A Regret That I Made, It Changed My Life
Chapter One
Rachel POV:
As I sit on the plane back to the United States, I think of my life so far. I went through hell and back in high school, got pregnant at 18 but I never stayed with my little girl's father, the love of my life.
I guess now I can safely say that Kendall is my life, well my dream was all I had thought about before that. An actress on Broadway was my dream, but never my reality.
I escaped NYADA because I was pregnant and they wouldn't have let me continue there anyway. So I left, I couldn't tell Finn because well, we had already broken up by then and I didn't want to burden him with anything else. I was still hurting.
I was a coward. I left my friends, family, everything I cared for. All because I was scared, scared of the life I was going to live. I could probably imagine what my life would have been like if I had told Finn. We would have been together again but for all the wrong reasons.
Now I think it's time to go back to the past but continue differently and face my fears. My daughter still doesn't understand but I'm sure she'll appreciate why I'm doing this. She needed to know her family, the reason she is here now.
Getting off the plane when we landed in Ohio was hard because I knew my daughter had questions and I was willing to answer them, now she was old enough.
"Mum, why are we here?" she looked up at me for a brief second. Her dark brown hair was shining in the sunlight; it was much like her fathers. I should not think about him right now.
"You're going to learn more about your family, Kenny and the reason why we fled to England."
I gripped her hand as we walked out of the airport.