Start = 9/22/09
Finish = 9/22/09
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She walked up to his house, careful not to step on the dirt out of habit. The dirt that had once been freshly turned and soft was now hardened and flat from time. It didn't matter whether she walked on it or not now, but she didn't anyway. She leaned against the house and peered into it through the cracks between the wood covering it. Inside she could see nothing but darkness. That's all that was ever there anymore.
She sat against the house feeling stupid. Why had she come tonight? Why had she come the night before? Or all the nights from the weeks before that? He's never there. Not since he left all those months ago. But why? And to where? Why did this make her feel as empty as the house she sat against?
I never thought I'd be back.
Guilty and unbroken down inside.
Living with myself, nothing but lies.
I always thought I'd make it,
but never knew I'd let it get so bad,
living with myself is all I have.
I feel numb,
I can't come to life,
I feel like I'm frozen inside!
Living in a world so cold, wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away!
She wondered if he ever thought about her. Probably not. Why would he want to think about someone he almost killed? Didn't that mean he didn't want her? More importantly, why should she waste time thinking of him? He was the one who almost killed her after all! For some reason though, she felt alone without him. She missed him even though she knew she shouldn't.
Do you ever feel me?
Do you ever look deep down inside,
staring at yourself, paralyzed?
I feel numb,
I can't come to life,
I feel like I'm frozen inside!
Living in a world so cold, wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away, from me!
This was driving her crazy. How could she care about this guy! This … homicidal maniac! She knew she deserved better. She was so tired though. Tired of looking for love. Guys suck and no one could ever be the perfect guy for her. She should just let them all go and live out her life by herself. She wished she could, yet here she was, in front of this damned house. And it was to this house she would come to every night, wondering if he was back.
I'm to young, (I'm to young),
to lose my soul!
I'm to young, (I'm to young),
to feel this world!
So long, (so long),
I'm left behind.
I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Do you ever feel me,
do you ever look deep down inside,
staring at your life, paralyzed?
Living in a world so cold, wasting away!
Living in a shell with no soul, since you've gone away!
Living in a world so cold, counting the days!
Since you've gone away,
you've gone away, from me!
I'm to young, (I'm to young).
I'm to young, (I'm to young).