Olivia woke up at 3:42 shaking violently. Her body was clenched up, stiff and her heart pounding loudly. Her mouth wide open as she tries to scream, but nothing comes out. Images flash in her head of getting out of the suffocating sheets she calls her bed, but she can't. Unintelligible groans leave her agape mouth while she struggles to call out for help. She is not in control.
Suddenly the violent jerks cease and her exhausted body goes limp.
She doesn't know how long this one lasted, or when it started, but she knows she didn't pass out like usual.
She stays in her bed for a couple more minutes before leaving the room. Her sore body drags across the hall to her roommate's bedroom. She opens the door lightly with a creek. As her petite body walks towards the bed she sighs. 'These episodes haven't occurred in over a year.' she thinks.
She gently taps his broad shoulders. "Fitz." she whispers. 'Ugh… why is he such a deep sleeper?' she inwardly groans. She taps him more forcefully and says his name louder, "Fitz."
He rolls over with squinted eyes, "You, ok?" he says with a loud yawn.
"Um yeah I'm fine, um… but… I… had a… um… seizure." she says awkwardly.
Fitz's eyes open wide at this new information, "What!?" Fitz could not hide his shock.
"... Yeah" Olivia inhaled with a tilted head, eyes toward the ground and a frown, very embarrassed.
Fitz saw the embarrassment that covered Olivia's face and tried to make her less uncomfortable, "Um ok, do you want me to take you to the hospital?" Fitz's voice was filled with concern.
"No" Olivia says with newly found confidence.
"Ok what do you want to do?" said Fitz.
"Can I just sleep in your bed tonight? I haven't had a seizure in a long time and I've been working hard lately and I just need to take care of my body, but…" Olivia's nervous rant was interrupted by, "Come here, now." Fitz sternly directed Olivia.
Olivia climbed in Fitz's bed and she positioned herself sideways as he rested his arm over the sway of her hip and gave a comfortable amount of space in between them, so she wouldn't feel violated.
Which she shouldn't because they have fallen asleep together before, on the couch, in his bed, in her bed, watching marathons of The Office on netflix or even just slipping in one anothers bed to talk and get a comforting hug from a friend.
Fitz and Olivia have been friends since the beginning of college.
They were on the swim team together, and over time acquired the same friend group.
In college they shared multiple nights in each others dorm rooms prank calling restaurants while drinking fireball and smoking weed.
They had so much love and respect for one another. They knew almost everything about each other.
Except the seizures.
Olivia got them very rarely. She was too embarrassed to ever tell anyone except her parents, Maya and Eli Pope.
In Fitz's bed Olivia felt much more comfortable and protected.
Fitz thought about what could have led these on and lately Olivia's mealtimes were ignored, she was constantly on her feet, she's also been spending less time home.
Out at work no doubt.
He definitely needed to take care of her.
He knew she would never take care of herself.
Instead, she fixes everyone and everything while neglecting her needs.
He slid his hand down her cotton covered belly to feel the smooth velvet beginning of her rose-gold booty shorts. He stopped his hand and laid it back on her stomach. He could smell the coconut body wash she used and her soft wispy curls brushed against his cheek.
Her soft skin was inviting and after all these years he can't remember holding her at night. Yeah, when they fall asleep together on the couch after watching a movie or in her room after gossip about work and late night board games they're close, but he's never wrapped his arms around her all night.
But now, he was holding her and she needed him. Olivia's nostrils were infiltrated by the deep masculine smell of Fitz. His muscular arm wrapped around her torso while his brick abs brushed against her back. She doesn't remember a time when he's held her like this. After a couple more minutes of comfortable breathing the two drifted off into a deep sleep.
Fitz woke up to his body entangled with Olivia's. His left leg over her right, and her left leg over his. His morning wood was pressed up against her heat and his left hand was holding her right breast.
'Oh my god!' he thought in panic. 'Fuck, how do I get out of this!' his thoughts scrambled. 'Ok… you got this… it's just Olivia… why the hell are you freaking out?'
He tries to move his body but she shifted slightly causing him to jerk his hips upward out of being alarmed, pressing his the tip of his length directly to her entrance through her booty shorts.
He groans.
He releases his left hand off her breast and gently tries to untangle his body from hers without waking her.
He is successful and as soon as his feet hit the wooden floor he flies to the bathroom connected to his room. The marble counters covered in Armani sents and cold tile floors seem to be his haven.
He looks down at his boxers and sees they're drenched with precum.
"Fuck." he says. He hasn't slept with a woman in about 5 months. He's just been so busy and being so close to a female his body reacted.
He's disgusted with himself.
He looks in the mirror at his reflection and says, "Wow, you're the dumbest guy to ever live on fucking planet earth!" he says freaking out. "You know what, you just haven't gotten any lately and you're desperate." he says confidently in the mirror. He is still painfully hard and even thinking about flabby grandmas won't get him down.
"Damn" he said in defeat. Fitz walked over to the bath and took off his boxers. He started to stroke himself while standing next to the shower.
Images of Olivia's body flashed into his head.
Olivia woke up from a peaceful sleep to an empty bed.
Fitz's arms no longer wrapped around her waist or his jagged breath on her neck swaying her baby hairs.
"Ugh" she muttered with annoyance while dragging her feet to the bathroom door. She needs to go pee.
"Fuck, Liv."
She hears faintly from outside the door and thinks, 'Ugh, what did I do again?'
Opening the door she finds his whole left hand wrapped around his…
"Holy Shit!" she made eye contact with Fitz and his hand movements stilled immediately. His face beet red as he tried to hide his arousal.
Olivia slammed the door shut and ran to her room embarrassed of her outbreak and seeing Fitz touch himself.
'Shower! Shower! Shower!' she thinks and locks her bathroom door.
She turned on the hot water and lets the scolding droplets cascade down her brown back. While she washed herself she starts to laugh about what just took place. Her laughs get louder and before she knows it her fists are slapping against the tile of her shower floor, splashing water everywhere, laughing uncontrollably. All guys jack off, it just really freaked her out.
"It was kind of sexy." Olivia mumbled to herself while replaying the image in her head.
'What the fuck! Did I just think that… about… Fitz?'
"No.." Olivia chuckles. "Damn I'm horny… how long has it been?" Olivia quietly questioned herself.
Fitz has never brought a girl over to the condo before. I mean they certainly talk about sex and their sexual adventures, but to see someone in the act, well it can just throw a person off.
After Fitz got caught he just sat, in horror the whole situation repeatedly ran through his mind causing his head to hurt. He was glued to the edge of the bath tub. He shook his head before turning on the shower. As the cold droplets dripped down his hard body he thought about what he was going to say to Olivia.
After Olivia finished she went to the kitchen to make breakfast.
As an actress she was very successful, her job required demanding hours and sometimes took a lot out of her.
She loved her job very much, but lately she's been overworking herself.
Luckily,her fourth season of her hit show, Deadly was over for the year and it was time to relax. She took out a blueberry bagel from the pantry and put it in the toaster. Fitz walked entered the kitchen and avoided her eyes.
She smirked and almost giggled at how stupid the situation was.
"Hey um… sorry about this morning… I ugh… haven't been with a… wom-" Now it's Fitz's time to be awkward. He freezes looking for the right words, when Olivia just laughed
Her uncontrollable laughter cannot be held in and she clutched her stomach from laughing too hard. His awkward state is surpassed when he too realizes the humor in the situation. Together they laughed for 5 whole minutes, sometimes quieting down, but then one of them thinks about it again and the giggles start all over again.
Olivia applies cream cheese to her bagel while saying, "It's fine, honestly. You know me, I'm so dramatic… I just have never been in that situation before and freaked out.
But honestly everyone does it, it's normal."
Fitz sighs glad to be on the same page. "You don't." Fitz referred to her comment with a wink. Olivia gave him a closed-mouth smile and nodded while saying, "Well, I'm not normal."
Fitz released air from his nose while shaking his head, suppressing a smile.
They eat together and talk with ease throughout breakfast.
Fitz took a trip out of the condo and decided on taking the elevator down to the main floor, time for his night jog.
Once the doors open he feels a cardboard box hit his chest.
"Shit, my bad!" says the stranger.
"No prob… hey you moving in?" Fitz's curiosity peaked since he's never seen this man in the building before.
"Yeah man, I'm Ben. Benjamin Moore. I am moving into 38C." Ben says quite ecstatically. "No way! I'm 35C you're right down my hall." Fitz says happily.
Fitz looked at Ben and was siked there'd be another man in the hall, maybe they could watch games together and become buds.
The one man who lived in a condo on Fitz's floor was a 68 year old perv, and he wanted to crush that bastard's skull for looking at Liv the way he does.
The name repeated like a loop in Fitz's head.
"Wait a minute… Benjamin Moore… Moore… the new rookie for the Sabers!?" Fitz knew this guy looked familiar.
"Yep that's me I moved out here a couple months ago but I really needed my own place, too old to stay with friends, so… here I am!" Ben laughed at Fitz's shocked expression.
"Let me help you." Fitz said without another thought.
They exited the lobby and got the items from the U Haul in less than an hour.
After setting up Ben's place Fitz invited him over for food and sports.
While they stuffed their faces with doritos and down sodas, Olivia walked out of her room. "Shut the TV off, bitch" she screamed as she rounded the hallway.
Fitz smirked and informed Ben, "Here comes my roommate."
Olivia and Ben's eyes meet, immediately Fitz witnessed a gleam of recognition between the two.
"Ben! It's so nice to see you! Come here!" A puzzled look appeared on Fitz's face, before he could wipe it off, Ben was off the couch wrapping his muscular arms around his Olivia.
Damn he really needs to stop these thoughts she is not his. Ben stepped back and looked down at Olivia, "Wow, it's been so long! But you're still beautiful girl I fell in love with in second grade." Olivia laughed loudly while shaking her head.
"Not even two minutes and you're already flirting with me. Well, I guess I can return the favor, you're not too bad yourself." said Olivia.
That was an understatement, from his sharp jawline to his solid body and his large masculine hands… oh, don't forget his beautiful brown eyes, flawless caramel skin and short curly hair. He damn near looked like sex.
Fitz cleared his throat wanting attention from Olivia, "How long did you guys go to school together?" Olivia and Ben looked at each other then back at Fitz and simultaneously said, "Nine years."
"Yeah then you left me for Tabor Regional, you dumbass." Olivia said sassily.
"Liv! How many times do I have to apologize? Ugh, I'm sorry a million times, just please forgive me." Ben pleaded.
"Fine." Olivia said after a long pause with her arms crossed around her chest.
"Yes!" Ben jumped in the air and came down fist pumping the air.
"Why are you here Ben?" Olivia just realized he was talking with Fitz before she came in.
"I live in 38C now." Ben proudly stated.
"No fucking way! Well, since you're close I was just getting in the hot tub you wanna join?" Olivia said. Fitz inwardly groans at this and then looks over Olivia for the first time since she came in the room. Her hair in a messy bun as a silky satin cover up clings to her body. She slowly slipped it off and immediately his eyes caught the contrast of her mocha skin against the new white bikini she ordered. Her silver hoop earrings dangle on her long neck and her white teeth are shining. Her perky breasts and that beautiful ass. He doesn't know why he's looking at her like this, but it needed to stop, NOW.
"Yeah totally, lemme get my trunks." Ben said as he opened the door and sprinted to his place.
"Hey, Fitz you go for your night jog?" asked Olivia.
"No, I was helping Ben I can go now though." he said unexcitedly.
"Well, since you're going can you please bring back some Chinese?" Olivia asked.
"Sure, I got you."
"Thanks Fitz." Olivia's teeth dazzled as she said 'Fitz' and he felt his heart warm.
He walked over to her to initiate their super-secret handshake. After he heads out the door his thought occupied by the limitless scenarios that could take place when he was out for a stupid run while Olivia was in there… with another man.
Ben returned in black flip flops, a tight-fitted tribal suit and a blue towel.
'Damn' Olivia's mouth almost dropped.
Olivia climbed in.
Behind the hot tub was a perfect view of the Los Angeles skyline.
The buzzing city and the glowing Hollywood sign, a beautiful view.
Ben slid down the side of the tub, the soothing jets giving both of them comfort.
Olivia and Ben engaged in small talk. After a while Ben starts inching closer to Olivia.
"You know," he whispered, "You still haven't given me that first kiss Liv."
Olivia looks into his brown eyes and slightly shivers, "Um… you get lots of girls, most prettier than me, stop tryna get some." Olivia tries to brush Ben's still strong affection off. "Liv, no one will ever compare to you," he moved closer, his lips now brushing the soft skin of her neck.
"You're so, so, so sexy." With every "so" came a gentle kiss below her ear.
Olivia's breathing hitched and she was melting with this body contact. Ben started kissing her lips slowly as his right hand started up her leg. Olivia's eyes were closed as she let him kiss her.
Fitz walked in witnessing this event. 'Fuck No!' Fitz screamed internally.
The door shutting startled Olivia and she jerked back, her face was almost as red as a tomato.
Ben cleared his throat and looked toward Fitz. "Hey man, whatcha got?"
"Chinese." Fitz said with a hint of sarcasm.
"Bring mine here please." Olivia asked nicely.
"Dude, I'm so sorry, but I usually order for just me and Olivia I totally forgot to get another meal." Fitz said with a false frown. He knew damn well Ben was gonna be there by the time he came back, but buying him food when Liv was giving him undivided attention and just now witnessing him groping Olivia wasn't going to happen anytime soon.
"It's totally fine, I can just order something." Ben said while looking at Olivia, completely unconcerned with food.
"No, we can share." Olivia corrected.
'Are you serious!?' Fitz thought. "If you need me I'll be in the dining room." Fitz said. He didn't want to watch them gawking over each other. Olivia opened the styrofoam box and was greeted with the steamy smell of orange chicken, pork fried rice, vegetables, and crab rangoon provided in a separate plastic bag. This was her usual and Fitz ordered extra orange chicken, just the way she liked. She smiled as she envisioned him ordering her food. He was the best.
She stole the first bite of chicken and then took another piece on the fork and fed it to Ben. "Just like old times, Liv. My arms don't work you have to feed me." Ben said with exaggeration.
"Ok, fine." Olivia said with fake annoyance. After about 20 minutes they finished and Olivia said, "Alright, get the fuck out."
Ben laughed loudly, "I miss you so much! Ok, I'm leaving but I'll see you in the morning. My number is still the same, so text me." Ben dried his dripping body off and headed for the door. Before he departed he smiled at Olivia. He had no clue what happened to Fitz, but he liked him and couldn't thank him enough for his help.
"Night Fitz! Thank you" He yelled in the direction he assumed where Fitz was.
Ben exited as Olivia headed for the shower. Time to wash off the chlorine. She conditioned her hair, combed it and washed her body from head to toe. After brushing her teeth, she moisturized her silky skin before sliding on another pair of her velvet shorts, this pair was beige and contrasted on her slightly darker skin. She walked in her room and got into bed. After about 30 minutes of just staring at the ceiling she knew something didn't feel right. She tried counting sheep and thinking of a blank white space in her mind to clear her head, but nothing worked.
She needed strong arms to be wrapped around her. She needed to smell that musky scent, she needed to feel protected, she needed Fitz.
She got up from her fluffy mattress and tip-toed down the wooden hallway.
Opening the cracked door she peeked inside before she slid in and shut it behind her.
Olivia crawled into Fitz's bed, right next to him and snuggled into his body. Fitz let out a small groan and shifted. Olivia took Fitz's left arm and wrapped it around her body. She felt safe.
If he was there she wouldn't have a seizure, she wouldn't have bad dreams. She would be at ease and her thoughts would be less chaotic.
Fitz woke up from Olivia wrapping his arm around her and his fingers being intertwined with his. He watched her settle and take a powerful exhale to calm her winding down thoughts. "Hey." His voice was deep although he had only been asleep for 45 minutes.
"Hi." she turned her body around to look Fitz in the eyes.
"Do you like Ben?" Fitz asked trying to not sound jealous. Olivia let out a small chuckle, "Nah. He's attractive, of course, but I'm not attracted to him, really. He's just really wanted to kiss me all these years. Why you jealous?"
Fitz's face turned a little red from her question but then it registered in his brain she said no. 'Yes!' Fitz thought. He felt this may be the perfect moment to prove myself.
"I don't like how he touches you."
Olivia and Fitz have always been just friends. Yeah… there was that one drunken kiss in college, but besides that they haven't engaged in any other intimate things. They always play flirted with each other but that was normal bestfriend shit. And now Fitz is saying things like he's claiming her. Olivia tilted her head in confusion and Fitz pushed her gently so her back was flat against the bed. Then, he climbed on top of her resting his knees on each side of her trapped legs so she is effectively pinned down.
"Fitz!" Olivia yells through giggles. Fitz doesn't know how or when, but he was very attracted to Olivia Carolyn Pope, not just in looks but in intelligence. He couldn't live without her snarky comments and extensive knowledge about script writing, acting, directing, and photography. Even in day to day politics she could settle a debate in less than 10 minutes. He was in awe when he experienced what she had to offer.
Fitz smiled down at Olivia and slowly pecked her lips.
Olivia stopped giggling. She liked it and she wanted him to do it again.
Fitz lifted his head to look in her eyes and she licked her lips.
Fitz inwardly growled, that was so sexy. He traveled back down to her juicy lips and licked the bottom one before sucking it into his mouth,and letting it go with a pop.
Olivia moaned quietly. The sound of him releasing her lip was turning her on.
Fitz went in for a third time and started with small pecks, but she stuck her tongue out.
Fitz took it as a sign to push things a little further. He took her tongue with his and sucked on it eliciting a moan from Olivia.
Fitz broke away after a couple minutes of tongue play and started kissing from her jawline to her neck. Below her right ear he found a soft spot and she shook under him. Fitz took his left hand and cupped it, then he gentle smacked her velvet covered pussy with it.
He did it four more times, each time Olivia let out a loud whimper. He took his large fingers and started to rub her center.
Olivia let out a long moan. She had sex in college many times but none were too pleasurable from her college boyfriend Edison Davis. He never got her hot and played with her through her shorts, he never kissed her all over her body until she was begging him to fuck her. When he wanted some he just said, "Olivia would you like to partake in sexual intercourse?" Which always left her face contorted in disgust and made her pussy twitch… not in a good way.
Since in show business she focused on her work she wanted to give all of her energy to acting, including pent up sexual frustration. She was 24, the smarty pants who skipped 1st grade while Fitz was 25, co-owner of his father's business. She always saw Fitzy as just a friend maybe she just needed to get some and after these new feelings Fitz was pulling out of her may return back to normal.
Fitz took off her pants and was excited to see she wasn't wearing underwear.
Her pussy was pretty a milky brown that led to cotton candy pink.
He grabbed her by the waist and pulled her towards him. He lined up his boxer covered dick with her uncovered pussy and pressed it into her entrance. Olivia's breaths got faster and Fitz continued with kissing her neck. The harder he sucked, the louder she moaned.
Olivia took his left hand and pushed down all of his fingers except for his middle and licked it at the tip. She then opened her mouth and inch, by inch she slowly sucked on his finger, swirling her pink tongue around it. When it was wet enough she popped it out of her mouth and dragged it down her body leading it to her drenched pussy. Olivia took the tip of his thick finger and pushed it slowly in. It's not enough so she puts more of his finger in and at the middle, her pussy throbs.
It's been a long time. She slides his whole finger in and it feels so good. She just sits there for a couple seconds getting used to the feeling of his thick digit and then takes his hand in hers and fingers herself. Fitz never has felt something so tight.
He needed to tease her. He took his finger out and slapped his hand against her wet center. "You want some more?" Fitz asked with a wicked smirk.
"Yes, please." she said with jagged breath.
"Daddy" said Fitz sternly.
"Yes, please, daddy." Olivia corrected.
"Tell me you don't like Ben." Fitz said sternly. Fitz's jealousy was making her even more horny and she was dripping on the bed. She grabbed Fitz's face with her left hand.
"You know I don't like him."
Right after her statement still locked in his eyes she grabbed his dick through his boxers and began the stroke his already hard length. Fitz hissed and Olivia smirked at herself knowing she gets what she wants.
He thought he was going to dominate her? NO! She is Olivia Pope she always has cards left to play.
"Tell me, this morning when you were touching yourself… did you say my name?"
Olivia smirked devilishly at his frozen reaction.
"What are you talking about?" Fitz stuttered.
"Don't play with me." She said sternly and turned him over as she straddled his waist. She slowly journeyed down to his ear and grabbed the sheets with both of her arms next to his ears,"You said… FUCK, Liv."
When she said fuck she tightened her grasp on the sheets and thrust her hips forward while moaning at the friction she just experienced. Fitz was in awe.
"Answer me!" she commanded. Fitz stayed silent. Olivia started getting up from Fitz showing she was not playing games.
"Yes, I did." Fitz was defeated but was determined to show her he was the ultimate winner.
He grabbed her fleshy hips and rolled them on his dick making her moan from the pressure he was applying.
"Take off your boxers, now."Olivia couldn't wait any longer.
Fitz loved her confidence and did what she commanded.