tears shone in her eyes. She couldn't get over it. She wasn't happy, and she couldn't feel that emotion. She needed time, and the move was in order to help her. But she couldn't get the memories out of her head.
"Hey, how come you're already up?" said her father, Jake.
"Couldn't sleep. So I thought I'd do some sketching," she answered quietly.
"Well, are you going to get ready for Raven's party?" he asked. She nodded. She gave him a quick peck on the cheek, and went to get ready. She knew it was a pool party, but there was no way she could swim. She decided on a white collared tank and black shorts. The bruises on her stomach and inner thigh would be hidden by the tank and shorts. Her hair was pulled into a loose side braid, and she put on minimal make up, just some mascara and lip gloss. She went downstairs, and saw Raven already there.
"CLARKE!" yelled the brunette girl. She attacked Clarke in a hug, and both Clarke and Jake tensed for a moment, before Clarke relaxed into the hug.
"Hey Rae! I've missed you so much," Clarke said.
"Me too! I can't wait for the party, and for you to meet everyone. Then school tomorrow, oh I'm just so excited," Raven babbled.
"Rae. Raven, breathe first. Let me get my stuff and we can leave," Clarke said laughing. She knew that seeing Raven would make all the pain go away. When she had told Raven everything, Raven had sworn to castrate the asshole, but Clarke said she just wanted to get away and forget everything. Raven promised a stress fee environment.
"Okay, move your ass. We gotta go," Raven said. Clarke laughed and grabbed her bag. She kissed her dad's cheek and bid him farewell. They hopped into Raven's car and made their way to Raven's friend's house.
"You'll love the house. It's great. It's huge, and beautiful. There you'll meet my boyfriend, Murphy, his best friends Bellamy and Miller, and my best friends Octavia, Jasper, and Monty."
"Calm down Rae. I'm sure I'll love everyone, and it'll be great. Just…lets go slow okay?"
"Sorry I'm just so excited that you're here. I want you to be happy, you know?"
"I know Rae. I'm so thankful you want that, but let's go slow."
"Okay. We're here." Raven didn't lie. It was a HUGE place.
"Wow."
"I know right," Raven said. She walked up to the door, and opened it. You could already here the music pumping. "Come on, the party is out back. I'll introduce you to everyone."
They made their way to the back of the house, and everyone was already there. It was a big crowd, but it wasn't over whelming. Clarke felt good, everyone looked like they were having fun, and that made Clarke happy.
"YO EVERYONE SHUT UP FOR A SECOND!" Raven called, and before Clarke could ask what she was doing, everyone looked at them. Clarke blushed a bright red and covered her face. "THIS IS MY COUSIN CLARKE. She's new, and if I hear ANYTHING bad happening to her. I swear to god, I will find you and hurt you. Or I'll set Murphy, Miller and Bellamy on you. Okay, back to whatever you're doing."
Everyone looked at them for a minute, before turning away.
"Raven…could you have been more embarrassing?" Clarke muttered.
"Probably, but I thought I'd save that for letter. Anyway, I'm always threatening someone, so they're used to it," Raven told her. Clarke rolled her eyes, but nodded. It was true, Raven was so strong headed that most people were actually scared of her.
"Rae, I think the rest of LA didn't hear you," said a brunette girl walking up to them.
"Hey Tav," Raven said, hugging the girl. "Clarke this is Octavia, my best friend. Octavia, this is my cousin Clarke as you obviously know."
"Hey. It's good to meet you," said the girl. "You're gorgeous."
"Thanks, and you too. I love your name. It seems like all the names are pretty unique," Clarke said.
"Very true," Octavia said. They all laughed and made their way down to the pool. They approached a group of guys who were sitting by the bar.
"Stop right there. If you come any closer, I may have a heart attack. I have never seen such a beautiful blonde," said one of the guys. After a moment, everyone including Clarke burst out laughing.
"That was a pretty bad one, dude," Clarke said.
"Ahh damn! I've lost a chance, at least I have Raven," he said, wrapping his arms around Raven.
"You're lucky I love you, otherwise I'm pretty sure even I would have thrown up at that one," she said.
"Yes I am," he said, quickly kissing her.
"Eww…you guys disgust me," said another guy. Raven pulled away and stuck her tongue out a the guy.
"So does your face, but you don't see me complaining. Clarke, I'm warning you now, are you sure you wanna meet these guys? They will ruin your life forever," Raven warned her. Clarke had to bite back a laugh.
"You bruise my ego Reyes," said one, with curly dark brown hair. Something about his smile made Clarke's stomach feel butterflies. No, Clarke. You can't. It's too soon… she thought to herself, and forced herself to look away.
"I don't think that's possible. Anyway, Clarke, this is Murphy my boyfriend, and the guy who has the worst pick-up lines in the world. That's Bellamy next to him, who is also Octavia's brother. That's Miller, Monty and Jasper, they're a bunch of weirdos and softies," Raven explained, earning a couple of chips thrown at her.
"Hey, no chips being thrown at my girlfriend," Murphy said.
"My knight in shining armour," Raven, Jasper, Monty and Bellamy said. The latter glaring at the trio who mocker her.
"Come on Clarke, let's have some real fun, and leave these weirdos to themselves," Octavia said, linking her arm through Clarke's. "Rae, join us when you're done sucking face." Raven just waved her off, causing both girls to giggle. They walked off towards the inside of the house.
"Do you wanna swim?" Octavia asked.
"I don't have my swimsuit, and I need a full swimsuit," Clarke told her.
"I have some, and we're practically the same size, and why a full one?" Octavia said, leading Clarke to her room.
"Personal reasons…"
"Like…" Octavia asked passing a swimsuit to Clarke. Clarke took a deep breath and lifted her shirt. "Oh my god! What the hell is that?"
"They're bruises, from being hit, by my ex-boyfriend," Clarke said, slowly. Octavia's expression changed from shock, to horror, to disgust, to anger, to sympathy in a moment of 30 seconds.
"That…PIECE OF SHIT. I swear to god I WILL KILL HIM," Octavia exclaimed. Clarke burst out laughing.
"You sound just like Raven. She promise to castrate him, but I left New York to get away. I just want to forget, so I would appreciate if you didn't tell anyone," Clarke said.
"No problem. It's not my story to tell. Here you go," Octavia said, giving Clarke the swimsuit. Clarke got changed, and it actually didn't look that bad. Octavia whistled. "You still look hot." Clarke blushed and shook her head. They walked back out, only to be picked up by Miller and Bellamy and thrown into the water. They screamed and they hit the water. When they surfaced again, you could see that war was about to happen.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS?" Octavia yelled.
"Your faces were priceless," said Bellamy, laughing his head off.
"I know we just met…but you two are dead," Clarke said. She and Octavia ran out of the pool and after Bellamy and Miller who were now running. Both Clarke and Octavia jumped on their backs, Clarke on Bellamy's as he was the one who threw her into the pool. Suddenly all four of them were in the water. When they came up for air, Bellamy and pulled Clarke towards him, and suddenly Clarke was more aware of him. She felt her heart rate rising, and herself starting to panic. She pulled herself away and moved as far away as she could. She looked away and saw that Raven was watching her , tensed.
"Umm…I think I should go now. I don't want to leave the rest of the unpacking to my dad," she said, and quickly moved away.
"Woah what's that Clarke?" Jasper asked. Clarke froze and she could feel everyone's gaze on her.
"I fell down the stairs in my old house, and got bruised. I'm fine though," Clarke quickly said.
"It looks like a hand print…" Bellamy commented slowly. Clarke could feel herself start to panic.
"God, Bell. Don't be so dramatic. If the girl said she fell down the stairs, she fell down the stairs," Octavia said. Clarke shot her a grateful look.
"Well, I'm just going to get changed, and get going," Clarke said. Bellamy got out of the pool.
"I'll drop you. That way, Raven doesn't have to leave early," he said. Clarke knew she couldn't argue. She nodded, and went to get her stuff.
"If you want, you can get changed into one of my shirts," Bellamy said, she was about to argue, but Bellamy had already gone to get one. He brought a sports shirt back and gave it to her. She quickly got changed, and when she stepped out, she blushed as Bellamy gave her a quick look up and down.
"Sorry about this," she said, and they got into his car.
"No worries. The shirt looks better on you anyway," Bellamy said. Clarke blushed.
"I'll return it tomorrow."
"It's fine, just keep it."
"No it's fine…"
"I insist," Bellamy said, giving her a look. The rest of the ride was silent, but it wasn't awkward. When they reached her house, Clarke thanked him for the ride. "Anytime, princess." Clarke gave him a look, but he just smirked.
"Bye Bellamy," she said.
"Bye princess," he said, winking. She blushed and went in.
"Dad, I'm home," she called. She found him in the kitchen cooking dinner. He turned and said hi, but was distracted by what she was wearing.
"Is that…a guy's shirt?" he asked, eyebrows raised.
"Maybe…but it's not what you think," she said.
"Just be careful honey," he told her.
"I will dad," she said. She made her away upstairs. Today was good, and she had a good feeling about this place.
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