Insanity

Summary: Landon has mixed feelings over what he thinks about Jamie (Before they fall in love). Based on the song "Every Little Thing," by Hawk Nelson.

Disclaimer; I don't own Hawk Nelson or the song "Every Little Thing," Nor do I own A Walk To Remember, Jamie or Landon.

My brow furrowed in concentration. I should really concentrate on these collage applications. I glanced over at my open yearbook, cast open on my bed. The picture of Jamie Sullivan was smiling out to the world. Unaware the world was not smiling back. I turned away and tried to force myself to finish. My hand faltered mid-word. Sighing I stood up. There was no way I'd be able to concentrate now. I was fine yesterday. Nothing could keep me away from thinking about her. Now it seemed I think about her way too much.

I saw her yesterday, And I never felt a feeling like the one I felt today, And now she's taking over me, I've never met anyone like you, Cause I never could find the words to write you,

There was just something about her that made you think twice. The enjoyment she gets out of church is almost child like. Not that she's child like or immature, but, oh forget it I'm crap at creating imagery. She's just sort of, captivating. Sadly, I think I'm the only one who has noticed this. I'm sure no one else is even bothered about her. It seems like I'm the only one in the entire school who even (partly) listens to her.

She's been on my mind (she's working overtime), She's got perfect reasons, Says she loves to talk to Jesus, I think I believe her when she says, Like can be so simple if we'd all just learn to pray,I

I used to think only the weird freaks and dying people sat reading the Bible in free time. People in hospices that had nothing left to turn to. But Jamie, she would read it constantly. She would even visit people who couldn't read; read them passages from it. She would even read to the deaf if she thought it would comfort them or benefit them in some way. What am I saying? I grabbed my pillows off my bed and threw them as far as I could. Some fell through the open window onto my front lawn. Then suddenly, as I flopped down on my bed I had one of those thoughts. So what? She is a nice, honest person. What's wrong with that? And then my debate would begin again.

She sits there all alone She's reading from a chapter that she sometimes calls her own And now she's taken over me This girl I once rejected Has now become the girl of my dreams

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