Note: This is my very first Ed Edd n Eddy fanfic, I'm completely nervous because I never put up my stories on something like this before. I don't mind bad reviews I rather people be honest and good reviews are great too. This is Yaoi ((Boy x Boy)) don't like please leave.

Summary: Edd is a drug dealer trying to make a living after dropping out of senior year of high school. Kevin a prostitute he has to sell his body in order to pay bills. Edd finds Kevin half dead and decides to take care of him for some strange reason. Edd slowly falls in love with Kevin, but would he still love him after finding out his secret?

Difficult Love

~Prologue~

Kevin Barr whimpers as he leans against a wall in an alleyway. His whole body was covered in bruises after an prostitution job had gone wrong. He probably had two broken ribs, a broken jaw and sprain ankle. Blood was dripping down his leg, the customer was really rough with him and didn't stop even after seeing blood. His favorite turtle neck lime green light sweat was ripped and all bloody. His red hair covered over his eyes which were both black. He was having a really hard time breathing this could be his death place.

"H..elp" his voice was very weak and barely hearable. He didn't want to die yet even though his life was probably meaningless right now he didn't want to die. Tear were rolling down his bruised cheeks he wasn't ready for death the idea scared him to no end. He couldn't accept dying right now, he at least wanted to try falling in love before dying.

This job started when he had graduated from high school, his parents had been killed by drunk drives and he was left alone. He had worked at a dinner to help him through college but it wasn't working. He had dropped out of college to use the money to pay bills. His roommate and best friend Eden had told him about his job and why he always came home with a ton of money. Eden had been a prostitute since freshman year of high school which was funny Kevin haven't known about it.

Eden has always been alone since birth, he was an orphan. It's really hard to think about having to scoop so low to be a prostitute in order to survive. Kevin hadn't gave that idea much thought because he thought he was fine. That was until he was fired he didn't have anything and it was getting harder to pay his part of the bills so Eden just decided to pay the whole thing. Kevin felt bad about this and just decided he didn't have anything else to lose so why not. It wasn't like he was a virgin or straight it seemed far fetched but he was pulled into it.

Now here he was leaning against a wall in the alleyway slowly dying. If someone was to ask him many years ago where he sees himself in the future his answered would have been happily married with a great career. He would have never thought he would be dying and a prostitute.

"I...I don't want to die!" He yells looking up towards the sky as it slowly started to rain. The raindrops mixing with his tears as he vision was getting blurry. He can feel himself slowly slipping away.

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Edd has always been a hard worker in high school. He was the smartest student also the captain of the swim team. Now he was a drug dealer he had dropped out of high school after getting caught up in the wrong crowd he never gotten the chance to graduate. He was living in an one room apartment in Preach Creek. He did drugs,sold them, went out partying all night not worrying about tomorrow.

Edd was prepared to die he knew his life could slowly slip away at any moment and he was ready. Death didn't scare him it was like an exciting thing. He didn't have anything left after his parents disowned him. He didn't have any worries and he was glad for that. He still had his friends from high school whom decided to follow him. His still keeps in touch with his little brother Jim who would visit his apartment everyday after school. If their parents were to find out Jim would be grounded until he turned twenty and they would put a restraining order on Edd.

Raindrops started to fall down on Edd's hat as he walked down the street with his hand in his pocket. He just had finished making a deal and this rain felt calming. Usually he would do anything to get out of this rain but today he just wanted to linger a little while. He closed his eyes before opening them and walks down the street. He heard a small voice but ignored it thinking it was his imagination.

Edd wasn't in his right state of mind right now, his eyes were bright red. His body was slightly shaking and he felt like his was on fire but this feeling was strangely calming to him. He heard a yell come from the alleyway across the street and look at it. He could barely see but he did see a small figure limped over. He walks out into the street ignoring the cars zoning pass. The cars swived in order to stop them self from hitting him.

Edd would normally ignore someone who was in pain but strangely he wanted to help. He walks closer to the alley seeing a small boy with red hair. His was covered in bruises and his bangs were covering his face. Edd bends down and lifts the strangers chin moving his bangs from his face and stares down at him. His face was covered in dark purple bruises but Edd wasn't looking at them just his face. This boy was very attractive, he slowly slides his thumb across the bruise on his cheek frowning.

"Someone surely did a number on you" Edd murmured while picking up the other bridal style and walking out the alleyway. He was going to regret helping out this little brat. But he couldn't help but feel attracted towards the other, the feeling would surely go away soon.