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Roxas Age 5:

It was never this bad, it never hurt this much. Why do you hurt me mummy? Was I being bad? Are the things you say to me true? Is everything I know a lie? Is everything you are to me a lie? But, So-So and Xi they never get hurt by you. You don't hate them, so why do you hate me? Why do you beat me and strangle me and make me cry? Why do you only do it when nobody is around? What are the scars on your arms mummy? What are the needles I found in your bathroom? Why are your eyes red? Stop mummy! STOP!

Roxas Age 7:

I'm sorry mum, I had to. I still love you and I didn't want to lose you. You were everything to me, but dad said that I had to think of Sora and Xion. I don't want you to hurt them the way you hurt me I wouldn't be able to bear it, so mum I had to. I had to get up there and show those people what you did to me. I will have scars on my body forever. Does that make you happy? It doesn't make me happy and it makes your other children cry. You hurt me mum, but you also hurt them. I had to make sure that you were locked away.

It's been half a year since I was in that courthouse. Are you okay wherever you are? I still love you mum, but I love Sora and Xion more. Dad got a letter today; did you know that you're parents want custody of the three of us? I bet that you do. I bet that you asked them to. Why do you continue to hurt us mum? Do you hate me that much?

I hate courthouses and it's your entire fault. It's not fair that grandma and grandpa did that to us! Dad couldn't even fight it. They wouldn't let him. Can you believe that? They're splitting us up. So I hope that wherever you are, you're happy knowing that my four year old sister won't remember her big brothers. Grandma and Grandpa took Xion! Why did they take her from us? She held us all together! She was mine and Sora's shinning angel, her smile cheered us up. But now thanks to you she is gone! FOREVER!

Roxas Age 13:

I'm sick of this. It's been six years and still no word from Grandma and Grandpa or Xion. Does she remember me? I honestly don't know. Sora's found some happiness though; he's dating a boy named Riku. He lives next door with his brother's, he's really nice but he's moving away soon. Sora doesn't like that idea and wishes he could go with him. I can't really blame him, Twilight Town is so boring. We started High School this year, but we got into different schools. Sora is attending Oathkeeper Academy whilst I attend Oblivion High. I guess Sora got the brains.

Does someone out there hate me? Sora is gone! Dad came home after drinking and he got pissed at Riku. Riku, being Riku fought back and then Sora tried to step in. Dad, h-he threw Sora down the stairs. Almost like he was nothing, I didn't think so I threw my book at his head and he just passed out. Sora ran to our room and came back with two cases and two duffel bags while Riku made a phone call. He wanted me to leave with him; he said it would be like you mum. I said no though, I knew that I had to stay. To make sure that dad was okay.

Roxas Age 16:

I miss him. I miss Sora so much. It still hurts, every single day. I can feel myself fading away piece by piece. I don't want this anymore! I want my mother, I want my sister, but most of all I need my twin brother. I can't feel whole without him being here, standing beside me telling me that everything is okay. I haven't seen Sora since that day, not once. I need to feel whole again. I have to get better. It hurts mum, it hurts so bad.

I was cleaning out the attic the other day and you'll never guess what I found up there. I found a framed picture of all of us: you, dad, Sora, Xion and I all of us were smiling or laughing. Do you want to the funny thing about it? The date on the back of the frame is the day before that incident. Don't you think it's funny? I know I do…

Present Day (17):

I pull my skull candy's out of my ears and crack my neck, ( I have got to stop lying in such weird positions.) I look up at the digital clock on my bedside table and blink, there is no way it's five in the afternoon. I get up and stretch my back before walking downstairs. Halfway down I hear the sound of crashing glass.

"DAD?"

A/N: So, tell em what you think. Did I stray too far from the original prologue or is this okay? Let me know! Review are to me like Kingdom Hearts is to Xemnas! So R&R my pretties!