Kai's POV
Lying back on my bed, that inexorable picture floated into my mind again.
Ugh, Misaki! Why did you have to enter my life if you were going to leave it? Why did you have to lead me down the charming path of love if we were never meant to be together? Why did you have to bestow happiness on me if you were going to take it away, leaving me in misery?
Frustrated, I tried to shut out the awful memory from my mind. Taking a book to give me some respite, I picked a rather old one. Oh, there is a bookmark. I immediately flipped to the bookmarked page to continue reading. Dammit! Misaki's picture was on the bookmark! Goddam her!
Tearing the bookmark into shreds, I tried to sleep everything off, but the only image in my mind was that picture. H, how could Aichi betray me? I was the one who helped him when he needed it, who gave him strength when he needed support, now why did he betray me? Their lips met, Aichi and Misaki, so passionately. Why, Aichi? Why Misaki?
Tears dropping rapidly down my face, I ran out of the house to the beach, trying to calm myself, to regain myself, to reign myself from this pure torture. As I strolled along the beach, tears trickled continuously down my face, dampening the soil. Looking at the cool, blue water, the first thoughts of suicide entered my mind.
Why not? It was like a heal trigger, the only solution that would actually work. It was fast too, just three minutes and suddenly the horror of my situation will vanish into thin air. Why not? There was no one left to care for me, ever since, ever since my parents died, and my only remaining friends, Misaki and that creep, Aichi, are now like distant foreigners to me.
Unable to restrain myself any longer, I jumped into the water. Ahh, I thought.
Suddenly, a familiar voice entered my ears. Misaki? What was she doing?
"Stop it, Kai! Don't do it! You mean so much to me, as well as everyone else!" Misaki yelled.
"What am I to you! You don't care! If not , then why did you do that with Aichi? Go be with him!" I replied.
"It's not what you think!" Misaki hollered back, but her high pitched screamed was dampened by the cool waters. I smirked as I slowly drifted into unconsciousness. Serves you right, creeps, I thought.
