Please help me find this Bella/Jasper story. Bella goes back in time to when Jasper was human but while she is away Jasper (vampire) is remembering her in his memories while living in the 21 century. Due to this he is passing out or falling asleep I think? I've read Leaves of Grass so it's not that one but I couldn't remember the title of the one I'm thinking of and it's going to drive me crazy. Please help!