Chapter one
Pushable Freak
I woke up in the morning feeling numb as always. I guess I knew what was today the first day of school. Sometimes I wish this day didn't came. So I just put my pillow on top of my head to hide all the horrible thoughts of school."Sweetie your still asleep! Come on its your first day of school. You don't want to be late," mom said excitedly. I whispered to myself "Please don't let me go." My mom pulled off my pillow and blanket. "Come on honey today will be a great day." "Okay.." I said in a low voice. "Wonderful! I'll see you at breakfast sweetie," she said and left happily. I got up and went to the bathroom.
While I was done fixing my hair I looked at myself in the mirror. I could see my ultra colored red hair, my teal eyes with makeup, and my pale skin. I really notice I was different. Suddenly, my little sister Lily came in. She was this preppy, light brown hair, and colored teals eyes girl. Always happy and prepared for anything. "Hey look really pretty today," she said. "Thanks," I said and grinned. She always had something nice to say that's why I love her. "You too Lilypop." She just giggled and said "Thanks and your welcome" and she skipped back to her room. Poor kid she thought everything was happy. She'll know soon its never not.
I went downstairs to greet my family. My mom made eggs, bacon, and pancakes. My mom knows that I am a vegetarian so I grab a plate of pancakes with a drizzled of maple syrup. "Eat some up kids so it will help you learn during the day," said dad. "Of course daddy," said Lily. "You too Kelsey you look pretty then," he said worriedly. Yeah that makes me feel better. I wasn't that thin maybe to him but to me I look okay. "I know dad.." was all I said. He went back to read his newspaper. I got up and went to get my backpack, said my goodbyes to everyone, and just left out the door.
I like walking to school or anywhere else. It was just relaxing. Every after school I go to the park its mt favorite place. My parents know I'm always there and we live near there so I can go anytime before my curfew and not to late. So finally I was in school "Northern Heights High School". When I first walked in the front doors people already notice I was the new kid. The awkward silence in hall was scary. Each eye was looking at me I swear. They all stop their conversations about how much their summers suck, what they wanted to do this semester, and who they wanted to go out with. I heard people calling freak. I was use to it already...well not really. I bet some of them think could push me around and stuff.
I went to the office to get my card for all my classes. I told the tall stringy lady in office that I was new here and wondering if I could get my card. "Well what is your full name?", she said with her high squeaky voice. She wore a really weird puzzle outfit. It made so confused and dizzy. "Kelsey Alice Melorie," I said. "Very original last name." "Thank you Miss." " You can call me Miss. Heightburg." She smiled at me. "Here you go and have a great first day!" "Thank you again Miss. Heightburg." I left and went all to my classes. Each class was so different to me. Each of my classmate looked at weird. I felt they didn't even want to touch me. Around lunch time I didn't feel like eating. It was like a meat feast in there it was horrible to watch. Each student look like monsters eating poor helpless animals. So I just went outside to this shady tree and sat in the grass.
I was listening to my iPod and just sketching in my notebook. Suddenly I thought someone was tapping in my shoulder . But I just ignored it and sketch some more. Then someone pulled my earphone on my left ear. I looked up. "Hey you mind if I sit next to you?," he said. He drop dead gorgeous, sparkly blue eyes, and flippable black hair. "So can I sit down..?" "Um...yeah sure," I said.(Some more) "My name is Nathan by the way," he smiled . "Oh I'm Kelsey," I smiled back. "So your new here?" "Yup," I said while writing random stuff more in my notebook. "That's cool. What kinda music are you into?" Why would he think be new is cool? I wondered to myself. "I like indie music and listening to rock in them mean time." "I like listening to screamo and indie too." We had a long conversation for awhile that lasted the whole lunch until the bell ringed. "Um...still unexpected but I was wondering if you want to go to the park after school with my friends? Were just going to hangout there." I was surprised that he wanted me to come with his friends to my favorite spot. "Sure I liked that," I said and grinned. "Great! I'll see you in front of the school at 3 o' clock." We both went our separate ways to class.
During math class I was somewhat excited. I don't know why was I. A feeling just came to me. As soon as the bell ring I got up and went out of the door. I didn't want to go that fast and early. But This rush came into me. When I went out the door I could really notice it was Nathan and his friends. I tried to walk slowly and be myself. Nathan came up to me. He flipped his and smiled at me.
"Hey Kels," He said. I was surprised he game me a nickname that fast. "Oh yeah can I call you Kels it was the first thing it came out when I saw you," He said with a laugh. "Um sure why not," I smiled. "Well those are my friends Seth, Delia, and Des." I took a good look at each of them. They look like great people you could have fun with. Seth was the funny guy with light brown medium hair and great sense of style. Delia had the most gorgeous bleach blonde hair it looked really good on her I was jealous. She looked that girl who never really cared about anything. Des a shy looking guy who seem mysterious and quiet in a good way. Of course Nathan one word "Amazing". I couldn't wait to know them more. I felt liked I could fit in comfortably with them. I guess they were true people. Honest.