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Rosalie POV:

I was kind of a loner at my old school. I was quite the bookworm to be honest. I never went out and did anything; not even bowling or movies. Oddly enough, I wasn't really affected when my mother came to me and told me that we were moving from Grand Rapids, MI to Los Angeles, CA. I got a little excited because LA is appealing to nearly every teenager but other than that I was just thinking that it would be the same old thing. I didn't used to be such a boring teenager but my life used to be wild and insane. I was everything that a parent wishes that their kids never become.

Flashback:

I had arrived at the flat in town already buzzed and ready to have a good time. I was always kept cooped up at home during the week because my parents would freak out if I didn't get A's in school. I really liked to go out and get all hopped up on something, anything, and go party crazy at some college frat house. So here I am at the Theta Omega house on a Friday night doing body shots off of my best friends and practically getting it on with my girls all at the same time, when all of the sudden, the house's fuzz buster (cop tracker) starts going off. Instantly the house went silent. Almost everyone at the party was underage and soon enough everyone was flipping out. Me and my girls frantically tried to figure out what we should do but could come up with nothing because none of us were thinking clearly. Just then a couple of the guys in the fraternity grabbed us and said "Come on we have a safe place for you girls."

After that I don't remember much too clearly. I remember going down some stairs into a dark room and being sat upon a bed with my three girlfriends Courtney, Becca, and Kara. I felt a weight lifted off of the bed and I heard Courtney screaming and then a door slammed. Next, the same thing happened to Becca. I was really worried about what was happening, it was so dark in the room we were in. I could feel that we were alone and I leaned over and whispered to Kara. "I know this is going to sound crazy but judging by the events taking place I think we only have two choices. One, we wait for whatever is going to happen to us; Or two, you and I play 'lesbian' in an effort to save ourselves from whatever is waiting for us behind those doors." As I suspected, Kara chose the latter of the two. We all kind of thought she was a little 'lez' but we still loved her because she was our girl.

Kara pounced at me with vigor and passion. I wondered if she was even pretending because of the passion in her kiss. I felt like I needed to be in control of the situation and so I quickly flipped her over and crashed down on her lips with less passion so that I knew just how far things were going to get. I could tell she had become frustrated in the amount of control I was exerting on the situation because she moved her hands from my waist to my ass and began to squeeze rhythmically and pulling me into her pelvic area. Though I'm very aware of my sexuality, I couldn't help but be aroused by this. I let out a low moan just as a light filled the room as one of the doors opened. The last thing I remember hearing was one of the guys saying, "Well these two must go together so it looks like their next."

End Flashback

I had been raped that night by the four highest up boys of Theta Omega. Courtney was killed by an overdose of drugs combined with alcohol. Becca was still in a rehabilitation home in northern MI. Kara managed to find God between the night of the rape and the end of our sophomore year in high school. And then there was me. I had to deal with this awful and scary past every day of my life without any of my friends that endured the pain; I was all alone. I mean my mother was there, but she just didn't know how I felt. I felt broken and dirty and like I would never be right again.

So now here I was about to move to the drug and sex capital of the world. The only thing that made me the most happy was that I could start completely fresh and no one would ever have to know my past. The other part that excited me was that I could potentially fall back into the old ways that made me so much happier. The one problem I was having difficulty grasping was that doing all of those things would put me at risk for an exact repeat of what happened my sophomore year. At least I had a couple days of driving to think about this next chapter of my life. What am I going to do?

Please tell me what you think so far. I have an idea that I'm running with for this story but I want input from reviewers so please, please REVIEW!

Also, I'm writing without a Beta but if you're interested, let me know!

~~~~ Maddie~~~~