A/N: okay people, remember "the smile that lurks in the dark"? No? Then you should read it because you may not understand this songfic about Kouichi, this is not a Takumi fic (sorry guys)
but it's like a preview or something between "the smile that lurks in the dark" and the second part which is not yet written, hopefully comes in October, well enough! Read! It's like a one-shot songfic thing I don't' know how to explain it.
BTW the story is not directly taking the lyrics is more like the meaning of the song
disclaimer: don't own Digimon (look at my profile for the complete disclaimer)
Sad but True/Metallica
it's been a month since my brother died at hands of Takuya, I can't blame him he don't know, the problem is I knew it before all this shit happened, I mean I knew he was up to something, why I don't say nothing!? My father started this and Kouji followed his steps, I realized that too late,
Hey
I´'m your life
I'm the one who takes you there
Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who cares
They
They betray
I'm your only true friend now
They
They'll betray
I'm forever there
I awake in my room at the 4 of morning, I don't even remember I got to sleep, last I remember I was watching T.V., but what is this feeling, I feel my clothes wet Kouichi stands up and turn the lights on and stare at his clothes what the hell!? This is...blood, but I'm not...injured that means this is someone else's blood! But from who? He felt something in the pocket of the shirt and took it Melissa? Who the hell is Melissa? And why I have her ID?
What you don't remember?
Who said that!?
I'm very sad Kouichi you don't recognize your brother's voice?
Kouji!? Where are brother?
turn around brother...
and Kouichi do so
I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you cant feel
Sad but true
I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know its sad but true
b-b-brother! I thought you were-
DEAD!? Yes I am brother but I have return to you
no! that's imposs-
impossible? No brother it's not impossible as you can see I'm in front of you
no...it's not true I'm just tired"then Kouji punched his brother in the face letting some blood came out from his nose
that was real isn't?
H-h-how could this be? Brother! I'm sorry for doubting about you, tell me brother what you have return?
I've come to finish the work brother but I need your help, well you've already helped me a while ago
I can't remember Kouji, how I help you?
You just lead me to an evil woman, Melissa I think that was her name, don't you remember? Well in that case I'll just tell you she did bad things and deserved to die
what!? You killed her!?
WE killed her
no, I can't kill anybody, I would remember
don't worry you just let go with all the thrill that you were like in a trance, believe me you really enjoyed killing her, don't be afraid brother we're just making the right thing to this world
the right thing...?
yes Kouichi, we did a good thing today, but for now go back to sleep in few hours you'll have to attend to your new university, good luck and don't let anyone pick on you
yes brother, it's good to see you again....night....
You
You're my mask
You're my cover, my shelter
You
You're my mask
You're the one who's blamed
Do
Do my work
Do my dirty work, scapegoat
Do
Do my deeds
For you're the one who's shamed
in the morning Kouichi goes to his new university, after his brother incident no one looks him with nice eyes anymore, just his friend Takuya and Zoe but, he couldn't take the pressure of the other students and decide to change from school, that doesn't change too much but it seems that no one know who he was neither his brother just the Teachers know but of course they'll not gonna say that to the other students.
Kouichi was walking to his locker and he bumped with a dark haired girl, blue eyed and white skin
"Oh I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention"- he apologized
"it's okay, it happens, is this your locker?"- she smiled at him
"y-yeah...I was about to open it"- he said, nervously but he don't know why either, maybe the girl was too gorgeous for him
she chuckled a little noticing Kouichi's face was flushing, "well my locker is next to yours but you are in the middle I'm afraid" she said
"oh, I'm sorry"- Kouichi apologized again
"it's okay, name's Sarah what is yours?" Sarah asked
"K-Kouichi!" he answer
"okay K-Kouichi! See you around!" she said and left to her classroom
"s-see ya!" he waved his hand
"that's a nice girl brother, you should hang out with her some day" Kouji
"Kouji! I didn't notice you where you've been? Kouichi
"oh I just arrived, but don't tell anyone I'm seeing you that can cause you trouble" Kouji
"not even Takuya and Zoe?" Kouichi
"specially Takuya and Zoe, okay bro? Kouji
"yes Kouji I promise" Kouichi
then another voice interrupted
"hey idiot! Who do you think you are talking to Sarah!" a big, hulking blond man yelled at Kouichi
"e-excuse me?" Kouichi
"don't talk to her again or I'll kill you" saying that he slammed Kouichi to the wall and walk away "my name is Gerry in case you want some fight!"
Kouji help to stand his brother
"patience brother I can feel our blood lust, but be patient, you go to class I need to do something ok?"
"okay bro see ya later" Kouichi said
moments later Gerry was taking a leak at the restroom when Kouichi enters with a strange face it was hard to say if he was angry or just being serious
"wanna fight or just want to suck my dick?" Gerry teased
"don't mess...with my brother!"Kouji said stabbing a pen in the left eye of Gerry
Gerry scream in pain, squirming in the floor, a lot of blood pouring from his eye
"you make a lot of noise...DIE!" Kouji said stomping his foot in Gerry's face making the pen stuck more deep in his head killing him.
Kouji's eyes change, he has left the place then Kouichi came in to just when he saw his brother leave the rest room, Kouichi froze when he saw the body of Gerry, the only think he could do was run, he left the university and went to his home
I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true
I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
You know it's sad but true,sad but true
I'm your dream,
I'm your eyes,
I'm your pain
I'm your dream
I'm your eyes
I'm your pain
You know it's sad but true
"what the hell happened!?" Kouichi
"what do you mean?" Kouji
"I know you did it Kouji! But why? He was evil too!?" Kouichi
"not now, but in the future he could be a problem for...Sarah you know" Kouji
"how he could be a problem?" Kouichi
"that guy was very jealous when you talk to her, what if you keep talking to her and he misunderstand it?hm? She could suffer the consequences for that idiot, but don't worry bro the problem is solved" Kouji
"I-I-I guess you're right, she's not gonna be with that idiot anymore, I suppose I own you one bro" Kouichi
"nah don't mention it, that's why I'm here, to help my brother" Kouji
"what now? Why should I say if someone ask about it?"Kouichi
"you don't know what happened isn't? That's what you'll tell them" Kouji
Hate, I'm your hate
I'm your hate when you want love
Pay, Pay the price
Pay for nothing's fair
Hey, I'm your life
I'm the one who took you there
Hey, I'm your life
And I no longer care
I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
Sad but true
the next day, everybody was talking about the mysterious murder of Gerry, Sarah was nowhere to be found, Kouichi decided to ask a Teacher if they know something
"excuse me, Mr. Abernathy?" Kouichi
"yes? What can I do for you Kouichi?"Mr. Abernathy
"do you know where is Sarah?" Kouichi
"she's in her house I think, Gerry was her brother didn't you know?" Mr. Abernathy
Kouichi froze realizing that Gerry wasn't her boyfriend just an overprotective brother
"are you okay Kouichi?" Mr. Abernathy
"y-yes sir, I just want to know to pay respects to her" Kouichi
Mr. Abernathy gave Kouichi the direction of Sarah's home and went to it but in the way to her home...
"hey Kouichi! Where are you going?"Kouji
"shut up, he wasn't her boyfriend and you killed him!" Kouichi
"pff..and what? He would be still bothering you or slamming you to the walls if weren't for me" Kouji
"that's not important anymore, I-I will tell the police you did it!" Kouichi
"whoa! Hang in there buddy, do you realize what are you doing? I'm your brother you can't do that to me!" Kouji
"just watch me" Kouichi
"then you're going to the jail too!"Kouji
"what do you mean? I didn't do it!" Kouichi
"think hard brother...I didn't take your pen from your backpack and still it was in Gerry's eye" Kouji
"no...I-I didn't-" Kouichi
"yes you did! Yes you DID! Now...turn back to the girl house and pay your respects to her" Kouji
"yes...that's what I'll do brother"
I'm your truth, telling lies
I'm your reasoned alibis
I'm inside open your eyes
I'm you
Sad but true
A/N: that was crazy! In case you don't understand it...Kouichi is nuts, Kouji is dead and will stay dead, all is in Kouichi's twisted mind (like me ^_^) Kouji never manifest himself or return from the death. Now why the song well because that song practically means that, the evil inside everyone or in this case Kouichi's inside and because I like this song and inspired me. this is not a Takumi story is just a part from one, no need to add it to any C2 unless you want of course, I have a poll so vote! vote! you have until October to vote!
Review! Please...and once again this is like something between part 1 and part 2 (part two comes in October hopefully) thanks and blood for all! I mean cookies for all! Cookies covered in blood! LOL