There we were. As I hover over Haruhi staring into her strangely calm eyes for what seemed like an eternity neither of us said a word. All I could think about was her naked body on mine feeling her tense up and shake in pleasure.
"Kyoya, you wouldn't do this…" Haruhi whispered to me as her soft voice broke the silence.
The only thing I could do was stare. A smirk grew on her small, porcelain face as she started to pull away from me.
"Where do you think your going?" I smirked as a pinned her back down to the bed. "Haruhi" I asked "...are you scared" she looked away for the longest time.
"You have nothing to gain by going after me" when she looked at me I could tell she was trying to hold back from crying.
"Haruhi don't cry" I wiped away her tears. I bent over to whispered in her ear and said "You're right...I can't never hurt you I can't afford to lose the one person in my life that made me feel alive."
I was staring at Kyoya's bare chest lingering above me. I loved seeing him like this but I can't tell him how I really feel I don't want to hurt Tamaki I know he loves me but...but I love Kyoya.
"Haruhi..." I heard him start to speak I looked at him again he let go of me "I-I'm sorry...I know you like Tamaki, I was just hoping maybe, just maybe you could love me too." He looked away from me and stood to walk away.
I grabbed his wrist so he couldn't leave me. He tried to pull away but I pulled him back to me. I hugged him it was a little while until he started to hug me back.
"Kyoya…" I began "I don't like Tamaki...I don't like anyone other than…"
"Haruhi, you don't have to explain yourself to me." Kyoya interrupted. "I can see it in your face your uncomfortable with me around."
I kissed Kyoya so he wouldn't be upset he could looked at me confused and dazed.
"Your are being crazy Kyoya...I-I Love You." Before I could say anything else he kissed me. He managed to push into my mouth taking control of it. When he finally conquered my mouth he grabbed my thigh pulling me up around his waist. I could feel his bulge rub across me multiple times. I want him I thought to myself. I managed to unbutton his jeans until he threw me on the bed he pulled off his jeans along with his boxers when his full erection springing free.
He came over to me and pulled my dress off leaving me in my bra and panties. He slowly unhooked my bra then threw it across the room. He just stared at me for the longest time.
She looked so beautiful. Kyoya thought to himself when he reached out and took Haruhi's breast in his hand hearing her small quiet wanting whimper as I slowly moved closer kissing Haruhi all over taking her nipple in my mouth sucking it, teasing it with tongue and as I let go lightly nipping to tip.
I moved my hands down to her waist taking ahold of her bright pink underwear and pulling it off slowly. I looked up at her, and saw that she was looking away.
"Haruhi what's wrong" I asked. She responded with "I've never done this before I'm scared."
I reached out took her hand slowly guiding it down my chest to my erection. She looked at me with no words and thats when she quit resisting me and let me guide her.
"See Haruhi, you don't need to be scared. She leaned over to me and kissed me as I start to push her down on her back I told her It might hurt a little. She took a deep breath and told me It was ok….
I'm stopping here!
This is my first time writing a fanfiction so tell me what you think and if I should finish it.