Author's Note
Hey people, this is just a oneshot about the pains of unrequited love wah wah. This is only my second time posting on here so I'm not all that great yet.
Disclaimer: I do not own VicTORIous or any of its characters. Dan Schneider does that. And does it well.
"Jade," Tori moaned in the goth's ear as they swayed to the music.
"Hmm"
"This feels so nice, I could dance with you for 1000 years."
"But that's so many," Jade chuckled reminiscing to the time Tori starred in the play Uptown, Downtown with her then boyfriend, Beck. Jade cringed at the memory of ever dating Beck. He wasn't a bad guy or anything like that, he just wasn't Tori. It just wasn't the same. The Latina pulled Jade closer as they danced to the slow, soft music that filled the bedroom.
"Jade?"
"Yes Tori?"
"Do you ever think about forever?"
"What are you talking about Vega?"
"I mean, about us, are we going to stay together for that long? Will we still love each other the same way in the future? Tori paused, adverting her eyes down, biting her lip. "Are you going to go back to hating me like you did before?"
The warmness in the air suddenly left the room as a pained expression appeared on Jade's face. "Baby, I never hated you," the goth whispered. "Victoria look at me," she commanded softly yet firmly as she put a finger on the other girls chin to lift her head to make eye contact.
"Ever since I laid eyes on you on your first day of Hollywood Arts, I knew I loved you. I know it sounds cliché but it's the truth. It's was just...hard adjusting to those new feelings I had for this girl I barely knew," Jade chuckled. "I still regret the day I made you act like a dog and poured coffee on your head in front of the whole class."
"It's not funny Jade," Tori deadpanned. "You don't even take my feelings seriously! You think everything is a freaking joke!"
The brunette's sudden change in volume startled the pale girl. Tori turned her back to Jade as she huffed in frustration. Jade stepped towards the angry brunette and put a comforting hand on her shoulder.
"Baby," Jade whispered, "just trust me when I say I love you."
Tori's tense shoulders fell. She turned around to look Jade in her eyes.
"Jade, you know I can't stay mad at you," Tori said.
The two girls pulled each other in a warm embrace. Jade eyed the bed for a moment and had an epiphany...
"Hey babe, how about I make it up to you," Jade said in a sultry tone.
"How?"
"I make love to you." Jade practically moaned in the Latina's ear.
"Mmmm," Tori hummed. "Sounds like a plan."
"Or..."
Jade lifted the brunette up honeymoon style and threw her on bed.
"...I could fuck you senseless all night long."
Tori, stunned, could only muster up the words, "that works too," the brunette said breathlessly.
Jade straddled Tori and caressed her cheek while looking into her big brown eyes as if staring into her soul.
"I love you Jade."
"I love you too Tori."
And just like that it was over.
Darkness.
"It was just a dream." Tori sighed as she looked over to the other side of the bed.
Empty
"I should be used to this, no one is ever there." She whispered choking back tears as she gently reclined back onto her soft bare bed. She stared at the ceiling as the feeling of loneliness quickly consumed her.
"She doesn't love me and never will, why do I keep putting myself through this torture?" Tori sobbed into her hands.
She's just playing with you Tori, you have been nothing but nice to her and what do you get in return? Nada. Tori thought. Even after all the chizz she put me through, I could never hate her. If anything I hate myself for falling for her. She's just so confident, so sure of herself. She's not afraid to say what's on her mind and I envy that about her. I told her that on our "date".
Tori chuckled at the memory of their "play date" at Nozu when Sikowitz forced them to spend time together to build some on stage chemistry.
"But we'll never be together for real." Tori sighed.
Tori laid there until she drifted off to sleep once again.
"One day, maybe one day, she'll love me like I love her." Tori sighed.
"I love you Jade." Tori whimpered as a lone tear fell from her eye.
Meanwhile across town...
"TORI!" The raven haired beauty screamed. Jade West abruptly sat up in her bed as she gasp for air. Her skin wet and sticky from the perspiration that accumulated before she awoke from a deep slumber.
"Damn it! Another dream about Vega!" Jade exclaimed while hitting her covers. The goth grabbed one of the many pillows on her bed and threw it in nothing but pure rage.
"VEGA DOESN'T LOVE YOU AND NEVER WILL, GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL!" Unable to get the Latina out of her confused head, she began to punch her cranium vigorously.
After a few moments she calmed down and laid her head on her remaining pillow.
"One day, maybe one day, she'll love me the way I love her." Jade sighed.
"I love you too Tori."
If you made it this far, I love you from the bottom of my heart. Please review, comment, I'm really trying to get better as a writer and your criticism is really helpful. Don't be shy.
Oh and sorry if there's a few grammatical errors, I was watching Hey Arnold while writing most of the story XD.
And for the readers of my other story I'm still working on it I haven't abandoned it, so bear with me because school is really kicking my ass.
Anything else...oh yeah jeez. Sorry this story is so short I was writing it in my notepad app and I thought it was going to be more. Ooops.