So, this story was an interesting one to write. I avoided pronouns that defined a specific gender for anyone because this songfic ended up matching two couples I'm currently obsessed with. One is my HSM Ryan/OC, the other being Bella/Edward.
But being as this is under the category of Twilight, you know which pairing I decided on. But you can always pretend it's the other one if you really want to. Granted, no one but Di knows who the OC is, so it doesn't even make sense then..
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. I wish I did cause that book ROCKS, but I don't. I also don't own "Imperfection," by Skillet. They do. Darn.
Dedicated to the wonderful Di, who's the reason I wrote the fic since she gave me Imperfection and got me addicted to Skillet, then made me read Twilight and get addicted to that... So it's all your fault, Di!
You don't understand. You think that you're too dangerous or too distant or too whatever your new excuse is for us to be together. You don't understand that no matter what you do to try to turn me away, I will always be here.
You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be
Tears falling down again
Tears falling down
It's impossible for me to understand you. You're so amazingly perfect, I can hardly understand why you're like this. I mean, you have everything: you're smart, beautiful, witty. Why would you try to convince me not be with you?
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Alright, so the whole violent tendencies, control issues, and the, you know…mythical being thing…yeah, that's definitely different. But I don't care. Because I love you and maybe your dangerous nature should concern me, but in all honesty, it's almost more attracting than you'd think. And maybe that's why you're so determined to push me away.
You mean so much
That heaven would touch
The face of humankind for you
How special you are
Revel in your day
You're fearfully and wonderfully made
You're wonderfully made
Tears falling down again
Come let the healing begin
You can't help being concerned for my safety. I understand that, and I do appreciate that. But your efforts to prevent me from loving you are never going to work. Please just understand that.
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
You think that I only see the good in you and that's the only reason that I love you. What you don't get is that it's not just that. Your imperfections are what make you so irresistible. Your concern, your weakness… your everything. I can't stop.
You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons
We all have issues. Just because you feel like yours are dangerous is no reason for them to stop us. I want you to understand this. No matter what you say, I'm not leaving you. Won't you believe, yeah
You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you
So please. All I'm asking is that you give me a chance. Give us a chance. Let me prove to you that you're not as dangerous as you claim to be. Because maybe you're not the only one who feels like they're not good enough.
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection
Maybe our imperfections are why we are perfect.
I know, it's been a long time since I last posted anything. But this is it for now!
Kiowa loves to get reveiws. Will you please give her one?
