So this is an experimental fic, I was trying something new. Plus I kinda wanted a song fic to go with something I'm making. It also messed up some of the formatting. :P

Disclaimer: I do not own Code Geass or "White Flag" by Dido

no white flag

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you, or tell you that

Each shock of pain, each stop of his heart, each labored breath

("you have limits")

it burns something harsh and he can hear Le-his brother

But if I didn't say it

in between pauses

(and he feels warmth- warmth that seeps oddly within)

saying something

Well I'd still have felt it

but it's like static in his ears and he's talking

(both of them now and the look his brother's eyes is wonderful wonderful and maybe)

he' s not a pawn anymore, not a pawn

Where's the sense in that?

his heart is hurting more now, hurting so much that he can hardly think straight, hurting more than ever

(and maybe that means that he is worth something and the hurt melts away)

but he can't and doesn't care and pushes forward, one hand on the control, the other on his heart.

I promise that I'm not trying to make your life harder

they are down on the ground now and the grass blows gently

(pain pain pain)

and he sees only his brother's eyes

Or return to where we were

eyes so eerily like his own

(love me whispers his mind you don't mean it you never meant it love you)

filled with unidentifiable emotion

I will go down with this ship

he's fought to the end and he feels peace

(delude deulde deluded)

and it's wonderful and horrible

And I won't put my hands up in surrender

and his eyes close

(i want to be with you forever and no one no one no one else)

and the pain fades

There will be no white flag above my door

and he doesn't feel regret

(lies)

because now he's human

I'm in love

he won't be what he was

(never never i am living living living!)

he will be free

And always will be

because he is human now

(a bird that's free?)

and can feel and hurt and bleed

I know I've left too much mess and destruction

not a pawn

(because pawns don't make their own choices)

no one ordered him to do this

To come back again

and the last thing he sees is violet

and I caused nothing but trouble

(please)

I understand if you can't talk to me again

(i know)

And if you live by the rules of

(you're lying)

"it's over"

(nii-)

Then I'm sure that that makes sense

(-san)

I will go down with this ship