this is a raven and beast boy fanfic, filled with lots of hahas doorslams, apologies and yummies, dont like dont read, rated m for later...
i do not own the characters!
Raven: why the hell am i envolved in this.
bb:oh, come'on raven, be nice, you know you love me.
R:*sighs?*
slt: alright love birds, lets get going.
pov (creepy guy no one sees) 3rd person
Raven sat in her room, like always, her nose stuck in her book of spells, she yawned, growing bored of reading the same book over and over again, she knew almost every word of it by heart. she thought about joining the rest of the titans, but then thought better of it, everyone thought she was creepy. that's why she stayed in her room, her room where no one could critisize her for being her, or try to make her be something shes not. sure she was lonely, and had no one to talk to, she couldnt talk to anyone, and worst part of all of it, was she couldnt feel anything.
all of her emotions, she hid them away in a book of her own, a journal, or make that 12, journals, that no one but her knew about, or so she thought,
her journals helad every every word shed kept inside, ever tear shed want to cry, every ambrace shed see, all the joy the team shared without her, even the anger they had for evil. she couldnt feel anything. or she would definatly destroy anything.
beast boy, though, he knew, he shared ravens pain, all the animals with in, he had to contain them, the fury of the tiger, the hunger of the dinosaurs, barks of the dog,the flight of the bird. he watched raven, conserned for her, worried that she'd one day make her journal real, and end her life. he sat on the wall, a fly remained un noticed by the mopey girl, he would never admit it to anyone, but he loved out of everyone else cared for her, thats why he was always trying to make her laugh. he loved the girls smile, it was like an anggels smile.
Beast Boy watched her everyday, watched her be alone, to afriad to really talk to her, knowing all to well that she wouldnt tell him anything. though he understood her . none of the others saw the pain in her eyes like he did, the sorrow,
he was her guardian, he would protect her .
the siren went off, signlling danger, they both jumped at the suprising noise, she levitated and flew out of the room, he followed not far behind, transforming to normal when she rounded the corner. robin and the others had gathered in the living room. cyborg doing his techy thing. starfire floating about happily, robin refilling his belt with gadgets, Raven stood idle while Robin gave the low down. Beast boy kept his distance from her, but not his mind, he always worried about her, when would she finally crack? when would she blow?
the others focused on robin, rave only stood there long enough to find ou she wasnt needed, they kept from her as much as possible. leaving her alone, the last thing shewanted, and the last thing shed ever tell them.
beast boy followed her back to her room, today was the day, he was going to spend time with her, and she'd know it this time.
"raven, hi"
"what is it beast boy"
"its you"
"thn leave" she got defensive he knew he like the back of his hand, she was trying not to cry,
"no, i know youre alone"
"so?" she tried to hide the cracking in her voice.
"not anymore" he said. "im not leaving you alone anymore"
"you dont know me"
"oh yeah? you think youre the only one that has to bottle things up around here? try being a zoo. i have all the animals in the world trapped inside my body raven. theyre all trying to get out at the same time, all the time" he spoke softly. taking a step into her room, that's where it all started.