Hey my first ff fic I think this will bee a cloti hahahaha please, don't be to mean I love this game, in fact it was the first game I ever played so I repeat don't be mean this will be after advent children and I have not played Doc *sob* so there is no Doc

Me: Testing…1...2….3

Me: hello ladies and gentlemen this is for a friend who likes this *cough*bitch*couch* girl Lucricia, so Lucricia would you pleas come do the Honors

Lucricia: did you call me a bitch?

Me:hehehe no, *sweet drops of forehead*

Lucricia: its ok I forgive you, well lets just say Bmonti does not own Final fantasy 7 infract she doesn't even have her own copy of the game

Me:*sob* it's true

Lucricia: can I go back to the crystal now

Me: yup so on with the show or story whatever you want to call it

Selfish

It's been 2 year sin's Cloud came back after the geostigma episode he's living with me and Denzel now, Marline went to live with her dad in Corel and she is very happy, they come visit every 2 or 3 weeks. Cid finally got married to shera, Yuffie is learning how to take Watai over from her father and Vincent is traveling around with Red looking for legends, Cat sith is turned of until something ells happens, reeve has been doing more research on mako and the Turks come by now and then for a few drinks and I can finally say the sheparoph thing is behind us, I hope, but even with al this good news I can't help but feel sad.

I now it's selfish of me but, I want more from Cloud, he is already doing so much with the deliveries for extra money and he even builds two extra rooms in the house for when some of our friends come to visit. He said he would always be there for me and he is here just not in the way that I want him, I want more.

"Tifa I'm done with my homework"

"Ok Denzel you can go play with your friends just be back before its dark"

He was already running out of the door

I went back to serving the people there drinks.

It was 4 o clock and I decided to close the bar early. I wanted to go to Aeris church, maybe she could give me an answer to what I should do, I have been in love with him sin's we were kids but then I was a little stupid and did not want my other friends to laugh at me, when I got another chance I was to late because Cloud was in love with Aeris so I new I could not compare I mean she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen no wonder he liked her and now 4 years after her death I'm still in love with him and I want him to love me back.

I looked up at the churches door and smiled while walking in "hi Aeris how have you been" I said wile walking into the church.

I walked toward the pool of water with yellow petals still flouting in the water I clime into the pool, I know my clothes would get wet but I did not care. Slowly I lied down on my back and drifted on the water with my eyes close.

"It seems you have a problem" I heard Aeris say and I gave a small smile

"Yes I do and I don't know what to do about it"

"Tifa, you are beautiful and kind you're not selfish for wanting someone to love you"

"Yes I am, he has been throw so much and he's……still in love with you"

"heeheehee Tifa, have you ever seen the way he looked at you, even when I was alive he loved you more then me, he probably thinks that he's not good enough for you"

"Aeris I wish you were here" Tifa said with tears coming down her cheeks

"Tifa, I am here am always here for you and all my friends" suddenly I felt someone giving me a hug it felt nice and warm "it's time you go don't give up"

"Thanks Aeris you're still my best friend"

I opened my eyes slowly and got out of the water. I was shocked to see that it was already dark outside I shivered, getting my clothes wet was a bad idée. I took one last look around the church and hurried back to the bar.

Gist as I got in front of the door it opened showing a worried Cloud "Tifa" he said an then hugged me "were have you been, Denzel and I was worried about you, and why are you all wet"

I was stunned, Cloud was hugging me. My arms slowly lifted up to his shoulders and hugged him back tears went down my cheeks agene "I'm sorry Cloud I should have left a note"

He pulled back with his hands still around my waisthe saw the tears "what's wrong did something happen" I just shook my head "no it's ok" I wiped my tears of "I will go make dinner, where's Denzel?"

He let go of me slowly "I told him to go get a bath"

"Ok then will you come help me then" he nodded I could see he still wanted to know what happened but he let it go "Tifa maybe you should take a shower first and put on dry clothes"

"But Denzel needs to eat and get in to bed he has school tomorrow"

"It's ok; I will make something you just go"

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, now go

I walked up stairs to my room and got some dry clothes. Went into my room's bathroom took a nice worm shower it was really relaxing I smiled at the thought of Aeris and what she said.

When I came down cleaned and dry Denzel ran toward me and hugged my around the waist he looked up at me with a big grin on his face and said "Cloud's making Mac and cheese"

I went toward the kitchen and it smelled great

"Wow Cloud I never knew that you could cook"

He smiled at me and said "not really just this, hotdogs and chips"

I went to sit and watched him work. Even if it was not selfish of me to want him to love me, how was I going to tell him that I love him or show him? I felt myself sulking agene I was looking down at my hands I was lost in though.

"Tifa…Tifa"

I shook my head and looked up at him, Shiva it was getting worse every time I looked my hart aced. I kept the tears back "Yes"

"The food is ready" and he gave me a plate of food

Denzel was sitting next to me already eating I tasted the food "wow this is great Cloud"

And I finished my food

Cloud and I went with Denzel up to his room and tucked him in.

"Tifa"

"Yes Denzel"

"Why are you so sad, don't we make you happy?"

I was shocked I didn't think he had notices, yes I have been a little down this week but I tried to hide it

"Of cores you make me happy Denzel where did you come up with a thing like that?"

"I don't know you just *yawn* look so sad"

Ha blinked a few times and then fell asleep. I kissed him on top of his hed and smiled at Cloud ho was looking at me

"Cloud I'm going to bed early so good night"

"Tifa I just want to let you know I have a few deliveries tonight, and Barret called he wants to come take Denzel for the weekend if that's ok just let him know"

"Ok cloud drive safely"

He nodded and walked out the door with a few bags over his shoulders

I send a text to Barred saying that it would be ok, and went strait to bed hugging my pillow sins I couldn't hug Cloud………

So what do you think I hope its ok and if you flame then I will send my dogs after you or even worse Sepharoth o Yae you read right me and Sep are homies hehehe no but serious if you don't like it just say so in a nice way I repeat NICE way