AN: sup. i cranked out another one! i feel like an accomplished writer. this one's a bit darker than my others, but the last line popped into my head randomly one day and i just had to use it. so read it and love it, people!
alec knew that
isabelle was broken,
but alec knew
she'd bounce back-
like she always did.
like she did every time
her heart was shattered into a thousand tiny pieces
like she did when max died
and she thought her life was over
but then simon saved her,
simon and not alec.
and so alec knew
that she would be fine,
that she could take it,
because at least she'd have simon,
right?
because even though sometimes when he was with magnus,
he found himself thinking of her soft skin
and the press of her lips against his,
alec knew it was better for both of them to finally
move on.
but when they found
her body
lying on the floor
of her apartment,
surrounded by
drugs and empty bottles,
there was a knife in her hand
and the clave declared it suicide,
but alec knew that really
it was
murder
because no matter what magnus said,
alec knew it was his fault,
would always be his fault,
because when he said
goodbye,
she
died.
AN: so... what do you think? i worried it might be a bit too much but i decided to post it anyways cuz at least i could get some feedback that way. please review and let me know what you thought, darlings! :]