Shadow's of a dark dream

By Natta

Summary: Post IMALL. After recovering from flash, Beka notices she might have lost her friends' confidence and her world turns dark. Deals with depression as well as other dark themes.

Disclaimer: I bet the writer's would never do this...I just love torturing people!

Prolouge

"Light." That was the first thing she thought as consciousness came back to her. She closed her eyes tightly, trying to protect them from the awful light that hurt her.

"I suppose I got lucky," she thought, "hell is dark. But I didn't know it was this much light in heaven."

"Rommie, dim lights," she heard a voice she recognized.

"And I most certainly didn't know Dylan Hunt was in heaven," she thought as she opened her eyes. She was lying down and leaning over her was Dylan, Trance and Harper. They all looked very serious. In Dylan's hand was a two- bladed razor, still not cleaned from blood.

"Beka," Dylan said slowly, "why did you do this to yourself?"

"You almost died," Trance added. Beka looked to her side, avoiding their gazes.

"I wish I had," she thought.