(THIS FANFIC IS RATE M FOR MATURE FOR GRAPHIC ADULT CONTENT. LANGUAGE .VIOLENCE. AND SEXUAL THEMES THIS IS YOUR WARNING)
(Other than that please comment and enjoy)
~Chapter One~
"I-I remeber, how we met..." Roxas whispered injecting the drugs into his vains beside his lover as they both turned to turn to drugs just to remember back to that night.
The rain splattered across the sidewalk as the blong continued walking down the street not wanting to go home hating the fact that his dad was so busy he couldn't even tell when his kids were doing drugs and working later at night was usually all the easier to get looked at the water reflecting the bypassers that dared walked across it on this darkened rainy night as the freezing rain acted on it's own and continued to fall harder and faster making the sky dark and morbid as he walked towards the drug store needing something to kill his mind and calm his body. I hate the place that I called home since my dad was practically gone twenty-four seven. My mom on the other hand abandoned me a befor I even hit preschool, he shuddered at the memory of finding his mother dead on the the floor a gun in hand as the blood soaked into the floor as he saw the bottles aroung the room and pills...the medical professionals said she was depressed and over dosed on drugs making that the end of her.
I sighed shaking the memory of finding my mother dead at six years old, he continued walking down a dark alley way towards his normal dealers as he continued walking a bit faster throught the rain as thunder boomed and rumbled with the screaming wind overhead making the young blond stop and wish he had and umbrella as his shirt started to soak and freeze his body shivering from the cold of downpour as he stopped as the lightning clashed and lit up the night sky a few stray tears running down the blonds face.
Roxas shook his head ashamed of himself for letting even one tear fall down his face as he started to run down the stairs tears running faster down his face as he suddenly lost balance and fell back towards the cold ground as a passing man caught his arm. "Thank you" whispered Roxas looking up at the man who was also soaking wet his eyes a beautiful sliver that matched his hair as he helped the young boy back up on his feet."
"Your welcome" He replied letting go of the blonds arm blushing as the blond contiued walking down the street."Hey, you" the man yelled catching up to the boy "Do you have a place to stay tonight, you can stay at my place if you want" He replied waiting for the blonds response.
"Thanks but I really don't know you" Roxas whispered looking away his face hot and blushing for no reason as he relized the man looked abit familiar.
"If I show you some Identification would you then"the silverhaired man asked pulling out a card from his wallet.
"Your name is Riku and you attend my school are you a junior?" Roxas asked handing the card back at the silver haired boy as he shivered.
"Yes, I am now do you trust me enought to atleast come to my house and warm up abit and wait for the storm to pass?" Riku asked smiling as he the blond nodded as Riku grabbed the young blonds hand and led him towards the subway towards home."So, whats your name" Riku asked trying to keep the converstaion light as he stared at the hot blond looking away as he was caught looking as his face turned red from blushing as they finally reached their stop.
"Roxas Strife" He replied trying not to stare at the sexy guy he was sitting next to..what is wrong with me, I don't even know this guy yet I'm following him home. Roxas yelled in his mind as Riku opened the door for the blond and led him inside as he shut the door.
"I'll go make some tea," He whispered as he handed the blond a towle and started heating up the water running into his room to grab a pair of dry clothes for both of them."Here, you can wear this" He replied handing a black button up shirt towards the blond as the blond changed his shirt his fingers cold as he fumbled with the buttons on his shirt."Here" Riku whispered bumping the blonds hands out of the way as he helped the blond button up his shirt suddenly kissing the blond on the lips as he looked away apologising as his face turned red as he ran to grab the tea handing a cup to the blond who looked tierd.
"I think I've met you befor in the library at school" Roxas whispered taking the cup of tea from Riku as he took a seat on the couch.
"Yes, you have that was the day I asked you out but you turned me down because you were unsure" Riku whispered sitting next to the blond smiling."But, I want to ask you again, Roxas, will you go out with me"Riku asked putting down his tea as he waited for the blonds response.
"R-Riku, well,Yes...If I can stay the night" Roxas replied flirting as Riku tackled him to the couch kissing his lover on the lips as he laughed.
"Roxy your so cute when you blush" He whispered as the blond sighed and snuggled up to his boyfriend as he spent the night for the first time at Riku's.
I remeber how it went down hill also Roxas remebered going over to Rikus house seeing his lover sitting at the table asked him to stop telling him that he shouldn't be drinking."Please stop I know it hurts losing a family member or a friend?" Roxas whispered as his lover coninued runing his hands across the boy unbuttoning his shirt.
"I was driving and I killed him" Riku whispered crying harder "I can't ever forget the look on his dead face as they pulled me out alive five years ago, please Roxy don't think bad of me, but I drink on the aniversery of his death" He replied still sobbing harder as the blond comforted him as Riku drunk suddenly dropped the bottle forcing the blond into his room as they had sex for the first time as tears fell down the blonds face as he begged his lover to stop telling him that he was drunk as Riku continued kissing his hurt lovers lips crying as he continued this cycle for the next year and a half the happyness in their relationship drifting away as Riku continued to turn to drugs.
"...and that's when things started going downhill." Whispered Roxas breaking out of his memory.
"Leave me alone Riku!" I loudly whispered while in my underwear half naked and half way out the door as the older silver haired man grabbed my arm where his fist only moments ago left dark black and purple bruises.
"Your not leaving me right after just breaking up with me, I'm not finished with you" Riku replied dragging me back into the house by the middle of my waist that was also covered in yellowish and purple bruises as I kicked and fought against him hitting his chest as he dragged me through the hall back towards our bedroom.
Tears ran down my face as I fought against him harder hitting his bare smooth chest again and again while he forced me back onto the bed pinning me down with his heavier body. "You obey me you understand you little whore"He yelled as I spit in his face getting a slap in return that brought forth a small trickle of blood from my mouth. "You little bitch, you'll be sorry you ever thought of breaking up with me"Riku yelled as he beat me with his fists hitting my body without mercy untill the once white sheets and pillows turned a crimson dark disturbing red from my blood. I cried out as I almost screamed from the pain as I woke up later at five thirty in the morning my head spinning while my body was way to hurt to even try and move as I lay there sobbing looking down at Riku's arms wrapped tightly around my bare naked waist as he pulled me tighter against his body till we both were pressed up against each other. It was his normal routine laying in bed like this was his way of telling me that escape is and forever would be impossible.I touched my lip finding a small amount of blood on my fingertips as I look at my body covered in black and purple bruises and bitemarks and glanced around at the stained sheets.
"Roxas, you awake love?" Riku asked in a sweet concerning voice like last night was just a bad dream as he forced his eyes to water and silent tears began to fall down his face the second his eyes met mine as his hands gently wandered across my body pawing and frolicking as he ended by gently touching my bruised cheek instantly pulling me into his arms laying my head on his chest as he started sobbing apologies and how he will never hurt me again I could smell last nights booze and weed on his body as I lay in his arms.
As he gently kissed my lips I laid my head back down on his chest as I comforted him knowing only to well that it would only happen again if I didn't obey him the next time he wanted sex.
"Roxas, you just sit here while I get you something to wear" He whispered getting up staggering a little as he finally got to leaving his bedroom after shrugging on some flame boxers to go get my clothes for school that started in two hours. I sat on the bed wearing a black turtle neck that hid all of the bruises on my body knowing Riku, he will hide my face under makeup and no one will know whats been happening.
By now this is a game we play Riku calls our little secret. "Roxas, come here for a second" He whispers dabbing makeup on my face already starting to hide the bruises from the others whats really going on. I sit still as he fixes my face to where it lookes fine and healthy. "I'm sorry Roxy baby, but theres nothing I can do about your lip we'll just have to say we were playing football" He replied as he put on a little bit of smokey black eyeliner under my eyes.
We walk from the parking lot to school with only a few people asking what had happened to my lip all of them beliving the lies he fed each and everyone of them. "I've got to go to class Roxas, remeber it's our little secret" He whispered as he kissed me and sent me off to go to class as I headed into the locker rooms to get changed. I went into the stall and changed into my t-shirt and sweatshirt so no one would see the bruises and wore my normal pants as I walked to the gym.
It was fifth hour so we basically sat there waiting to go back home. I stared at the boy sitting on the bleachers and looked away as he was greeted by Demex and then Axel the most popular guy in school. I still regret getting into that fight with my brother and sayin I hope I never see him again. He was right to not like the monster he called Riku, when I brought him home Sora didn't like him just because he had been arrested a few times. So of corse I got angry and told him that if he couldn't accept Riku then I would go live with him.
Sora told me not to go with Riku but I was so fed up that I could care less that night I realized that I made a terrible mistake when I was raped the second Riku took me into his room. Ever since that night, I fell deeper into my depression as I gave myself to Riku. Eventually my father became worried so Riku let me awnser the door after father wouldnt stop pounding on it at five in the morning. Finally Riku got sick of him waking him up early on saturdays after our rape sex and forced me to tell him lies of how I have never been happier and that I loved living with Riku.
"Axel, I-I have a favor to ask you," Sora whispered looking up towards the redhead.
"Its about Roxas, isn't it, don't worry I'm worried too about him he's been acting anti-social lately and I think Riku's been threatening him" The redhead replied looking at the burnet.
"Yeah, I'm worried but he won't talk to me,and he looks like he's loosing alot of weight... so I was thinking your his best friend you might be able to get the truth out of him." Sora replied looking at the redhead with pleading redhead sighed glacing at the blond blushing as his face grew red at the sight of the younger boy...He's cute I have to give him that...not to mention he has a good body build and really sexy eyes...his brother is right though he is under weight. Axel thought as he suddenly snapped out of his daydreams about the blond.
"Fine, but quit looking at me with those eyes" He replied walking toward the younger brother that looked like he was about to fall apart.
"And keep Demex in your sight we do not need another replay of last time" The redhead replied as he got up and started walking towards Roxas.
"Hey, Roxas why don't you take off your jacket you must be hot"Axel asked walking up towards the young boy who clearly wasnt too keen with the idea.
"A-Axel, what are you doing here? Why aren't you over with Sora?" he asked fear and panic in his eyes if Riku caught him talking to Axel there would be hell to pay. He backed up as Axel stepped forward grabbing the blonds wrist pulling the sleeve back revealing his bruises.
"S-stop A-Axel, no dont" Roxas replied pulling away as Axel looked at his arm then up into the blonds eyes looking for the same traces of very conceling makeup.
"Roxas, you know you can tell me anything no matter what" the redhead replied as he pulled his tie off and whiped a small amount of makup off the side of the blonds cheek. seeing his bruised neck. Axel swore under his breath as he saw the pattern they made going down past his coller bone.
"Roxas, what happened to your arm?" he hissed glaring at the blond making him cower in fear and blurt the truth tears running down his face as as Axel pulled him behind the bleachers and wiped on side of his tear streaked face with his shirt revealing more bruises and a black pushed him up against the wall so he couldnt run as they heard Riku yelling
for him the blond struggled terrified of being found with Axel behind the bleachers. Axel finally grabbed him around the waist holding him against his will as he tried to break free toward Riku.
"A-Axel stop let me go he'll kill you" The blond whispered as Riku stepped underneath the bleachers.
"Roxas?" Riku whispered as he took a murderous stance the second he saw him with Axel.
(So what do yo guys think? Please tell me so I can make it better)