Alois Trancy's Spider
Spider webs glisten in the sun, dripping with drops of water, so tempting;
Reach out and touch it, just once, with fingers aching;
Even if the spider that lived there seems unkind, I still wanted to have that treasure;
I didn't expect to fall for that spider though, for him to break my armor;
I was enchanted by the spider and in my eyes he was the same as me;
I held onto that feeling of hope for all this time, presented weakly;
Even now as the spider is leaning down to end me I can't bring myself to hate him;
I always understood that I was just a meal to him that I was proud of…..;
But now he doesn't even want my soul, or any part of me for that matter;
This spider is now looking at me like I'm just dust on his web, just to be blown away into the wind;
Am I that useless to him? Am I truly just trash to be discarded? To unwind? ;
I just wanted to be important once more as I was all that time ago;
Is it too much to ask for someone to fall in love with me? To chase after me, to follow;
I just want the feeling of someone wanting or needing me;
'I want to be loved…..by you alone, my spider, love me once…..please love me…..Claude….'
A/N *tears well up* If I were with Alois, I would have found some way to make him happy no matter the consequences he was so lonely and sad that it wasn't fair and instead of loving him everyone hated him, and don't even get me started on Claude. *fuming* Anywho this is just something REALLY short and simple that I was thinking about the other day. I was thinking 'What must Alois have been thinking all this time?' And this is what popped into my head so I decided to share it with people….so yeah review and tell me what you think ok? If you do I'll give you a cookie and a hug!
Disclaimer: I don't own Kuroshitsuji if I did Alois would have lived…..just saying….